When I first started OnlyFans, it was very much a sexual sexual awakening—a fun, liberating, and wildly erotic way to explore my pleasure and own my body. As someone raised in a deeply religious environment and carrying years of shame around my sexuality, stepping into this world was like reclaiming a piece of myself I didn’t even know I was missing. I experimented with kinks, showcased my authentic pleasure, and connected with others who celebrated me for being unapologetically me. And I was getting paid for it! It felt empowering to create content on my terms, knowing I was breaking free from old conditioning and stepping fully into my sexuality. But then something shifted. I got hooked on the money. What started as playful exploration turned into a performance. I felt pressure to produce, to cater to expectations, and to keep the income coming. It stopped being about my pleasure and started feeling like an obligation—a transaction where I was trading my sexual energy for money. The fun was gone, and in its place was a draining cycle of self-exploitation. I realized I was no longer honoring my body or my boundaries - It was time for something to change This video is the story of my OnlyFans journey—how it began as an act of liberation, how it took me to unexpected places, and how I eventually stepped back to reclaim my power.
In this heartfelt and raw episode, I take you on a journey through my first—and last—experience with Dysport (a Botox alternative). What started as a vanity-driven decision quickly turned into an emotional deep dive into the connection between my body, energy work, and spirituality.
I share the physical and emotional aftermath, the unexpected lessons, and the impact it had on my meditation practice, emotional release, and connection to my third eye chakra. You'll hear me wrestle with questions like: Did I damage my ability to connect with higher consciousness? Have I disrupted my nervous system regulation? And, most importantly, What does this mean for my healing journey and my work with clients?
By the end, I reflect on how this experience provided a valuable contrast, deepening my understanding of disconnection and embodiment—lessons I now get to share with you all. Vulnerability, self-awareness, and growth are at the heart of this episode, and I hope it serves as a reminder that even our mistakes can be powerful teachers.
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I filmed this update while driving to Phoenix for a transformative 3-day conference with James Wedmore, the creator of Business By Design. I first discovered James earlier this year through Katherine Zenkina’s Manifestation Babe podcast, where his perspectives on money, mindset, and personal growth completely drew me in. Fast forward, and I’m not only in his program but heading to see him—and Katherine—in person at this event. In this episode, I reflect on giving myself permission to be wrong about just about everything—an uncomfortable but freeing realization that’s been key to my growth lately. I also get real about my time in Palm Springs and why I’m questioning if it’s the right fit for me after all. Tune in for a raw and reflective update on my spiritual journey, my evolving relationship with masculine energy, and how I’m shedding old beliefs to step into what’s next. Here's the podcast episode I mentioned with Kathrin, James and Jenny (It's a 3 part series, here's #1) https://open.spotify.com/episode/7Far... ___________________________________________________________________________________________ As always - be sure to follow me on all my other platforms. Click the link below: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sa... And hop on my email list for first notice on all my exclusive offers, events, and updates: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/ge...
This is a great episode for any "spiritual newbies". It'll give you a base line understanding of how Reiki actually heals in language you're already familiar with. I’m joined by my Reiki Master Teacher and mentor, Erin Ryan, to explore the transformative power of energy work. We break down how Reiki serves as a profound tool for personal healing by releasing trapped emotions and regulating the nervous system. We also challenge the common misconception that Reiki is only for healing others, highlighting how learning Reiki is, above all, a catalyst for one’s own healing journey. This episode blends science and spirituality, delving into the trauma body, stress cycles, and the transformative potential of energy work like Reiki. __________________________________________________ Where to find Erin Ryan:
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This is another Raw & Vulnerable one... Recently I moved through some intense sorrow and guilt - primarily involving what it took to leave my husband to choose the life I wanted for myself. I still have so much love for him - and so much of the sorrow and guilt that I process and share in this video had to do with me having to hurt him to choose myself. Buckle up for lots of tears and I continue pulling back the curtain on what it looks like to truly face and move challenging and dense emotions out of the boy. ________________________________________________________________ Priority Waitlist for Reiki Level 1: Principles of Practices of Energy Work: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/reiki-level-1-priority-waitlist As always - be sure to follow me on all my other platforms. Click the link below: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sacralsteve And hop on my email list for first notice on all my exclusive offers, events, and updates: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/get-on-email-list
Recently I decided I'm going to start going to AA meetings again. This decision has stirred up a lot of inner conflict - especially around my identity as it relates to addiction, sobriety, and what it means if I utilize AA meetings for support. I've never felt comfortable identifying as an addict. I've definitely struggled with some severe addiction in the past. My late teens and early twenties were riddled with extreme bipolar swings entangled with heavy alcohol and drug use. And even after my 30 day stay in a rehab facility in Georgia back in 2018, it wasn't long at all before I was drinking and using drugs again. It wasn't until 2020 when I started working with a my Reiki Master Teacher in high-level energy mentorship containers that I was able to really start changing the internal landscape required for me to quit nicotine and stop relying on substances as a copying mechanism for the pain I was carrying within. Flash forward to moving out to Southern California this past May - I was warned multiple times about how much more prevalent using is in the social landscape out here. I quickly found all these warnings were well merited. I've been navigating this social landscape out here for about 6 months now - and I've reached the decision to start going to AA meetings to build sober community for myself. But like I said, this decision didn't come without some major internal conflict around what this says about who I am as a person who has struggled with addiction. This video gives a timeline of my history with addiction and a raw play-by-play narrative as I navigate what it means for me to seek support from AA meetings. By the end, I finally reach a satisfying meaning to it all—one that steps outside the polarizing 'black or white' thought patterns that have always felt too constricting for howI relate to my identity. Check it out and let me know if anything resonates with you. xoxo Steve ____________________________________ Priority Waitlist for Reiki Level 1: Principles of Practices of Energy Work: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/reiki-level-1-priority-waitlist As always - be sure to follow me on all my other platforms. Click the link below: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sacralsteve And hop on my email list for first notice on all my exclusive offers, events, and updates: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/get-on-email-list
If you've heard about Human Design but don't quite get what it's all about yet, this video is a perfect jumping-off point for you. Annette Ackema is my go-to person for all things Human Design. I've worked with her quite extensively for Human Design chart readings and one-on-one intuitive mentorship. In this episode, Annette joins me for a deep dive into everything Human Design. We start with the foundational principles of Human Design and then dive into the specifics of how it becomes a powerful tool for clearing societal conditioning from our bodies and aligning with our most natural way of being. It’s all about learning how we are each uniquely designed to operate in this world—no matter how "backwards" it might seem compared to societal expectations—and then making choices that align with that authentic energetic blueprint. By the end of our conversation, you’ll have a new perspective on how Human Design can transform your relationship with yourself and help you embrace a life led by your unique energy. Get ready to explore how understanding your Human Design can empower you to make aligned, fulfilling decisions and live in a way that truly feels natural to you. I HIGHLY recommend booking a chart reading with Annette - use the following link to book: https://sites.google.com/view/annetteackema/sessions?fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAaYOoRXTzqpiOEot7Ls2FpLWijXcfHk0sPZjlDdAEKCI7ZjufIV8uc_4rcA_aem_b7W72t_YWWYjC5riJcj5Tw You can find here on Instagram Here: https://www.instagram.com/sacralsecret/ _____________________________________________ Priority Waitlist for Reiki Level 1: Principles of Practices of Energy Work: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/reiki-level-1-priority-waitlist As always - be sure to follow me on all my other platforms. Click the link below: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sacralsteve And hop on my email list for first notice on all my exclusive offers, events, and updates: https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/get-on-email-list
Part 2 - Things really start to heat up now. Join me on an spicey ride as I recount my first experience at a sex party. From navigating unexpected emotions to embracing my desires, this night was not just about pleasure but also a journey of self-acceptance and healing. As I explore intimate connections amidst a backdrop of excitement, I share the highs, the anxieties, and the ultimate liberation that comes from surrendering to the moment. Through raw and candid storytelling, I reflect on overcoming insecurities, stepping into my power, and celebrating the beauty of being truly seen. Whether you're familiar with sex parties or just curious, this adventure invites you to consider the layers of intimacy and connection we all crave. _____________________________________________ Get on all my socials https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sacralsteve
I went to my very first sex party last weekend. Part 1 is all about setting the scene. I actually didn't know the party I arrived at was a sex party... Get with me on all my socials https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sacralsteve
In this episode, I dive deep into a part of my journey that's as unconventional as it is transformative. Raised within the Catholic faith, I internalized a lot of shame around my body and sexuality. But by leaning into a kink that once felt forbidden, I discovered a path to freeing repressed shame and conditioning. Using principles from Carolyn Elliott’s book Existential Kink, I’ll share how embracing my "shadow" desires helped me liberate myself from years of self-judgment. This exploration opened doors to true body autonomy and empowered me to find pleasure in all parts of myself.
Curious to learn more about healing with energy work? Stay tuned for my upcoming video on how Reiki became my tool for radical transformation. Until then, drop your questions or thoughts in the comments—I’d love to hear from you.
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Join me in this enlightening episode with Jenna Allin as we dive into the transformative journey of embracing neurodiversity!
Jenna shares her experiences navigating the intersection of autism and her work in clinical psychology. Discover how her diagnosis led to a profound personal reset, allowing her to align with her true self and tap into her unique gifts. We discuss the importance of creating supportive environments, the nuances of complex PTSD, and how Jenna integrates psychology, astrology, and Reiki into her practice. This episode is a must-listen for anyone seeking deeper understanding and empowerment in their own healing process. Tune in for valuable insights and stay tuned for our next episode, where we’ll explore the power of mindfulness! More on Jenna... Jenna Allin is a clinical psychology PhD student, astrologer, certified hypnotherapist and energy healer who helps individuals align with their inner blueprint through ritual, ceremony, and retreat. With 20 years of experience supporting facilitators and spiritual businesses, she merges sacred feminine self-leadership with tantric embodiment to unlock intuitive potential and guide transformation. Rooted in goddess archetypes and the tantric philosophy of "making love to life," Jenna blends cosmic mysticism with deep psychological healing. She is focused on expanding her private practice and collaborating with retreat facilitators. Dive into Jenna's World on her Website: https://www.jennaallin.love/ Resources Mentioned:
Yo Samdy Sam - Autism & ADHD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1AUdaH-EPM
"Why Everything You Know About Autism is Wrong - Jack Den Houting" https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLfWrZJcC_lTAxgAvXubBIvEPMBrTL9oiy Book: Complex PTSD - From Surviving to Thriving By Pete Walker
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Things really start to heat up now. Listen along as I lean even deeper into this experience while moving through some paranoia, anxiety, and deep shame around my body before really sinking into some raw fcking pleasure.
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I went to my very first sex party last weekend. Part 1 is all about setting the scene. I actually didn't know the party I arrived at was a sex party... Get with me on all my socials https://steven-warner.mykajabi.com/sacralsteve
This video takes you through the process of this all surfacing in my psyche + how I intentionally used this activation as an opportunity to create even more space in my system. This is what it looks like to lean into our triggers to heal them - instead of running from them. _____________________________________________
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In this episode, I dive deep into the real-time process of moving through grief. I explore the energetics behind grief - how these dense emotions can get trapped in the body and what it takes to release them. I also break down the difference between understanding grief on a cognitive level and what’s required to actually feel and vacate it from our systems.
From about minute 17 to minute 20, I demonstrate exactly what it looks like for me to use music as a vehicle to help me shift from being in my head explaining grief to allowing myself to fully feel it.
For a visual look at how I make that transition, be sure to check out the full video on my YouTube channel.
Remember: to move trapped emotions out of the body, we have to feel them, to free them, without feeding them 💛
Listen in for another real-time, unfiltered look at how I move dense energies from my system.
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In this episode, I dive into the dramatic highs and lows of living with bipolar disorder.
You'll hear two candid voice notes recorded during my European cruise. The first captures the exhilaration of what I consider the best day of my life, while the second reflects the profound dip just two days later.
Join me as I navigate these emotional extremes and share a raw, unfiltered look at my experience. __________________________________________________
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In this episode, we take a deep dive into the transformative world of energy work with my spiritual mentor and Reiki master teacher, Erin Ryan. Join us as we explore what it truly means to hire an energy worker as a mentor and how these healing containers facilitate profound personal and spiritual growth.
Erin and I discuss the unique dynamics of these containers, comparing them to traditional talk therapy and highlighting why they offer a distinct path to healing and self-discovery. Learn about the powerful methods and practices that set energy work apart, and gain insights into how such a holistic approach can accelerate your journey towards inner transformation.
Whether you're curious about the benefits of working with an energy healer or looking to understand the nuances between different healing modalities, this episode offers valuable perspectives and real-life experiences to guide you on your path.
Tune in to uncover how energy work can complement and enhance your personal growth journey!
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It wasn't until about a year and a half ago that I really dove deep into the insane amount of pleasure I can experience with ass play.
In this episode I dive into my Catholic upbringing, and the shame that was instilled upon me regarding masturbation & self pleasure.
I talk about the very first time I ever tried to play with my ass, my first time bottoming, and what it took for me to finally enjoy pleasuring myself anally.
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