Listener Warning:
This episode contains discussions of violence, serial murder, mental illness, and true crime. Listener discretion is advised. These stories are told to educate, not to glorify.
In this episode, Jess Faulkner explores the darkness beneath our fascination with true crime and serial killers. From Bundy and Dahmer to the dramatizations of Ryan Murphy and the performances of actors like Evan Peters and Charlie Hunnam, Jess looks at how killers become cultural myths—and why our obsession with them reveals something unsettling about human nature.
Through the lens of psychology, sociology, and systemic failure, she dissects how untreated mental illness, childhood trauma, and social neglect can turn pain into pathology. But this isn’t about fear—it’s about understanding the systems that breed violence and the lives that are lost in its shadow. Because monsters aren’t born in nightmares—they’re built in plain sight.
Resources & Further Reading:
FBI Behavioral Science Unit – FBI.gov/BSU
Center for Homicide Research – homicideresearch.org
Murder Accountability Project – murderdata.org
Radford/FGCU Serial Killer Database (Aamodt, 2023) – radford.edu/serialkillerdatabase
“Drowning the Smiley Face Murder Theory” – Center for Homicide Research
Newsweek: States Ranked by Serial Killers (2024)
Interviews and archival footage from Monster: The Jeffrey Dahmer Story (Netflix), Monster: The Ed Gein Story (Ryan Murphy Productions, 2025), and FBI archives on Bundy, Dahmer, and Gacy.
In this haunting deep dive, Jess Faulkner unpacks the true story behind one of America’s most infamous killers—and the myths that Hollywood built around him. Through fact, psychology, and dramatized storytelling, Jess explores Ed Gein’s fractured mind, Ryan Murphy’s chilling reinterpretation, and Charlie Hunnam’s descent into the role. But beyond the horror lies a harder truth: real monsters aren’t born in the dark—they’re made in plain sight. This episode examines how isolation, untreated mental illness, and silence can twist grief into something unrecognizable. Part true-crime study, part human-psyche reflection, The Real Monster asks not how evil begins, but how it’s ignored until it’s too late.
Content Warning: This episode includes detailed discussion of murder, grave desecration, and psychological trauma. Listener discretion is advised.
Whispers ripple through Pittsburgh’s bars and bridges: a serial killer hiding in plain sight, leaving a smile behind. In this haunting, research-driven episode, Jess Faulkner traces the origins of the Smiley Face Murder Theory—from the 1990s detectives who first connected mysterious drownings to the modern folklore that refuses to fade.
Along the way, she dives into Pennsylvania’s own history of real-world predators, the psychology of serial killers, and the blurred line between coincidence and conspiracy. Between true-crime facts and cinematic storytelling, this episode asks why we crave monsters, what fear does to memory, and how rivers can hold both evidence and ghosts.
Trigger warning: discussion of death, violence, and missing-person cases.
Next week: Monster — The Ed Gein Story.
In this episode, we explored the structural and human dimensions of the foster care system — the challenges youth face when entering and aging out of care, how trauma and identity shape their experiences, and what support systems (or gaps) exist for foster youth, caregivers, and agencies. We also discussed “what works” approaches: trauma-informed practices, culturally responsive supports, and community-based interventions.
National Foster Parent Association — nfpaonline.org
FosterClub (Youth Support & Advocacy) — fosterclub.com
Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline — Call or text 1-800-422-4453
In this special episode of Just Jess, I open up about suicide, survival, and the stories that shaped me. I talk about my friend Dennis, whose struggle with opioids and alcohol ended in tragedy, and my own darkest moments—including a major suicide attempt in 2006 and the times I sat in a closet with a gun in my mouth.
This isn’t just about pain—it’s about awareness, connection, and survival. I share real statistics, risk factors, and protective factors, along with resources that could save a life. You’ll also hear grounding exercises, coping tools, and a guided mantra moment to carry with you when things get heavy.
If you’ve ever felt alone in your struggle, this episode is for you. You are not broken, you are not alone, and you are worth tomorrow.
In this episode of Just Jess, I dive into Netflix’s shocking documentary Unknown Number: The High School Catfish. What starts as a terrifying case of anonymous harassment against two teenagers unravels into one of the most twisted betrayals imaginable — a mother tormenting her own daughter. I break down the story, the fallout, and the mental illness behind it: Munchausen by Proxy. Along the way, I connect it to my own experiences with betrayal, and share resources for anyone who has lived through similar trauma. This isn’t just a true-crime recap — it’s a raw look at family, trust, and survival.
After a month of chaos, lost pods, and living without a bed, Jess has officially landed in Pittsburgh—and she’s ready to tell the story. From climbing over boxes just to make it to the bathroom, to discovering life-changing pierogies and pizza, this comeback episode is raw, funny, and full of heart.
Jess shares the highs and lows of the move, her first experiences at Hillman Cancer Center, what it means to finally feel heard by a doctor, and how she’s finding community in her new city. There’s talk of neighbors who’ve become fast friends, birthday disappointments, food adventures that feel like destiny, and the big plans ahead—from hitting the pavement for a dispensary job to bringing Just Jess fully into the Burgh.
It’s messy, it’s honest, it’s hopeful. This is more than a move—it’s a rebirth.
In this deeply personal episode, Jess opens up about the relentless bone pain caused by her rare blood cancer, Essential Thrombocythemia. She breaks down what chronic pain really feels like, the emotional toll of managing it, and why she’s choosing nerve ablation as a next step. With raw honesty, real talk about medication fears, and a tribute to a friend lost to overdose, this episode is for anyone living in pain—or loving someone who does.
In this deeply moving episode, Jess sits down with a local Sumter mom to talk about the unimaginable—the loss of her child. Together, they explore the raw terrain of grief, the quiet moments of strength, and the ways a mother continues to honor her child’s memory while navigating life after loss. This conversation is honest, tender, and a testament to the resilience of love through heartbreak.
Jess recounts the wild, uncomfortable, and slightly chaotic experience of their most recent colonoscopy—complete with burning IVs, double sedation attempts, and a surprise post-op hangover that still hasn’t worn off.
Two polyps removed, IBS confirmed, and a whole lot of “what the hell just happened?” energy.
This isn’t a deep dive—it’s a dazed check-in from someone who’s still floating but still showing up.
🖤 Still dizzy. Still bleeding. Still Jess.
Just a brief hello from Jess, a little update, a little mess, and all...Just Jess.
In this deeply personal episode, Jess opens their heart and shares a letter written to the daughter they gave up for adoption at nineteen—Lizzie. With raw honesty, tenderness, and courage, Jess revisits the pain of letting go, the complexity of love from afar, and the dreams they’ve always held for Lizzie’s future. This isn’t just a letter—it’s a legacy.
What unfolds is part confession, part celebration, and all love. Jess reflects on the years lost, the healing journey since, and what it means to be a parent, even when you’re not present.
🖤 This one’s for the daughters, the mothers, and the in-betweens.
Listeners Be Advised
Surviving your diagnosis is only half the battle — surviving the meds is the other.
In this raw and brutally honest episode, Jess Faulkner opens up about the real cost of life-saving medications: side effects, withdrawal, polypharmacy chaos, and the everyday fight to keep moving forward.
From vomiting in trash bags to managing 17 prescriptions at once, Jess gets real about what it means to stay alive when your body feels like a war zone.
If you’ve ever struggled to stay afloat in the world of mental health meds, this one’s for you.
Because survival isn’t neat — it’s messy, ugly, and brave as hell.
You ever wonder what a chronically ill, chaos-driven, emotionally loaded person keeps in their survival bags?
Today, we’re getting real.
In this mini episode, I’m taking you through my everyday clutch and my hospital emergency bag —
the essentials, the ridiculous, the sentimental, and the downright necessary.
From love tickets and lip balm to medication lists and comfy sweatpants,
these bags aren’t about looking cute — they’re about staying ready for anything life (or my body) throws at me.
It’s a peek inside what it really takes to live this sick bitch life —
no glamor, no bullshit, just the raw, real, everyday survival gear.
Because thriving takes prep.
And sometimes it takes a blunt, a handkerchief, and a whole lot of stubbornness. 🖤
Stay hydrated. Stay stubborn. Stay stunning.
And thanks for being part of my Sick Bitch Summer.
#SickBitchSurvival #WhatsInMyBag #ChronicallyIllAndStillHot
Starting over isn’t failure — it’s survival.
In this episode, Jess gets real about what it means to shed old lives, old dreams, and old versions of yourself in order to rebuild something new. From bounty hunter to cannagirl to survivor of homelessness and heartbreak, Jess shares raw stories of the many “mini deaths” she’s lived through — and why starting over isn’t just allowed, it’s necessary.
If you’ve ever felt like you had to burn it all down to begin again, this episode is for you.
You’re not broken. You’re becoming.
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Grief isn’t just an emotion — it’s a full-body experience. It shows up in your skin, your bones, your lungs, and your heart.
In this episode, Jess talks about how grief physically and emotionally affects us, why it doesn’t follow a straight line, and how we can survive it with softness, patience, and real self-compassion.
If you’ve ever wondered why grief feels so heavy — or how to keep living with the love and the loss inside you — this episode is for you.
What does it mean to raise kids when the world feels like it’s constantly on fire?
In this episode, Jess gets real about the heavy reality of parenting during chaotic times — from global pandemics to mass shootings, climate change, political unrest, and everything in between. It’s about raising strong, kind, emotionally intelligent kids while balancing fear, exhaustion, and the deep desire to give them a future worth believing in.
Because parenting isn’t just about surviving for our kids — it’s about teaching them how to survive with us, even when everything feels like it’s falling apart.
🩺 Episode 023.5 – Life as a Sick Bitch
In this short but honest check-in, Jess shares what it really looks like to live with chronic illness while parenting, managing meds, and just trying to stay awake. From pain flare-ups to kitchen table chaos, it’s a behind-the-scenes glimpse at a life built around survival—with a little softness, a little rage, and a lot of reality.
Because being sick isn’t always dramatic. Sometimes it’s just exhausting.
New episodes every Wednesday @ 7AM. #SickBitchSummer forever.
In this episode, Jess Faulkner and her friend Anyssa delve into the complexities of shared trauma, healing, and the importance of friendship. They explore personal experiences of survival, the impact of mental health, and the significance of support systems. The conversation highlights the journey of healing, the challenges of navigating expectations, and the power of gratitude in finding joy amidst struggles.
Jess talks about recent medical trauma regarding her Bone Marrow Biopsy. Listeners, be advised.