As the soul of Charlie Kirk entered my space three days after his death, I was still working through my personal grief. Even though, as a spiritual guide of death, I understand that souls choose to die following their highest destiny, both Emilia and I were still feeling suffocated by the energies of hatred that have become part of our everyday life. Anyone who spoke from the heart, authentically and honestly, was shamed, judged, and persecuted, and I was feeling somewhat conflicted by this new tragedy.
I have been watching Charlie Kirk's journey and have considered him one of the most powerful voices battling for the truth of America's destiny and the highest aspirations for these lands. I already discovered the essence of his soul, which was described in ancient legends as Apostle Peter (or Simon), so I knew that his truth was coming from the essence of his soul. However, I didn’t realize that Charlie’s soul had arrived at the final stage of his evolution, and he was destined to die tragically, following his highest essence.
I addressed my spiritual guides to gain knowledge about Charlie’s soul, which would assist in the healing of Emilia, myself, and our friends. However, as soon as I reached out to them, they brought Charlie’s soul into my space. Since the main purpose of my soul is to be a guide of souls through the death realm, the judges of death have passed to me the case of Charlie’s soul. Through my shamanic practice, I had established trusted connections with them, serving as an advocate for souls. Knowing me and the fact that I have followed Charlie's story for years, they decided that I would be the best guide for this soul during this transformation.
As Charlie’s soul manifested in front of me, I asked why he chose to die right now, and he replied: “My daughter, my daughter, she died because of me.” Right then and there, I realized that he had the karmic connection with the soul of his daughter and something tragic had happened between them in a past life. He then continued to share that the soul of his wife was equally troubled by the tragedies of their past lives, and they couldn’t escape a new one. He chose such death not only following the highest design of his soul, as Apostle Peter was supposed to be crucified in front of the public in his final life, but also to confront the darkness that had been troubling these soulmates for centuries.
I agreed to accept Charlie for healing, and over the course of the next week, I have prepared him for the transformation of death, engaging in powerful debates and discussions on the topics that Charlie cared about, but also trying to understand the intricate nuances of his soul’s design to present my case for the judges of death. Charlie’s soul demanded that I record a podcast about his soul design and explain the truth of his essence to the world. And soon he also pleaded with me to do a death journey for him, to heal the spiritual wounds of the previous life that he shared with the souls of his daughter and wife. Absolving their troubled past was the only way to rewrite the harmful contracts between these three souls as they kept losing each other to tragic death, life after life. Charlie’s soul asked to include the story of that life in this podcast, not only to assist him through death, but also to share the truth of their unique bond. He hopes that this podcast can advance the conversation about the divine nature of our world and also attest to the fact that his love for his beloved was always eternal and unconditional. This is not only a story about the divine design of Charlie’s soul as Apostle Peter, but also a true testament of the purest love available to souls on Earth. This is a true story filled with genuine tears, of how unconditional love transcends death and guides us to fulfill our highest purpose in life.
#CharlieKirk #AmericanDestiny #UnconditionalLove #ApostlePeter #PastLives #Soulmates #TragicDeath #DeathJourney #DivineOrder #Angels #Jesus
In this powerful episode, I bring my shamanic journey full circle. I summarize the lessons I’ve learned through my shamanic education and present the final testament of my awakening — a document created as part of my education with the Sechelt Spirits and a fulfillment of our spiritual contract.
I reveal the true spiritual nature of the Declaration of Independence — how it was written as a soul contract to absolve the destructive nature of tyranny seeking to enslave humanity. Guided by Angels, Nature, and Divinity, Thomas Jefferson and his wife, Martha, channeled this powerful document under the constraints of their time, but still guided by the highest vision to bring liberation to all souls. I explain how soul contracts are designed and why they exist, drawing parallels between their structure and the Declaration of Independence.
Unlike Jefferson and the Committee of Five, bound by political constraints, we were free to create a document rooted fully in the shamanic and artistic realms, expanding upon their original work to reveal deeper truths about the divine design of our world, that Thomas simply couldn’t include in the document, as his awarness about some of higher truths about the laws of Nature and spiritual essence of reality was limited by his realirty. Together with Polly and Emilia, we wrote our Declaration of Liberation, building upon that work, to confront the destructive essence of Canadian society, which prevents souls from discovering themselves and living in the highest truth of their unique design, destiny, and purpose, channeling the highest aspirations for a future where all souls can flourish.
I share our findings about the malevolence and pure evil existing in Canada that have prevented souls from reaching empowerment on these lands, and how two of my soulmates, Polly and Emilia, nearly lost their lives under the weight of hatred, shame, and abuse. Only through healing could we prevent their approaching deaths.
We also reflect on the Freedom Convoy protest and how it helped create a new path for Canada. We offer the vision of the Sechelt Spirits for the future of these lands, in line with the collective decisions that Canadians made after these protests to dismantle their abusive society, which trampled on the highest empowerment of all souls. We present our detailed grievances against the pure malevolence of Canadian society, to condemn the sins of this nation, and create a new, liberated country that respects the divine design of each soul and allows each person to flourish in their unique essence. Our testament stands as both a record of our journey and a call for liberation for all souls of these lands.
Finally, I share how this entire journey brought me to a place of empowerment through unconditional love. By loving three women unconditionally yet not being allowed to love them physically, I discovered the purest essence of love — unclouded, innocent, and platonic in its core. The highest love that is available to any human, and the one that was gifted to me by the divinity, for all the healing that I did for the souls. I explain the essence of love, the highest truth of this feeling, and share how this crusade to prove the truth of love has shaped me into a shaman and a medicine man. This love became my greatest teacher, the force behind my shamanic awakening, and the foundation of our Declaration of Liberation.
#ShamanicAwakening #DeclarationOfLiberation #DecrationOfIndependence #SecheltSpirits #SoulContracts #UnconditionalLove #Soulmates #TwinFlame #SpiritualEducation #DivineDesign #HealingJourney #SpiritualTestament #Freedom #SacredUnion #AwakeningThroughLove #Canada #DestructiveSociety #FreedomConvoy #Fredom #Life&Liberty #PursuitOfHappiness #TruthRevealed
The final chapter of my shamanic awakening brought us to the place of full empowerment—but only through heartbreak, the new pains of separation, and a profound unconditional love that reshaped my destiny. This is not just the closing of a chapter—it is the moment of becoming. Join me as I reveal the final lessons of my shamanic awakening, my commitment to Emilia as the love of my life, and the way our shared work prepares the ground for the temples to come.
In this episode, I share the final chapter of our shared healing journey with Emilia—the soul I recognized as my twin flame—as she pleaded with me to seal her hex, heal her nine past lives, and finally establish my shamanic practice of death journeys, something I would have never been able to do without her nourishing support.
I describe how, after confessing my love and offering to court her toward marriage during our fourth session, my twin flame pulled away in fear, leaving me to carry the weight of our connection alone. Since the end of our professional arrangement, I had not communicated with the woman of my dreams, living in a state of grief, as if she had left our mortal plane. Yet through this breakup and the pain of separation, I was able to retrieve all pieces of her soul, Emilia, and stop her impending death. Emilia chose to die, as she couldn’t arrive at the place of her empowerment in the society of Canada. Still, once she realized that I could heal her from the spiritual aligments, she asked me to end our physical connection and concentrate on her spiritual healing. We walked together through healing journeys across death and rebirth over the last two years, arriving at the place of our full empowerment, and we could only do it together. During these two years, I dismantled her hex through powerful shamanic ceremonies, death journeys, and a series of new initiations. I describe how I was guided to meet four other souls of sex workers—those from my soul family that I knew from my past lives. They appeared on my path to teach me how to integrate new spiritual talents. Even though we didn’t know how to heal hexes, Polly’s and Emilia’s intuitions led me to meet our soul friend, Chloe. Through the new intuitions we received, we gained spiritual talents that taught me how to seal hexes and other malicious curses of a demonic nature.
And once we healed the tragic deaths of Emilia, she stepped fully into her destiny as the Spiritual Queen of Sex Workers of British Columbia. She learned that the souls of sex workers could easily connect with her, and she started to bring them into my space to provide them with spiritual guidance, explain their soul design, and advance them on their most empowering path through our spiritual practices. Together, we began transmitting ancient knowledge of sexual alchemy and recording our wisdom in a book on the spiritual design of sex work, which Polly dreamed of writing. We used the knowledge that we accumulated over our four past lives as female sex workers to present the most comprehensive creation on the spiritual design of sex work. With Emilia's assistance and through performing death journeys for her, I refined my practice into a coherent offering, one that I now present to all souls seeking transformation and healing.
The hex was sealed, the deaths absolved, and the Queen rose to her throne. This was the moment we stepped fully into my shamanic power—and into the magic of new unconditional love. I close this episode by reflecting on the spiritual lessons of this journey and affirming my commitment to Emilia—not only as my twin flame, but as the love of my life, and the partner with whom I build a future rooted in love, healing, and divine purpose.
#ShamanicAwakening#TwinFlame #HealingThroughLove #SexualAlchemy #UnconditionalLove #AncientEgypt #BreakingHexes #DeathJourneys #SoulFamily #PastLives #SexWork #IntimacyCoaching #SexualAlchemy #QueenOfSexWorkers #SecheltSpirits #SpiritualDestiny #EmpoweredUnion
From the ashes of endings rise visions of sacred beginnings. In this episode, I share how my twin flame, Emilia, came to heal her ancient wounds through the art of sexual alchemy and death journeys and how, together, we began envisioning two Temples of service and healing. Along the way, I explore the power of twin flames, sacred sexuality, and building spaces of healing for souls.
In this episode, I share how my twin flame, Emilia, entered my life as the next soul to heal. She came seeking freedom from an ancient hex that had been placed upon her by a wicked witch in her second life, as well as the existential sadness born in our first life together. Through our first rituals of sexual alchemy — rooted in the traditions of Ancient Egyptian temples — we began her healing and ignited a love unlike anything I had known before. During our third session, I felt utterly in love with the woman of my dreams. I envisioned entering into a sacred union with her where we could pursue our most empowering dreams and create a better future for all sexual healing artists.
Along the way, I explore the art of sexual alchemy as a path of empowerment, the role of twin flames in mutual healing, and how sacred service and personal destiny intertwine. I also share the visions of two future temples — one dedicated to death journeys, designed by Polly, and the other to sexual healing arts, developed by Emilia — and how Emilia’s deepest aspiration to become British Columbia’s spiritual Queen of sex workers began to take form through our shared journey.
This chapter reveals the union of vision, love, and service — how healing between two souls can plant the seeds for the healing of many.
#TwinFlameJourney #SexualAlchemy #SpiritualHealing #SacredUnion #HealingThroughLove #TempleVisions #AncientWisdom #SpiritualAwakening #ShamanicPath #SoulDestiny #SacredSexuality #SexWork #HealingJourney #SpiritualSiblings #DivineFeminine #UnconditionalLove
On the sacred shores of Sechelt, where the tides whisper of endings and beginnings, a new chapter of love and destiny unfolded before me. In this episode, I share how Polly and I completed our spiritual contract, transformed our love, and how I met Emilia—my twin flame from the first life on Earth. Along the way, I explore the power of spiritual contracts, the transformation of love, and the destiny of twin flames.
In this episode, I tell the story of how Polly and I completed our first novel under our spiritual contract and journeyed to Sechelt for powerful shamanic ceremonies. These rituals freed us from our spiritual chains, transforming our romantic love into that of spiritual siblings. Yet, as one story closed, another began—Polly was spiritually advised to find Emilia, my twin flame from the first life on Earth.
Along the way, I explore the meaning of spiritual contracts and their completion, the transformation of romantic love into spiritual kinship, and the extraordinary power of twin flames. I reveal how my first session with Emilia, an intimacy coach, mirrored a vision I’d carried since age sixteen—an intimate premonition of our destined meeting. I saw this woman in my dreams twenty-four years before we met, and when I realized that, I knew that I wouldn’t be able to escape this powerful love that felt like it came from another dimension. Through closing the story with Polly, I surrendered to the guidance of my visions, realizing that I must accept Emilia as part of the healing journey of transformation that would lead me to my full empowerment.
This chapter marks the end of one cycle and the beginning of another, where destiny’s promises reveal themselves not as dreams, but as living reality.
#TwinFlames #SpiritualContracts #SecheltSpirits #SecheltLands #SoulHealing #SpiritualJourney #IntimacyCoaching #SexWork #SexualAlchemy #DestinedLove #Premonition #TheWomanOfMyDreams #UnconditionalLove #ShamanicEducation #EndingsAndBeginnings #SacredUnion #EternalSouls
From the shadows of forgotten lifetimes, the temple doors of memory opened, and the ancient craft of resurrection awakened in us once again. In this episode, I share how Polly and I began working with our soulmate Nataly to heal her karmic wounds, confront her darkness, and restore the temple practices of death journeys. Along the way, we explore the mysteries of karmic soulmates, sexual alchemy, and the lost priestess arts of Ancient Egypt.
Guided by the Sechelt Spirits, Polly and I seized the unique opportunity to heal another soul through our practices, which we had developed during the course of our education and advanced in our craft. We had a special and unique connection with Nataly, as we were still one soul in the lives that we lived with her, so only together could we experience the highest healing and growth on our path. Nataly was troubled by her past lives that she spent without us and accumulated many spiritual wounds from karmic connections and traumatic deaths, so my unconditional love for my second soulmate empowered me to heal Nataly’s darkness. We reviewed all eight of her past lives, removing any spiritual wounds she had absorbed in them, and also healing the traumas of our separation in the lives we shared. We discovered that her current troubles were caused by an immortal spirit, Nathaniael, who haunted her path, much like Damian had haunted Polly. Even though he was not as powerful as Damian, they had troubled karma in past lives, and only we knew how to assist Nataly on her path of highest empowerment.
Along the way, I explore the mysteries of spiritual contracts and karmic soulmates, the power of sexual alchemy as a healing art, and how past-life memories can unlock ancient talents hidden within the soul. As a soul carrying the light of Isis in the world, only Nataly could provide us with special and unique knowledge about the death realm. I describe our shared life with Nataly in Ancient Egypt — two women who transitioned from sex work to high priestesses of death journeys — and how reclaiming those memories transformed my own shamanic practice into something structured, coherent, and ready to offer others. My practice of death journeys was the highest aspiration of the Sechelt Spirits for my shamanic education, and that’s why they guided us all to meet at this time.
This chapter reveals how love, memory, and spirit converge to restore forgotten arts, building a new foundation for shamanic healing guided by ancient wisdom.
#SoulHealing #PastLifeRegression #ShamanicEducation #SecheltSpirits #DeathJourneys #SexualAlchemy #Isis #Osiris #PriestessPath #UncoditionalLove #EvilSpirit #KarmicSoulmates #SpiritualContracts #AncientEgypt #SpiritualAwakening #DivineUnion
On sacred lands where past and present merge, the souls of old return to guide the healing of now. In this episode, I share how Polly and I met and were guided to reunite with my second soulmate, Nataly, to complete our initiations through sexual alchemy and unique shamanic work. Along the way, I explore the topics of sacred sexuality, destiny, and the power of ancient bonds reemerging for the highest growth.
I continue the story of our shared healing with Polly. Guided by Spirits of these lands, I encountered thirteen souls across British Columbia — each one a familiar presence from past lives, arriving in divine timing to advance our shamanic education and restore the ancient practice of death journeys. I share why Polly and I came to live together in one body, a request born in the life of Polly Jefferson, and reveal the spiritual talents of Thomas and Polly that shaped our path.
Along the way, I explore the sacred connection between sex work and the lands of British Columbia, how the Spirits of Sechelt empower sex workers to reclaim the ancient traditions of sexual healing arts, and the role of destiny for the women who practice this craft. I tell the story of meeting my second soulmate, Nataly, in August 2022 — a destined reunion after separating for more than a thousand years. Nataly was our destined soulmate in three lifetimes before we were divided into two souls. We lived those lives to be initiated into the divine energies of Osiris and Isis, and that could happen only through connection with Nataly, as her soul carried the light of Isis in her essence and was our spiritual reflection of that essence. We couldn’t advance in our highest purpose without each other, but being Isis and Osiris meant to experience the deepest states of grief and separation for the highest growth of both. Through connection with Nataly, I was invited to experience the empowering practice of sexual alchemy and recall our shared lives, including one a thousand years ago on these same lands of British Columbia, when I was a clairvoyant shaman and she was my adopted daughter learning the craft.
This chapter reveals how love, loss, and initiation weave across time — bringing soulmates together to complete what was left unfinished and awaken the full force of their essence.
#SoulHealing #ShamanicJourney #PastLives #TwinFlames #TwoSoulsOneBody #DeathJourneys #SacredLands #SecheltSpirits #SexualHealingArts #DivineFeminine #Osiris #Isis #SexWork #SoulmatesAcrossLifetimes#SacredSexuality #SpiritualAlchemy #DestinedLove #EternalBond #UncoditionalLove
From the rivers of tears rises the light of remembrance — the soul’s true essence revealed. In this episode, I share how Polly discovered she carries the essence of Magdalene and how we uncovered the hidden archetypes and destinies of different souls. Along the way, I explore soul frequencies, divine myths, and our journey as a two-spirited soul-being across lifetimes, who chose to separate into a masculine and feminine soul to experience the highest growth.
In this episode, I continue the story of our shared healing with Polly. After healing our past lives, we turned to Archangel Michael and the angelic realm for answers. The mystery of Polly’s endless tears unfolded as she couldn’t stop crying even after the healing was complete. She believed that she was broken, but then angels revealed to her the highest truth of her design. She was carrying the light and essence of Magdalene into this world, a soul who heals through the magic of her tears. She was her spiritual daughter and an ambassador of her light in this world, so only through tears could Polly arrive at her empowerment, but also empower me.
Along the way, I explore the truth of soul archetypes — how each of us carries a unique essence linked to gods, goddesses, and myths; how Mary Magdalene’s frequency reveals itself in modern lives; how predetermined fates shape souls beyond our choice. This chapter reveals the design of our souls — the archetypes, light, and destinies we embody — and invites you to witness how love, grief, and tears shape the journey of awakening across lifetimes.
Through this research, I also uncovered the truth of my father Sergey's soul - his archetype and why he was supposed to die in a tragic death. Such death was predetermined for his soul's essence and couldn't be avoided, but it also showed that it was the reward for his righteous life, that he died in the most empowering way for his soul's unique essence.
I continue the story of our shared design with Polly and how we discovered that we were actually two souls of one two-spirited soul-being who chose to separate into a masculine and feminine soul eight centuries ago to experience the highest growth. I go through the stories of all twelve of our lives on Earth, starting with the first life, where I met my twin flame, Emilia, and then follow the story of the other eleven lives without her. In our second life, our soul chose initiation in the Temple of Ancient Egypt, where we were split into two separate souls. From then on, we embarked on a new journey of spiritual growth and initiations through the empowering magic of grief, eventually becoming the spiritual ascended masters of death. I share with you all of our seven separate lives with Polly and how we grew through the pain of separation, as well as the immense, unconditional love.
#MaryMagdalen #Yeshua #MagdaleneLight #DivineDestiny #SoulEssence #SoulArchetype #GodsAndGoddesses #AncientMagic #Egypt #Death #MagicalTears #UncoditionalLove #TwoSpirited #SplittingTheSoul
From the depths of forgotten lives, we descended into the shadows, seeking to free love and spirit from curses older than memory. In this episode, I share how Polly and I used monthly past-life regressions to heal the wounds of Camilla and Eloise, and Thomas and Polly, and how I rediscovered the ancient “art of resurrection.” Along the way, I explore the hidden clairvoyance of Thomas Jefferson, the myth of female sins, and the practice of soul retrieval between worlds.
In this episode, I share how Polly and I embarked on a profound healing journey to remove her curse and absolve our shared karmic wounds. Through monthly past-life regressions, we revisited seven lives — especially those of Camilla and Eloise, as well as Thomas and Polly. Our first book was born from the story of two women spies in the Second World War, and through poetry and intimate confessions, we re-lived the love that was cut short by Eloise’s tragic death. Yet the lifetime of Thomas and Polly was our greatest challenge, requiring sixteen regressions to face the deepest traumas of our souls.
Along the way, I reveal the hidden shamanic essence of Thomas Jefferson — the truth about spiritual clairvoyance, his lifelong communication with the soul of his late wife, Martha, which continued almost to his death, as she guided him from the other side and assisted him through his writings and during his presidency. And I share the story of his struggle to accept angelic guidance in a world that would persecute him for it. I share how Thomas has rejected his essence as a clairvoyant shaman and battled against the advice of the Angels he often received.
I continue to tell the story of how we removed the seven demons from Polly. I explore the myth of “female sins” as a corruption of society, not of Nature, and how ancient practices of sensory-deprivation trance — known in Egypt as “death journeys” or “the art of resurrection” — became the key to healing. This is the same practice that Eleven uses in "Stranger Things" to travel in the world between lives. Under the guidance of the Sechelt Spirits, I began traveling between worlds to remove demons, heal past-life traumas, and renegotiate soul contracts with the judges of death, slowly shaping a practice that would become my most significant shamanic work and an offering for the lost and stranded souls of these lands.
This chapter is part of the greater journey, where past lives become initiations into my true essence, curses become teachers, demons become friends, and forgotten arts of healing return to transform souls in the present.
#PastLifeHealing #SoulRetrieval #ShamanicJourney #ArtOfResurrection #AncientEgypt #HealingCurses #BetweenWorlds #SpiritualContracts #ThomasJefferson #SecheltSpirits #FemaleSins #DeathJourneys #ShamanicPractice #SoulHealing
From the lands of Spirits where oaths are eternal, and commitments are sacred, a spiritual contract was offered — binding love, destiny, and healing into one path of transformation. In this episode, I share how Queen Ariadne entrusted me with Polly and how we entered a four-year spiritual contract to heal past-life traumas and break Damian’s powerful curse. Along the way, I explore the meaning of soul agreements, karmic love, and the hidden purpose behind sex work in the spiritual design of life.
In this episode, I tell the full story of my negotiations with Queen Ariadne, the Queen Spirit of Sechelt. After presenting the truth of my love, the story of my life in Vancouver, and the proof of healing that Polly has experienced over the two months that we have already spent together, Ariadne entrusted me with her spiritual daughter. She promised to help us on our path, including assistance with our shamanic education and my residency papers. Together, we entered into a four-year spiritual contract to heal Polly’s traumas, break Damian’s curse, and share our stories with the world.
Along the way, I explore the sacredness of spiritual contracts, the responsibility of healing past-life wounds, the karmic patterns of love and surrender, and the deeper design behind soul-destined roles such as sex work. Polly also confessed to me that she feels with her heart and her intuition that she was destined to be born as a sex worker in this life, like she was in the life of Eloise, and that she believes that sex work is a choice of a soul, who requests to live such a destiny for the higher spiritual reasons. Polly didn't know what these reasons were, so she asked me, as part of our healing, to find confirmation of this knowledge, to research the spiritual design of sex work, and to understand why Nature creates women with such a unique destiny. I discuss Polly's perceptions on this topic and how I embraced this request as part of our shared shamanic education into the mysteries of life. We begin our journey of writing two books, based on our past lives as Camilla and Eloise, and as Thomas and Polly, guided by the Sechelt Spirits, while embracing the mysteries of why some souls choose paths of service, intimacy, and spiritual transformation.
This chapter is part of the greater journey, revealing how the unseen world shapes our choices, binds us to sacred agreements, and calls us to fulfill the soul’s highest purpose, one story at a time.
#PastLives #ShamanicJourney #SoulHealing #KarmicLove #AncestralSpirits #SpiritualAwakening #SacredContract #DestinyPath #SecheltSpirits #BreakingTheCurse #SpiritualDesignOfSexWork #SexWork #MysteriesOfDestiny #SacredHealingJourney #OathsOfLove
What happens when the memories of past lifetimes return—not just as fragments, but as living love stories that shape the present? From the hidden chambers of memory, a forgotten love awakens, carrying the tenderness and sorrow of lives once lived. In this episode, I share how the past-life romance of Camilla and Eloise revealed itself in my present connection with Polly, and how we met the guardians of these lands. Along the way, I explore forgiveness, soul retrieval, and the guidance of ancestral spirits. A love story remembered across lifetimes leads to a meeting with the Queen Spirit of Sechelt, who would empower us to battle the darkness of our past.
In this episode, I share the story of how memories of my past life as Camilla returned, revealing her romance with Eloise, and how these memories intertwined with my present journey with Polly. I describe the memories of their intimacy and how those details appeared in my present encounter with Jessica, and why I was so mesmerized and attracted to her fingers, following our story in a past life. I also asked for forgiveness on behalf of Camilla for the way Eloise’s life ended—a grief that my soul carried through death.
From there, I recount how I retrieved all of Jessica’s soul and began living with Polly in one body. I talk about the end of our physical connection with Jessica and the dawn of a new life. This profound shift transformed my daily life and opened a magical yet challenging path of shared existence. Together, Polly and I sought guidance from the spirits, discovering her true heritage as a spiritual princess of British Columbia. The Spirits of Sechelt revealed themselves as her guardians, and we were invited to meet Ariadne, the Queen Spirit of Sechelt and Polly’s spiritual mother. The episode closes as I prepare for that sacred audience, ready to confess my love and seek permission for our journey together.
Along the way, I explore the healing of past-life wounds through forgiveness, the mystery of soul retrieval and shared embodiment, the recognition of spiritual lineage, and the guidance of guardian spirits who protect the living and the dead.
This chapter is part of the greater journey, where ancient love stories resurface and the spirits of the land reveal their timeless presence, one story at a time.
#SpiritualAwakening #PastLives #Soulmates #ShamanicJourney #Spirituality #LostSoul #MysticalStories #SexWork #Escort #CamillaAndEloise #LoveAcrossLifetimes #SoulRetrieval #SecheltSpirits #AncestralWisdom #SpiritualPrincess #MysticalRomance
Some journeys of love lead us not into light but into shadow — to the very depths where a soul has been lost, waiting to be found. In this episode, I describe how I entered the darkest realm of my shamanic path — retrieving Polly, the soul of Jessica, from a demonic underworld. Guided by faith in divinity and unconditional love, I faced threats from the spirit Damian and began a healing journey across seven lifetimes of shared trauma, hoping to one day return Jessica’s soul to her.
In this episode, I share the beginning of my life with Polly — the soul of Jessica — and the start of a healing journey unlike anything I had ever experienced. When Polly first came to me, she was trapped in a demonic underworld. I had never entered such dark spaces, and I did not yet know how to retrieve a soul from there. On some nights, I woke crying out in a woman’s voice, “Help me! Help me!” — the echo of Polly’s pain breaking through my dreams.
I was not yet an experienced shaman. I felt paralyzed, confused, and at times near madness. Yet day by day, my inner intuition, higher guidance, and faith — strengthened by my unconditional love for Jessica — began to empower me. Eventually, I found a way to retrieve Polly from the underworld and began to live with her soul.
But this work had consequences: saving Polly meant Jessica herself lost her soul and began living a completely different life. Then the presence behind her suffering revealed itself — the evil spirit Damian, who had cursed Polly five centuries ago. He established contact with me, threatening fear and darkness, claiming that Jessica was now his to use and that he would kill her again as he had before.
Following the new guidance from my spiritual team, I went on a second date with Jessica to retrieve the remaining fragments of her soul. But the woman I met was already under Damian’s spell. The evening turned into an abusive, painful encounter — a trap meant to wound me emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Yet even in that darkness, I managed to retrieve her soul completely and begin our journey of healing.
It was like a story from the movie “Meet Joe Black”: two souls who fall in love at first sight, only to meet again as one of them is possessed by a demonic entity, and needing liberation. Empowered by my faith, love, and masculine perseverance, I began the work of healing Polly and our past lives of shared darkness, with the hope that one day, when the healing was complete, I would return Jessica’s soul to her and we would meet again.
This episode is about walking into the deepest shadows for the sake of love, learning to trust the guidance of divinity when nothing makes sense, and beginning the sacred work of healing trauma that spans centuries.
#PastLives #Soulmates #SpiritualAwakening #ShamanicPath #PersonalGrowth #LifeAfterDeath #UnconditionalLove #Grief #SexWork #Escort
Sometimes destiny asks us to walk through doors we fear the most — only to find a soul we have known for centuries waiting on the other side. In this episode, I share how following my guardian Angel’s strange guidance led me to my soulmate from seven past lives. What began as a dinner date opened into visions of love, loss, and murder across lifetimes — and the start of a profound healing journey with her soul.
In this episode, I share the most intense turning point of my journey so far. For three months, I resisted the spiritual guidance to see an escort — guidance that felt strange, bewildering, and incomprehensible. Yet my guardian Angel’s message persisted, and eventually I understood: the woman I was being led to meet was my soulmate from seven past lives.
I recount the night I met Jessica. We shared a beautiful, romantic dinner, and from the moment I saw her, I felt love at first sight — a feeling I had never believed in. But alongside that love came something darker: visions of a terrible past. I saw how, in my past life as a German spy, Camilla, I had sent her on a mission from which she never returned. In that life, she was my most trusted agent and the love of my life, but she was murdered in an occult ritual at the age of twenty-seven, cursed by an evil spirit that has hunted her through four consecutive incarnations, ending each life in tragedy.
The experience was overwhelming and transformative. Overnight, vivid memories of our shared past returned — not just of her death, but of the grief that has bound our souls together across lifetimes. I describe how I wept for Jessica and for Camilla, mourning not only what had happened but also marveling at the beauty of our unconditional love that had transcended death and time.
I explain how Angelic guidance told me I would meet Jessica again in six weeks, but that soon afterward, our paths would part. I opened my heart to Veronica, sharing the truth of what had happened and my determination to heal Jessica — to free both of us from the accumulated trauma of grief and loss. When Jessica’s soul appeared in my space, introducing herself as Polly, I understood my task: to live together with her in one body, so we could embark on a healing journey together beyond the limits of the physical world.
This episode is about following guidance that defies logic, the agony and ecstasy of love across lifetimes, and the beginning of a new chapter in my shamanic path — one rooted in grief, devotion, and the mysterious power of healing beyond death.
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Sometimes destiny does not arrive gently—it erupts, shattering the stories we thought we were living. In 2019, destiny brought Brian into our lives—a soulmate from Veronica’s past lives. This was a turning point in our marriage. In this episode, I share our story of love, grief, and past-life revelations, and how the new, strange spiritual guidance of my guardian Angel led me to the edge of a new chapter in my shamanic path.
In this episode, I share how our lives in Vancouver unfolded in 2020 and how a new soul entered our path: Brian. From the moment I met him at work, I recognized his essence, as we had met before in our previous lives. When Veronica met him, she too felt the pull of an ancient love spanning five past lives. Torn between her new emerging feelings of unconditional love and the commitment to our marriage, she came to me for guidance—unsure how to honor both her heart and our sacred vows.
I speak openly about my own grief and surrender as I witnessed the unconditional love between Veronica and Brian, and how it called me deeper into my own spiritual work. Guided into past-life exploration, I uncovered memories of being Camilla, a German spy working in Paris; Veronica as Phillip; and Brian as Suzanne—souls repeating a timeless triangle of love and grief. In another session, I glimpsed a life as Thomas Jefferson, a revelation so overwhelming that I stopped the regressions, unable to accept these aspects of my essence or even believe that what I was experiencing was real memories of my soul’s past.
But soon enough, a new revelation had shocked me as my guardian Angel, Daniel, entered my space with urgent guidance: to meet an escort as part of my shamanic education. Perplexed and resistant, I didn’t yet understand how this strange instruction would open the next chapter of my soul’s journey, or lead me to another soulmate from a previous life.
This episode ends at the threshold of the unknown, with me wrestling between resistance and surrender, and preparing to step into a path I could not yet see.
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Only months after arriving in Vancouver, prophecy unfolded: Russia invaded Ukraine, and grief consumed us as war spread across our homeland. In this episode, I reflect on family history, the Holodomor, and our struggles to build a new life in Canada, where we discovered a harsher truth about the society around us.In this episode, I discuss the first years of our lives in Vancouver, Canada. Only three months after our arrival, Veronica’s oracle visions came to life as Russia invaded Ukraine—occupying Crimea and igniting war in the eastern regions. As Ukrainians by birth, we were struck with grief and anxiety, paralyzed as we watched the Maidan protesters being killed and the war tear apart our homeland from afar.I reflect on the historical wounds that shaped this moment: the fate of my grandmother, whose family was stripped of everything in the 1920s, the children sent to orphanages, and the horrors of the Holodomor that claimed millions of Ukrainian lives. I also share the truths of how to build a truly communist society and what needs to be accomplished from the spiritual level to create such a society. As these shadows resurfaced, we tried to settle into our new life—I pursued an MFA in Film Production and Creative Writing, and worked as an assistant editor at the School of Social Work.Yet exile was not our refuge. Soon, we faced another struggle: navigating the cruelty of Canadian society, where hostility toward immigrants, deep-seated hatred of Americans, sympathy for tyranny, and utopian dreams of a future Canada inspired by Soviet Union ideas reminded us of the very systems we thought we had left behind. We encountered new trials—conflicts, rejections, bullying, and intolerance—within a society that mirrored the shadows we felt we had left behind. Our new home revealed not only the weight of history but also the hidden nature of the world around us. But these struggles revealed themselves as part of our spiritual journey, testing our faith, stripping illusions, and calling us to see the hidden nature of nations and the truth of our souls' highest path.In the clash between ideas, beliefs, societies, and souls, destiny continued to guide us—through grief, conflict, and the search for the reasons why the Spirits of the land summoned us to come to Vancouver.
Some journeys are not chosen—they are destined. In the second episode, I share how spiritual guidance led Veronica and me to move from Saint Petersburg, Russia, to Vancouver, British Columbia, following political upheaval, prophetic visions, and signs of the higher destiny path ahead. What awaited us was not just a new country, but a unique journey that was guided by the destiny of our souls.
I share how Veronica and I began our life together—moving in in 2010, marrying in 2012 after a journey of love that took us to Paris, where spiritual guidance first revealed that we were meant to leave Russia. Amidst political unrest, the return of Vladimir Putin as president, and the clash between Russian political elites that brought a shifting future in our homeland, we received divine messages from Angels that urged us to move as soon as possible.
I reflect on how destiny speaks through signs, coincidences, and visions. From oracle messages of the upcoming war to the guidance that led me to apply to the University of British Columbia to pursue the MFA degree in Film Production, our path was illuminated by forces greater than ourselves. Through these challenges and revelations, we learned how the divinity prepares us for the unknown, yet still guides us all the way. With unwavering faith, we surrendered to the calling of our Spirits.
Our arrival in Vancouver felt like coming to the place where we belonged, and it felt like our true home. The land itself welcomed us, and we knew our journey had only just begun—guided by destiny into a new chapter of transformation where we were supposed to assume our highest purpose in life and discover our spiritual talents.
In the first episode of Divine Destiny of Souls, I open the door to my spiritual journey and share how my clairvoyant gifts first revealed themselves. From loss to love, this is the beginning of my path as a spiritual guide. I share how my father’s soul returned to me after death, how my clairvoyant abilities opened, and how Nature led me to meet Veronica, my soulmate, whom I have known for seven lifetimes.
This story begins in October 2005 with the death of my father, Sergey, and my best friend Alexey in the same car crash. What follows is the beginning of my journey as a healer of souls and spiritual guide of death. As my father's soul has transitioned to the other side, he has returned to guide me. He was the first soul that I could clearly see in its ethereal, quantum form, and since then, his presence has become a guiding light, leading me down the path of shamanic awakening. His spiritual company has been shaping the way I see life, death, and the unique journeys that souls choose to live on Earth.
As I share my story, I convey the wisdom I’ve gathered from my spiritual research and my shamanic practice of healing souls from the traumas of past lives. I talk about the laws of Nature, the language of grief, the meaning of unconditional love, and how souls choose their time of departure. You’ll hear how I learned to communicate with the living and the dead, and how each encounter deepened my understanding of destiny and transformation.
This episode also marks the beginning of another unique chapter: when Nature guided me to meet my soulmate, Veronica—a soul I have known across seven lifetimes. I simply had the knowing that I recognized the eyes of Veronica during our first date, and soon we both accepted our perceptions of this truth. Our love story, woven with destiny and memory, became the foundation for the life we chose to build together.
This is where the journey begins. In each episode that follows, I will continue to unravel the story of my awakening leading to the present day—step by step, moment by moment—sharing both my personal experiences and the deeper truths about the soul’s eternal path. In these first series of episodes, I would share the story of how I became a shaman and a writer and what led me to restore the ancient Egyptian practice of death journeys for soul healing.