What happens when the outside world can’t fix what’s aching inside?
In this episode, Pam — a midlife professional with a “wonderful life” — shares her awakening journey from high-functioning discomfort to embodied presence.
After years of success, productivity, and emotional self-reliance, Pam began to sense something was off. It wasn’t burnout. It wasn’t crisis. It was a quiet but persistent dis-ease. A cousin’s powerful transformation with 5-MeO-DMT sparked her curiosity, and a series of heart-opening medicines slowly helped her loosen the grip of control and allow herself to feel.
What followed was a deep unraveling of old patterns, a discovery of inner safety, and a shift from external validation to internal regulation.
Pam’s story is an invitation for anyone who’s spent their life doing it all “right” — and still feels like something’s missing.
In This Episode, We Explore:
Pam’s journey from heart openers to psychedelics — and why she needed to start slow
How perfectionism, people-pleasing, and over-functioning masked her deeper wounds
What happened when she experienced “being” for the first time in her life
The moment she realized her nervous system had been outsourcing safety for decades
Why slow, supported healing allowed her to meet herself with compassion
How the Enfold experience helped her come home to the truth already within
💬 Favorite Quote:
“I had always been praised for being a doer, a thinker, a performer. But it turns out... being isn’t lazy. It’s sacred.”
🌿 Feeling the call?
If you've been successful on the outside but disconnected on the inside — you're not alone.
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