Ep. 133 September 3, 2013 will always be a date etched in my heart. It was the day I tried to end my life. At the time, I wasnât grateful to still be hereâI was angry, confused, and hurting. Recovery didnât look like joy at first. It looked like surviving one day at a time, learning to breathe through the pain, and slowly discovering that life could hold meaning again.
In this episode of the Healthy Illness Podcast, I share what itâs like to live with that anniversary, how I prepare myself for heavy seasons, and the faith that carries me through. Matthew 5:16 reminds me to "Be the Light," even when it feels impossible.
If youâve survived a suicide attempt, please know this: you are not alone, and itâs okay if your healing doesnât look like anyone elseâs. Itâs okay if gratitude comes slowly. Itâs okay if youâre still figuring it out.
đą In this conversation, I talk about:
How faith and community helped me rebuild my life
Strategies for facing emotionally charged anniversaries
The importance of self-care, mindfulness, and compassion
Why itâs okay to find joy again
đ If you are struggling, please reach out: dial 988 for the Suicide Prevention Lifeline. And if nothing else, let this episode remind you: your life matters, and you are meant to be here.
Here are 5 practices I now hold onto:
Set gentle reminders â Mark my calendar before September to check in with myself, so Iâm not blindsided by the date.
Be kind to yourself â I give myself permission to slow down and offer extra compassion during this time.
Layer self-care â more than the daily routine, I become intentional about truly filling my cup.
Release guilt with mindfulness â if I forget or donât commemorate the day, I remind myself healing isnât linear, and thatâs okay.
Reevaluate afterward â I take time to reflect: Did what I tried this year work? Do I need to adjust for next time?
đą These steps donât erase the pain, but they give me tools to stay present and move forward. Most importantly, they remind me that itâs okay to enjoy life again.
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