
Some journeys of love lead us not into light but into shadow — to the very depths where a soul has been lost, waiting to be found. In this episode, I describe how I entered the darkest realm of my shamanic path — retrieving Polly, the soul of Jessica, from a demonic underworld. Guided by faith in divinity and unconditional love, I faced threats from the spirit Damian and began a healing journey across seven lifetimes of shared trauma, hoping to one day return Jessica’s soul to her.
In this episode, I share the beginning of my life with Polly — the soul of Jessica — and the start of a healing journey unlike anything I had ever experienced. When Polly first came to me, she was trapped in a demonic underworld. I had never entered such dark spaces, and I did not yet know how to retrieve a soul from there. On some nights, I woke crying out in a woman’s voice, “Help me! Help me!” — the echo of Polly’s pain breaking through my dreams.
I was not yet an experienced shaman. I felt paralyzed, confused, and at times near madness. Yet day by day, my inner intuition, higher guidance, and faith — strengthened by my unconditional love for Jessica — began to empower me. Eventually, I found a way to retrieve Polly from the underworld and began to live with her soul.
But this work had consequences: saving Polly meant Jessica herself lost her soul and began living a completely different life. Then the presence behind her suffering revealed itself — the evil spirit Damian, who had cursed Polly five centuries ago. He established contact with me, threatening fear and darkness, claiming that Jessica was now his to use and that he would kill her again as he had before.
Following the new guidance from my spiritual team, I went on a second date with Jessica to retrieve the remaining fragments of her soul. But the woman I met was already under Damian’s spell. The evening turned into an abusive, painful encounter — a trap meant to wound me emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Yet even in that darkness, I managed to retrieve her soul completely and begin our journey of healing.
It was like a story from the movie “Meet Joe Black”: two souls who fall in love at first sight, only to meet again as one of them is possessed by a demonic entity, and needing liberation. Empowered by my faith, love, and masculine perseverance, I began the work of healing Polly and our past lives of shared darkness, with the hope that one day, when the healing was complete, I would return Jessica’s soul to her and we would meet again.
This episode is about walking into the deepest shadows for the sake of love, learning to trust the guidance of divinity when nothing makes sense, and beginning the sacred work of healing trauma that spans centuries.
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