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Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
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Conversations with real people about their 5-MeO-DMT experience. Hear honest and diverse perspectives about what this medicine is all about. Learn how people prepared for their 5-MeO-DMT experience, what they learned, what shifted, and how they approached integration. Note: 5-MeO-DMT is illegal in many countries. We do not condone any illegal activity or the use of any substances. This podcast is for education purposes only. Please be safe and do your homework before consuming any psychedelic substances.
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Conversations with real people about their 5-MeO-DMT experience. Hear honest and diverse perspectives about what this medicine is all about. Learn how people prepared for their 5-MeO-DMT experience, what they learned, what shifted, and how they approached integration. Note: 5-MeO-DMT is illegal in many countries. We do not condone any illegal activity or the use of any substances. This podcast is for education purposes only. Please be safe and do your homework before consuming any psychedelic substances.
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Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
First-Responder Heals PTSD with Psychedelics | Ep. 37 — Mugs' 5-MeO Story

Mugs, a firefighter from just outside Seattle, came to us at Enfold in early 2025 after years of service left her system overloaded. A series of traumatic calls she dealt with — car accidents, suicides, fires — compounded earlier personal depression and trauma. “My world had gotten so small,” she says. “I stopped living or functioning.”


Having tried talk therapy, EMDR, and countless modalities without relief, she arrived at Enfold with one clear hope: to find something that could reach the pain her mind couldn’t. What unfolded was an equally beautiful and challenging death & rebirth experience. During her 5-MeO-DMT ceremony, Mugs experienced a profound purge — a letting go of energy she says “never belonged to me.” Through that release came what she describes as a near-death experience that reoriented her entire relationship with life, family, and service.


Returning home, she found her nervous system quiet for the first time in decades. The “hard drive” of her body and mind felt wiped clean, leaving space for presence, creativity, and love to return. “I just had space again,” she says. “It was absolutely incredible. The way it’s unfolded over time has been the best gift of my life.”


In This Episode

  1. How cumulative trauma and compassion fatigue can silently shut down the body

  2. What happens when traditional therapies can’t reach the somatic roots of pain

  3. The purging and release process of 5-MeO-DMT through Mugs’ lived experience

  4. Moving from emotional numbness to gratitude and connection

  5. How a near-death experience reshaped her relationship with her kids and work

  6. Bringing empathy and forgiveness into difficult conversations

  7. Reclaiming creativity and purpose after years of survival


🔍 For anyone carrying the unseen weight of service — especially first responders — Mugs’ story is a testament to how deep nervous system healing can restore the very qualities that trauma once buried: patience, compassion, and the simple joy of being alive.


🗣️ “I’m just so thankful. I care now. I didn’t care before… To be able to have that feeling where you actually genuinely care what the other person is going through.. it’s such a gift.” — Mugs


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs. 


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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2 weeks ago
34 minutes 41 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Entrepreneur Returns to 5-MeO | Ep.36 — Tony Leblanc's 5-MeO Story

When Tony first came to Enfold with his wife, Chantel, he was searching for something that years of therapy and effort couldn’t unlock: greater empathy. Despite his love for her, he often felt frozen in moments of her pain — unable to connect, unsure why. That first intensive opened the door. He began to feel her emotions and be with her through them, rather than analyze them, marking a profound shift in how he related to love, vulnerability, and safety.


A year later, Tony returned on his own — no longer to save his marriage, but to understand himself. What unfolded was an intimate encounter with his deepest wound: abandonment. Through 5-MeO-DMT and a dedication to the integration work, Tony reconnected with the parts of himself that had never known safety or intimacy. In a moment of clarity, he realized that what he longed to give to others was what his own inner child had always needed — to simply be held.


This second journey deepened Tony’s relationship with himself — expanding his capacity for compassion, acceptance, and presence across his business, family, and spiritual path.


In This Episode

  1. How early emotional absence shaped Tony’s struggle with empathy

  2. The power of returning to the medicine with a new intention

  3. Uncovering abandonment as a lifelong survival pattern

  4. How integration practices like breathwork and IFS are the backbone of healing

  5. Reconciling spiritual growth with an entrepreneurial drive

  6. Learning to face mortality with openness rather than fear

  7. Why healing is less about breakthroughs and more about devotion to practice


🔍 For anyone who feels disconnected from the people they love — or who can show care to everyone but themselves — Tony’s story reveals that real transformation doesn’t end in ceremony. It lives in the quiet, daily commitment to meet the parts of ourselves we’ve long kept at a distance.


🗣️ “I have the tendency of keeping people at a distance because my father left when I was a kid... I’m trying to unprogram that — to let people in, to support them, not be afraid to express love and compassion.” — Tony LeBlanc


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs. 


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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1 month ago
49 minutes 18 seconds

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An Ongoing Practice | Ep.35 — Nick's 5-MeO Experience

Nick, a Seattle-based UX researcher, shares his journey of how debilitating Long Covid became a gateway of discovery revealing his physical symptoms were manifestations of decades-old nervous system dysregulation and unprocessed C-PTSD.


Nearly six months after his intensive at Enfold, Nick reveals what brought him to this medicine: debilitating fibromyalgia, chronic body tension, and a nervous system stuck in survival mode since age 16. Despite meditation retreats and other healing modalities, he still couldn't access safety in his own body. What emerges is a story of gradual transformation — from reconnecting with trust and rest in his body, to recognizing patterns that had been keeping him from stepping fully into his life and upcoming marriage.


This conversation explores the intersection of somatic healing, ancestral patterns, and the non-linear nature of deep nervous system work.


In This Episode:

  1. How COVID became the catalyst that revealed deeper nervous system dysregulation

  2. The ongoing process of learning what trust and rest feel like in the body

  3. Why his Zen practice prepared him for the medicine but couldn't reach certain wounds

  4. The shadow work revelation about not fully stepping into mature masculinity

  5. The rage and sorrow that needed expression after generations of family suppression

  6. Why healing continues to unfold in both profound moments and mundane daily life


🔍 For anyone whose body holds tension despite years of practice, Nick's story shows how transformation is rarely instant — it's a patient unfolding that compounds over time through multiple experiences and practices.


🗣️ "These difficult emotions are just strong currents flowing through deep time... it's like taking off a tight pair of shoes." — Nick


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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1 month ago
25 minutes 59 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Love Without Armour | Ep. 34 — Benjamin Forest's 5-MeO Experience

Benjamin Forest, a retired military officer turned psychedelic coach and author, shares how 25 years of military service left him emotionally shut down, and how psychedelics helped him rediscover his capacity to feel and love authentically.


Five months after his intensive at Enfold, Benjamin reflects on his journey from military life through psychedelic healing. After a mental breakdown ended his military career, followed by psychiatric hospitalization and years of unsuccessful treatments, a transformative psilocybin experience opened his heart and changed everything. Having explored various medicines since then, he came to Enfold purely out of curiosity about 5-MeO-DMT. What he discovered was unexpected: intense physical release, nervous system recalibration, and the revelation that his romantic love had been coming from a wounded, defensive place.


This conversation explores how a lifetime of masculine conditioning created "emotional constipation", and how learning to love vulnerably became the real integration work.


In This Episode:

  1. How military service and masculine conditioning taught him to lock down all emotions

  2. The mental breakdown and psychiatric hospitalization that catalyzed his healing journey

  3. How the heart medicine ceremony revealed what he actually needed to work on

  4. The intense physical purging and energetic release during his ceremonies

  5. The 48-hour deep rest that followed as his nervous system finally downregulated

  6. The new practice of responding to hurt with vulnerability instead of retaliation


🔍 For anyone who's built their life around strength and control, Benjamin's story shows how true courage lies in learning to feel, express hurt honestly, and love without armour.


🗣️ "One of the biggest practices of integrating around this lesson of love is learning how to react to hurt. If I can react to hurt from a place of love... life just got a whole lot easier and a lot more honest." — Benjamin


📚 Get Benjamin's Book: Benjamin's new book Trip of a Lifetime: The Psychedelic Path to Healing, Loving, and Living features his Enfold experience in Chapter 10. This self-help guide walks readers through preparation, navigation, and integration of psychedelic experiences in an accessible, practical format. Available September 2025 at benjaminforest.com


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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1 month ago
36 minutes 50 seconds

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Ep. 33 — Jaclyn | A Soul Reckoning ~ 5-MeO-DMT Experience

Jaclyn, a small business owner from British Columbia's Okanagan Valley, shares how childhood trauma was still affecting her adult life and relationships, and how the Enfold process helped her reclaim safety, trust, and her authentic voice.


Nearly a year after her experience at Enfold, Jaclyn describes what led her to seek this medicine: fractured sleep, reactivated nervous system triggers, and a deep distrust of masculine energy that was impacting both her professional and personal life. Despite years of traditional therapeutic work, she knew she was still "circling around core wounds" and felt called to something deeper. What unfolds is a story of transformation — from the moment she felt the medicine calling, to the moments at Enfold that helped her reclaim her voice.


This conversation touches the heart of what it means to heal not just personal trauma, but generational patterns that live in our bodies.


In This Episode:

  1. Why years of traditional therapy still left Jaclyn feeling stuck around core wounds

  2. The pivotal conversation that led to her immediate "yes" to this experience

  3. How the group dynamic and witnessing others' healing became part of her own transformation

  4. The full release ceremony where she "birthed herself back to herself"

  5. That unforgettable integration moment in the ice bath and what it unlocked

  6. How her relationship with masculine energy completely shifted after the experience


🔍 For anyone who has done "the work" but still feels something calling them deeper, Jaclyn's story illuminates how some healing requires going beyond the mind to access what the body holds.


🗣️ "Your joy is on the other side of what you may have been avoiding... It's not a trip. It's a soul reckoning." — Jaclyn

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2 months ago
30 minutes 27 seconds

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Ep. 32 — MJ | Experiencing Infinite Freedom ~ 5-MeO-DMT Experience

A leadership coach and facilitator from Montreal, MJ returns to the podcast for a deep conversation about trust, ego, surrender, and what it means to stay in the work even when the path is unclear.


In this second conversation with MJ, she reflects on the two journeys she’s had with Enfold — and the powerful before-and-after that shaped both. From her solo cross-country pilgrimage to the spiritual breakthroughs and ego whiplash that followed, MJ shares with rare honesty what it means to navigate an expanded state and still meet the demands of everyday life.


This is a conversation about letting go, staying with the unknown, and learning to hold paradox with grace.


In This Episode:

  1. The deep knowing that brought MJ back a second time

  2. Her encounter with “the resistance” — and how it shaped her ceremony

  3. The moment she realized, “I don’t need to know anything”

  4. Why integration was more challenging the second time — and more beautiful


📍MJ’s path reflects the sacred tension many in our community hold: reaching for the infinite while still walking the human path. If you’ve ever felt undone by the very healing you asked for, or unsure how to keep going — this one may offer a mirror.


🕊️ “I think I died. I was my soul. And that’s a big f***ing deal.” — MJ


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs. Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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3 months ago
50 minutes 3 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep. 31 — Tiffany | A Return to Intuition ~ 5-MeO-DMT Experience

Tiffany had built a successful career in commercial real estate and was living in beautiful Vancouver with her partner of 14 years. But beneath the surface, something wasn’t sitting right.


She was looping in painful relationship dynamics, waking in the middle of the night, and feeling stuck in stories that kept her in a cycle of suffering. When a last-minute spot opened at Enfold, she said yes — not knowing it would be the start of a complete nervous system reset.


In this episode, Tiffany shares the full arc of her experience: from the fears she held about group work, to the deep emotional release during ceremony, and the six weeks of physical and energetic reactivations that followed. Her story is one of courage, embodiment, and learning how to trust herself again — not through the mind, but through the body.


Whether you’re navigating anxiety, wrestling with relational patterns, or longing for a felt connection to yourself, Tiffany’s experience is a vivid reminder: you are not too much, and you’re not alone.


In This Episode:

  1. Releasing old stories and reclaiming presence

  2. The sacred unraveling of her full release ceremony

  3. Learning to trust her nervous system as a guide

  4. Learning to lead with love, and the rest will follow


📍Tiffany’s story reflects the truth for many in our community: high-functioning, sensitive women living from their minds — ready to come home to their bodies. If you’re in that space, this one’s for you.


🕊️ “It was like oxygen I didn’t know I needed — just to be fully seen.” — Tiffany


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs. Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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4 months ago
31 minutes 22 seconds

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Ep. 30 — Jen & Ryan | When Love Meets the Work ~ 5-MeO-DMT Experience

What happens when both people in a partnership choose healing — not just for themselves, but for each other?


Jen and Ryan are married entrepreneurs raising two young boys and running a busy business in the Okanagan. On the outside, life looked good. But underneath, they were both navigating burnout, disconnection, unspoken stories, and years of overwhelm. First Jen came to Enfold, then months later, Ryan followed. What unfolded between — and after — is one of the most intimate, transformative couple journeys we’ve ever witnessed.

This conversation is about choosing change even when it’s hard, and about what becomes possible when both people in a partnership feel safe enough to be fully seen.


Whether you're in a relationship or walking your own path, Jen and Ryan’s story is a deeply human reminder: the work we do inside ourselves shapes how we show up for everything we love.


In This Episode:

  1. What healing looked like — separately, then together

  2. Parenting while navigating personal transformation

  3. The return of fun, safety, and shared practices

  4. Releasing old identities, and how that changed everything


📍Jen & Ryan’s story reflects so many in our community: couples in long-term love, quietly craving more ease, more depth, and more truth. If you’re in it, this episode may offer you a mirror.


🕊️ “We see each other more as humans who just want to be loved.” — Jen


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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4 months ago
36 minutes 21 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep. 29 — James | Living For What Matters ~ 5-MeO-DMT Experience

If you’re a parent, a creative, or someone navigating unexpected terrain in midlife — this one might land close to home. James O’Meara is a 44-year-old architect, father of two, and artist living in Brooklyn, New York.


In this conversation, James opens up about the challenges that led him to seek deeper support — including the slow onset of a neurological condition, waves of anxiety and depression, and a quiet longing for more presence in his life. What unfolds is a story of courage, surrender, and the return to joy. His journey touches on meditation, fatherhood, art, and the experience he had with us at Enfold — an experience that helped bring him back into contact with a part of himself he thought was lost.


Whether you're someone who has “tried everything” or you simply feel far from your own sense of aliveness, James’ story is a reminder: healing is possible. And you don’t have to do it alone.


In This Episode:

  1. The moment James knew something had to change

  2. His relationship with fear, faith, and finding a new kind of freedom

  3. Why creativity and presence became his compass

  4. A glimpse into his experience with the medicine, and the integration that followed


📍James’ story mirrors the lives of many in our community: midlife professionals with big hearts and quiet struggles, seeking a deeper connection to themselves and their path. If that sounds like you, this episode may offer a resonant thread.


🕊️ “I felt a huge sense of relief... and hope in my life again.” — James


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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5 months ago
30 minutes 33 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep. 28 — Devin | Finding Strength in Letting Go ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

What happens when your world feels like Groundhog Day?


In this episode, Devin — a husband, leader, and high-functioning achiever — shares his journey from emotional numbness, alcohol patterns, and resistance to clarity, connection, and self-trust.

After witnessing his wife’s transformation through Enfold, Devin knew there was something powerful waiting for him too. But fear, avoidance, and identity in work kept him circling the edges. Three years later, everything aligned and Devin knew it was the right timing.

What followed was a homecoming through medicine, an unexpected bond with a group of men walking similar paths, and a newfound capacity to sit with whatever life brings and observe it — instead of being consumed by it.


Devin’s story is for anyone who feels stuck and spiritually restless — quietly wondering if there’s more to life than just making it through.


In This Episode, We Explore:

  1. Why Devin resisted the call to healing — and what finally opened him to the journey

  2. How workaholism and alcohol masked deeper wounds

  3. What made the all-men’s cohort feel safe, relatable, and profoundly healing

  4. The power of group healing for men navigating shame, addiction, and identity

  5. What shifted in Devin’s sense of purpose, presence, and connection

  6. How the Enfold experience continues to unfold months later — through brotherhood, integration, and inner peace


💬 Favorite Quote:

“You can't control the waves — only ride them. I'm becoming quite the surfer.”


🌿 Feeling the call?

If you’ve tried everything — therapy, sobriety, psychedelics — and still feel stuck, you’re not alone.

Enfold offers a safe, sacred, and scientifically grounded space to awaken the truth already within.

📞 Book a free discovery call: https://enfold.org/contact/

✨ Learn more about our Awakening to Life Intensive: https://enfold.org/awakening


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: ⁠https://enfold.org

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6 months ago
26 minutes 59 seconds

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Ep.27 — Pam | The Midlife Awakening of a High-Achiever ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

What happens when the outside world can’t fix what’s aching inside?


In this episode, Pam — a midlife professional with a “wonderful life” — shares her awakening journey from high-functioning discomfort to embodied presence.


After years of success, productivity, and emotional self-reliance, Pam began to sense something was off. It wasn’t burnout. It wasn’t crisis. It was a quiet but persistent dis-ease. A cousin’s powerful transformation with 5-MeO-DMT sparked her curiosity, and a series of heart-opening medicines slowly helped her loosen the grip of control and allow herself to feel.


What followed was a deep unraveling of old patterns, a discovery of inner safety, and a shift from external validation to internal regulation.


Pam’s story is an invitation for anyone who’s spent their life doing it all “right” — and still feels like something’s missing.


In This Episode, We Explore:

  1. Pam’s journey from heart openers to psychedelics — and why she needed to start slow

  2. How perfectionism, people-pleasing, and over-functioning masked her deeper wounds

  3. What happened when she experienced “being” for the first time in her life

  4. The moment she realized her nervous system had been outsourcing safety for decades

  5. Why slow, supported healing allowed her to meet herself with compassion

  6. How the Enfold experience helped her come home to the truth already within


💬 Favorite Quote:

“I had always been praised for being a doer, a thinker, a performer. But it turns out... being isn’t lazy. It’s sacred.”


🌿 Feeling the call?

If you've been successful on the outside but disconnected on the inside — you're not alone.

Enfold offers a safe, sacred, and scientifically grounded space to reconnect with your truth.

📞 Book a free discovery call: https://enfold.org/contact/

✨ Learn more about our Awakening to Life Intensive: https://enfold.org/awakening


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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6 months ago
37 minutes 7 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.26 — Alanna | The Secret to Life That Changed Everything ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

In this powerful conversation, past Awakening to Life guest Alanna shares her journey from psychedelic neuroscience researcher to spiritual seeker — and the transformation that unfolded when she finally followed the quiet call within.

Alanna had studied the mechanisms of psilocybin in the lab. But it wasn’t research that brought her to Enfold — it was intuition. After years of being “functional but not fulfilled,” a perfectly timed conversation and a sense of inner readiness aligned. What followed was a full-body release, a reconnection to self, and a knowing that “this will benefit me for the rest of my life.”

This episode is for anyone trying to think their way into healing — and ready to feel instead.


In This Episode, We Explore:

  1. Why Alanna — a trained psychedelic scientist — chose to experience 5-MeO-DMT

  2. The tension between logic and intuition, and how she learned to trust the latter

  3. Her perspective on neurogenesis, trauma, and psychedelic healing

  4. What it felt like to let go of years of suppressed emotion

  5. How the integration journey continues to unfold months later

  6. Why even researchers need to be held, guided, and reminded they are safe


💬 Favorite Quote:

“It feels like I got rid of so much I’d been holding — and it’s benefited every aspect of my life.”


🌿 Feeling the call?

If you’ve tried everything — therapy, coaching, even psychedelics — and still feel like something’s missing, you’re not alone. Enfold offers a sacred space to awaken to the truth of who you are.

📞 Book a free discovery call: https://enfold.org/contact/

✨ Learn more about Awakening to Life: https://enfold.org/awakening


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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7 months ago
19 minutes 52 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.25 — Jen | Coming Home to Myself ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

What happens when you stop postponing your healing?


In this powerful conversation, past Awakening to Life guest Jen shares the deeply personal journey that brought her to Enfold — and the life-altering transformation that followed. As a mother, business owner, and caregiver to loved ones in decline, Jen had every reason to wait. But a simple piece of advice changed everything: “You might not want to wait.”


Jen opens up about the grief she was carrying, the fear of wanting more, and the internal voice that kept whispering “I don’t have time.” What she discovered through the Enfold process wasn’t just safety — but a reconnection to her feminine essence, a radical softening, and a knowing that everything she was seeking was already within her.


This episode is for anyone who feels like they’re holding it all together on the outside… but secretly wondering, “What about me?”


🪞 In This Episode, We Explore:

  1. What held Jen back from saying yes to her healing

  2. Navigating anticipatory grief and the pressure to “hold it all”

  3. The moment she realized she didn’t want to be afraid anymore

  4. Letting go of masculine conditioning and stepping into the feminine

  5. Integration insights: How the experience continues to ripple through her life

  6. Why the time is never going to feel perfect — and why now is enough


💬 Favorite Quote:

“I don’t wanna be so f***ing afraid anymore.”


🧘‍♀️ Feeling the call?

If you’re craving more out of life — more presence, more peace, more truth — explore whether Enfold is the right next step on your journey.

📞 Book a free discovery call: https://enfold.org/contact/

🌿 Learn more about Awakening to Life: https://enfold.org/awakening


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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7 months ago
25 minutes 32 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.24 — Matt | Breaking Through Fear & Healing Beyond Sobriety ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

Matt's Transformative Journey with 5-MeO-DMT at Enfold


In this episode, Matt shares his profound experiences with 5-MeO-DMT and the journey of self-discovery that followed. Having struggled with feelings of emptiness and anger, Matt sought therapy and was introduced to psychedelic medicine. Leading him to significant personal transformation. He discusses his immersive experience at Enfold, detailing his emotional breakthroughs, the importance of integration, and how the medicine helped him address deep-seated fears and anxieties.


Matt also touches on the impact of this journey on his long-term sobriety and his renewed sense of purpose and connection in life.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


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7 months ago
33 minutes 44 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.23 — David | Unmasking, Embracing Love & Awakening ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

In this episode, David shares his profound transformative journey with 5-MeO-DMT at Enfold. Initially unfamiliar with psychedelics and stemming from discovering his autism and deep personal grief around his mother, David recounts how an invitation by his sister led him to explore the Enfold experience.


Through immersive parts work (IFS) and the ceremonies at Enfold, David experienced significant personal breakthroughs, particularly in processing the loss of his mother and his newfound ability to connect and love others unreservedly. He discusses the importance of integration, the realization of love as an infinite resource, and how these revelations continue to manifest in his daily life.


For those inspired by David's journey, Enfold offers a supportive and intentional environment to explore transformational experiences.


Takeaways:

- David's first encounter with Enfold and 5-MeO-DMT stemmed from a deep interest in internal family systems (IFS).

- Diagnosed with autism, David felt disconnected and exhausted, seeking a new way to cope with his grief and life challenges.

- The 'Meet the Medicine' ceremony allowed David to reconnect with his late mother, altering his perceptions of grief and self-worth.

- The full release ceremony deepened David's understanding of universal love and energy, fundamentally shifting his approach to life and relationships.

- Post-experience, David feels more connected to his body, less fearful of social interactions, and more grounded in his daily activities.

- Integration was key to maintaining these insights, with Enfold providing ongoing support and resources.


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org


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8 months ago
32 minutes 18 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.22 — Emmy | The Weight of the World ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

In this episode of the Still In It Podcast, we welcome Emmy, a hypnotherapist with over 25 years of experience, to share her transformative journey with 5-MeO-DMT. Emmy delves into the therapeutic power of ego dissolution, her journey from traditional therapy to hypnotherapy, and the profound impact of her experiences at Enfold. Together, we explore the integration of her insights into daily life, the importance of safe and intentional psychedelic practices, and the challenges of breaking free from old patterns.


Key takeaways:

The Power of 5-MeO-DMT: Emmy shares how this unique medicine facilitates ego dissolution, providing a direct path to spiritual and emotional awareness.

Integration is Key: Insights gained during psychedelic experiences must be actively integrated to achieve lasting change.

The Role of Hypnotherapy in Healing: Hypnotherapy can complement or even serve as an alternative to psychedelics by helping individuals access and reframe subconscious beliefs.

Challenging Experiences Offer Growth: Not all psychedelic experiences are euphoric; even difficult ones can lead to deep personal insights.

Set, Setting, and Trust: Choosing the right facilitators and environment is crucial for a safe and meaningful journey.

Personal Responsibility in Healing: True transformation comes from within, requiring continuous effort and self-awareness.


Emmy's work can be found at: http://truehappinesshypnosis.com


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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9 months ago
26 minutes 52 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.21 — Lana Pribic | Limiting Beliefs, War Trauma, Dad's Love ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey & Integration

We’re thrilled to welcome Lana Pribic, host of the Modern Psychedelics Podcast & Platform, back to Enfold for a powerful one-year update following her transformative 5-MeO-DMT journey.


In this special episode, Lana sits down with Enfold co-founder Steve Rio to explore the profound impact of the Enfold 5-MeO-DMT process, and what truly defines proper facilitation. Together, they dive into Lana’s deeply personal story of transformation and healing.


Lana opens up about how The Enfold Process helped her break through limiting beliefs, reset her nervous system, and heal from childhood war-related trauma. She shares how the process allowed her to cultivate an ego-less approach to facilitation and strengthen her relationship with her father in ways she never imagined.


One of the most touching moments Lana shares:

"I was so raw from the experience. The first thing I did when I got home was hug my father and tell him, 'I don’t want to fight with you anymore.'"


Key Insights from the Episode:

Expansion is how Lana describes her journey.

Breaking through limiting beliefs.

A profound nervous system reset.

Healing deep-seated resentment toward her father.

Why The Enfold Experience is about much more than just 5-MeO.

The elements of safe and effective facilitation.

...and so much more!


We’re so grateful to Lana for traveling from Toronto to share her raw and vulnerable story with us. Her insights provide a truly unique perspective on what it’s like to embark on the Awakening to Life journey.


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, psychospiritual coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey? Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org


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Find Lana at: https://modernpsychedelics.net/

Modern Psychedelics YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/ @modernpsychedelics 

Lana's BTS Vlog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-lQh8uF5mM

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10 months ago
1 hour 3 minutes 33 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.20 — Vasily | Experiencing Wholeness & Healing ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

In this episode of Still In It, we join Vasily in conversation where he shares his transformative journey of self-discovery and healing through psychedelics, particularly focusing on his experiences with 5-MeO-DMT at Enfold.


He discusses the awakening that followed the breakdown of his marriage, his preparation for the retreat, and the profound insights gained during the ceremony. Vasili reflects on the nature of existence, the integration of his experiences into daily life, and the lasting changes in his relationships and career. He emphasizes the importance of trusting the process of growth and the connection between mind and body.


Takeaways:

Vasili experienced a powerful awakening after his marriage breakdown.

Preparation for the retreat was crucial for a successful experience.

The ceremony at Enfold was intimate and sacred, enhancing trust.

Vasili encountered a profound sense of is-ness during his peak experience.

He learned to connect with his body and its innate intelligence.

The experience shifted his perspective on death and mortality.

He emphasizes the importance of patience in the integration process.


Sound Bites:

"It was profoundly non-narrative."

"I was the rumble."


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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11 months ago
39 minutes 6 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.19 — Tony | From Old Patterns to Progress ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

In this conversation, Tony shares his transformative journey with 5-MeO-DMT, exploring the challenges in his relationship and personal growth. He discusses the importance of empathy, the impact of breathwork, and the integration of his experiences into daily life. Tony emphasizes the need for community support and the ongoing quest for understanding spirituality and connection.


Takeaways:

Tony faced challenges in his relationship, often repeating negative patterns. The decision to explore 5-MeO was driven by a need for change. Empathy emerged as a crucial element in his relationships post-experience. Integration into daily life proved to be a significant challenge. Breathwork became a powerful tool for Tony after the experience. Tony reflects on his understanding of spirituality and God.


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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11 months ago
30 minutes 45 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Ep.18 — Kelly | The Journey of Self-Discovery ~ 5-MeO-DMT Journey

In this episode of Still In It, we join Kelly in conversation where she shares her transformative journey of self-discovery and healing, detailing her experiences with trauma, motherhood, and the profound impact of her visits to Enfold.


Kelly discusses the challenges of seeking approval, the importance of self-love, and how psychedelic experiences have reshaped her understanding of herself and her connection to the universe. She emphasizes the significance of integration practices like meditation and the ongoing journey of personal growth, encouraging others to embrace their spiritual path.


Takeaways:

She experienced a challenging childhood that shaped her self-worth.

Synchronicities led her to Enfold.

She learned to relinquish control and trust the universe.

The journey of self-discovery is ongoing and requires commitment.

Healing her own wounds can positively impact future generations.

She encourages others to trust their instincts and explore their spiritual path.


Sound Bites:

"I was literally drowning inside."

"It was a dissolution of self."

"You're never gonna regret it."


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Enfold offers safe and sacred transformational experiences combining psychedelic medicines, breathwork, coaching, and somatic modalities, with a grounding in Buddhist philosophy. We come together as a community to support one another on the path of transformation with events, circles, and ongoing programs.


Ready to embark on your own transformational journey?


Learn more about our programs at: https://enfold.org

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1 year ago
22 minutes 37 seconds

Still In It : 5-MeO-DMT Stories
Conversations with real people about their 5-MeO-DMT experience. Hear honest and diverse perspectives about what this medicine is all about. Learn how people prepared for their 5-MeO-DMT experience, what they learned, what shifted, and how they approached integration. Note: 5-MeO-DMT is illegal in many countries. We do not condone any illegal activity or the use of any substances. This podcast is for education purposes only. Please be safe and do your homework before consuming any psychedelic substances.