
Sometimes destiny asks us to walk through doors we fear the most — only to find a soul we have known for centuries waiting on the other side. In this episode, I share how following my guardian Angel’s strange guidance led me to my soulmate from seven past lives. What began as a dinner date opened into visions of love, loss, and murder across lifetimes — and the start of a profound healing journey with her soul.
In this episode, I share the most intense turning point of my journey so far. For three months, I resisted the spiritual guidance to see an escort — guidance that felt strange, bewildering, and incomprehensible. Yet my guardian Angel’s message persisted, and eventually I understood: the woman I was being led to meet was my soulmate from seven past lives.
I recount the night I met Jessica. We shared a beautiful, romantic dinner, and from the moment I saw her, I felt love at first sight — a feeling I had never believed in. But alongside that love came something darker: visions of a terrible past. I saw how, in my past life as a German spy, Camilla, I had sent her on a mission from which she never returned. In that life, she was my most trusted agent and the love of my life, but she was murdered in an occult ritual at the age of twenty-seven, cursed by an evil spirit that has hunted her through four consecutive incarnations, ending each life in tragedy.
The experience was overwhelming and transformative. Overnight, vivid memories of our shared past returned — not just of her death, but of the grief that has bound our souls together across lifetimes. I describe how I wept for Jessica and for Camilla, mourning not only what had happened but also marveling at the beauty of our unconditional love that had transcended death and time.
I explain how Angelic guidance told me I would meet Jessica again in six weeks, but that soon afterward, our paths would part. I opened my heart to Veronica, sharing the truth of what had happened and my determination to heal Jessica — to free both of us from the accumulated trauma of grief and loss. When Jessica’s soul appeared in my space, introducing herself as Polly, I understood my task: to live together with her in one body, so we could embark on a healing journey together beyond the limits of the physical world.
This episode is about following guidance that defies logic, the agony and ecstasy of love across lifetimes, and the beginning of a new chapter in my shamanic path — one rooted in grief, devotion, and the mysterious power of healing beyond death.
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