Whew… where do I even start?

This episode is the catch-up, the confession, and the comeback all in one.

Season 2 of Chaos & Conversations…the version of me who kept going even when she was burnt out, tired, and undervalued. Not lazy — just exhausted. Not broken……just poured out.

I’ve been healing quietly. No applause. No timeline. No cute captions.

Because sometimes… the realest glow-up happens in silence.

In this episode, I’m opening up about:

    •    Where I’ve been & what burnout really felt like

    •    Starting over… again (and again)

    •    Becoming HER — the woman I know I was always meant to be

    •    Letting go of survival mode & listening to God this time

    •    Why healing doesn’t have to be loud to be powerful

This one is for every woman in her reset era — quietly rebuilding, reclaiming her worth, and giving herself the love she used to beg for.

✨ Because the girl I’m becoming? She deserves so much more.

And this time… I’m listening.

Ever feel like your needs are “too much” or that wanting respect, love, and consistency is asking for the moon? Girl, you’re not crazy — you’re just tired of settling for less. This episode dives into that struggle of figuring out if you’re asking for too much or simply demanding the bare minimum everyone should be giving. We’re breaking down why your boundaries, your feelings, and your worth matter — and why you should never apologize for wanting what you deserve. It’s time to stop doubting yourself and start owning your truth loud and proud.

“Asking for respect isn’t a favor — it’s a requirement.”

If you’ve been settling for crumbs while everyone else feasts, it’s time to check yourself — and check ’em too.

Look, not everybody deserves to hear your business, and that truth can hit like a brick. Oversharing might feel good at the moment, but sis, it often leaves you exposed, vulnerable, and sometimes hurt by folks you thought had your back. This episode keeps it 100 — the messy feelings, the betrayal, and how to build your peace fortress without feeling bad about it. It’s time to get fierce about who you let in and soft enough to protect your heart. If you’re ready to stop giving away your power, this one’s your anthem.

“I’m done handing out pieces of me to people who don’t deserve the whole story.

Girl, why you always acting like the whole mess is on YOU? Stop carrying everybody’s drama like it’s your damn job. This episode is a straight-up reality check on the nonsense of overplaying your part — all that guilt, overthinking, and apologizing for stuff that ain’t even your fault. We’re keeping it messy, funny, and brutally honest so you can finally quit playing yourself and start putting your energy where it really belongs: on YOU. If you’re tired of feeling drained and worn out, this one’s your permission slip to chill the hell out.

“I’m not responsible for everyone’s feelings — I’m responsible for protecting my peace.”

Listen — setting boundaries ain’t always pretty. It stings. It shakes up your whole world. People might get mad, and you’ll feel all kinds of guilt and doubt creeping in. But here’s the tea: if you don’t guard your peace, you’re handing over your power for free. In this episode, we keep it savage and real while holding space for those messy feelings that come with saying “no.” It’s about loving yourself hard enough to protect your energy, even when it hurts like hell. If you’re ready to stop playing small and start showing up for YOU, this one’s for your soul.

“Saying no isn’t selfish — it’s self-respect in action.”

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Listen… they showed us baby showers, belly rubs, and maternity photoshoots — but nobody warned us about the real chaos of pregnancy. Like the nose swelling, the mood swings, the disrespectful cravings, the peeing every 15 minutes… and don’t even get me started on the unsolicited advice from people who ain’t pushed out nothing.

In this episode, I’m spilling all the tea on what pregnancy really did to my body, my mind, and my expectations — and why I lowkey feel scammed. This one’s for the mamas, the soon-to-be’s, and the “I-don’t-know-if-I’m-ready” girlies.

Pregnancy? Beautiful. Sacred. Ghetto as hell.

Let’s talk about it.

This episode is raw, emotional, and honest. I open up about the fact that I don’t fully know what my love language is — and how that’s real for so many Black women.

We talk about why we weren’t taught to express our needs, how survival mode shaped the way we accept love, and what it really means to feel safe, not just seen.

I break down each love language from a Black woman’s lens — with truth, tenderness, and a little bit of tough love.

If you’ve ever struggled to name what you need, or felt like your love was misunderstood… this one is for you.

💌 Come sit with me in this softness. We’re unlearning, together.

In this episode, we’re talking about the beautiful — but brutally real — journey of chasing your dreams while raising babies.

I open up about what it means to still have ambition in the middle of spit-up, school drop-offs, and sleepless nights.

This one is for every mama who’s ever asked: Can I be a good mother and still chase something for myself?

Let’s talk burnout, identity loss, guilt, sacrifice, and how to keep showing up for your purpose — even when you feel like you’re drowning in laundry and doubt.

💕 You’re not alone. You’re just becoming.

It’s been one full year without my grandfather. And if I’m being honest… the grief still lives in me.

This episode is my healing — a soft space to speak what hurts, to share his story, and to honor the love that never left.

I talk about the day he passed, what grief has looked like since, and what I’ve learned about mourning as a Black woman trying to stay strong while breaking quietly.

If you’ve ever lost someone and wondered if you’re healing the right way — this episode is for you. There is no timeline for this pain. But there is room for grace.

🕊️ Come grieve out loud with me. Let’s make space for the ache, the memory, and the love that still lingers.

Whewww chile… the betrayal in this one? Top tier.

In this episode, we’re diving headfirst into the messiest girl code violations you can imagine — besties turned side chicks, friends turned fiancées, and cousins who clearly missed the “off-limits” memo. 👀

From bridesmaids with secrets to group trips gone wrong, these anonymous confessions are wild enough to make you question every “sis” in your life.

Is it still girl code if he’s fine?

Is she really your friend if she zipped your wedding dress… and then unzipped his pants?

Buckle up, Chaos Crew — this episode is chaotic, juicy, and unapologetically messy.

💋 No one’s safe. Not your man. Not your friend. Not even your cousin.

Tap in, share it with your most loyal girls, and tell us: what’s your take on girl code… when love (or lust) is on the line?

Welcome to Chaos the Podcast! In this first episode, I’m introducing myself — Courtlynn: 28, Taurus (so yes, stubborn and snacky), Louisiana-raised, boy mom times three, college senior, crafter, content creator, and all-around chaos wrangler.

This podcast is where motherhood, womanhood, and Black girl realness collide — no filters, no fake perfect life. We’re getting into the loud, the tender, the ridiculous, and the deeply real moments that make us us.

This first episode is a short one to kick things off, and we’re diving straight into the trenches with a little talk about something every mama knows too well: mom guilt.

Whether you’re rocking a baby to sleep or hiding in the car for five minutes of peace, you belong here.

This is just the beginning… and baby, it’s already giving chaos.