When your hope starts dangling and things won’t fix hold on to your life n try not to quit even in your highs or even in your lows even if your moving fast even if your moving slow even if your bills are high mind is stressed lord's only testing you stay humble and blessed even in your wrong decisions even with your fakes trust the lord he never make mistakes so hold on tight and try not to quit Penned by - Saurav kanojia Edited by - Debashis roy

Sleep deprived and I'm tired of these thoughts Like life is slipping away Time is passing by I'm aimless like I don't know where to run Like I'm in a cave and there's no sun I'm like a cloud looking for it's rain A writer looking for the pain So that I can feel that I'm alive n m breathing Like I wanna leave stories behind when I'll be leaving To live is to suffer And I'm afraid that I'm already numb Come make me feel alive before the morning comes.. Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia Edited and published by Debashis roy

I woke up early in the morning again Can't look myself in the mirror as it reminds me of the pain Don't wanna look them in the eye Can't tell no lie that I'm doing fine but all I do is try Everyday is the same There's an insane in my brain And I'm not trained to face this How can I make it stop? How did I became this? Too many questions and the answers are lost Silently fighting in the shadows nobody bothers the cost An uneasy feeling when I'm surrounded by people How can I make the conversation going it's getting stiffer I can't mingle with them, no we ain't same Don't wanna get judged so you won't see me again Find me in my room, I'm in my thoughts My comfort place and my hanging spot But I wish to change as human to fit in the society Until then I'll be dealing on my own with this social anxiety... Penned by - Saurav kanojia Edited by - Debashis roy

For a long time I've been asking myself is it a curse?

I feel too much and too deep

too many thots I almost can't keep

I'm paradoxical I contradict this society

don't blame me blame these people's variety

I see things that people ignore

always wondering what happened here before

am I depressed? or that's just what I see

the essence of a corrupted humanity

I feel lost like I don't belong here

all these connections soon gonna disappear

as I was created to be destroyed

meeting you was merely an accident that made me overjoyed

now this melancholy stays with me

as I look at these people I don't see any reality

just scripted conversations of a skit written in the stars

guess I'm a veteran who fought great mental wars

now m getting older searching for meanings

there must be reasons for these lingering feelings..

Penned by - Saurav kanojia Edited by - Debashis roy

The world's making so much noise lately

So I run into the woods without a care

They say they all will forget you eventually

So i say jst pretend like I was never there

To the ones who'll seek my presence

u can find me in the nature

Where the sky is blue and there's so less pressure

Where birds aren't caged n animals run free

Where the grass is greener n there r fruits on the trees

Where the meadows blossom beside the lake

Where you feel the fresh wind n your soul is awake

Find me in the midst of forgotten like the great oblivion

See me in the night sky where stars are billion

Find me where you least expect

Find me where no one can suspect

To the ones who seek me you'll always find me alone

Like a vagabond searching for his home...

Penned by - Saurav kanojia Edited by - Debashis roy

Raat k baje dus pachas Aur mann hataash main kisse batoon apne dil k ye raaz। Hua hai mujhe ab ehsaas Na koi paas nikale jau khud pe khudki bhadaas। Hai kisse ajeeb ye jo hote aye mere sath। Zindagi hareef yadein karti naa ab mujhko maaf। Haavi mujhpe ateet jiyu jaise koi zinda laash। Rooh leti khareed karmo k hue jaise parde faash। Raat k baje dus pachas Aur mann hataash main kisse batoon apne dil k ye raaz। Hua hai mujhe ab ehsaas Na koi paas nikale jau khud pe khudki bhadaas। Penned by - Shivaji sikdar Edited by - Debashis roy

Poem by: Saurav kanojia Edited by: Debashis roy

Morning came late for me

i had no courage to wake up today

each day is depressing as if i'm lost i'm stray

i look at the same old disgusted face in the mirror

no confidence whatsoever

in the same room with the same walls

like my world suddenly shrank and i'm on the edge about to fall

i have so many wishes so many dreams

lately i'm in a slump shouting for help but nobody hears my screams

where should i start in this circle of life

where there's no beginning or end feel like I've been deprived

how can i break free from this invisible cage

how can i mentally reach to a different place

are we all truly galaxies living in our own time and space

or maybe we're here only to fill our life's page

and then came the night

it made me fight with my own emotions inside

lord please come and save me again before i lose my mind...

Poem by: Shivaji sikdar Edited by: Debashis roy

Vo peher hai yaad mujhko

Jab dekha tha maine tumhe pehli baar॥

Atki rahi nazrein tumpe

Aur ho gaya pehli nazar mein pyar॥

Main laakho ki bheed mein

Aaj bhi tere khushbu se tujhe pehchan lu॥

Tu jaise koi rabb ki pari

Naa bhoolun main teri vo saadgi bhari rooh॥

Taraasha tha tune mujhe jab

Bhatakta hua tere dil se mila tha॥

Tere ishq ne diya sukoon

Jaise mila mujhe koi paigham khuda ka॥

Hua main phir se abaad

Aur jeene laga teri agosh mein॥

Bani tu mere dil ki saaz

Hai bachati tu duniye k shor se॥

Vo peher hai yaad mujhko

Jab dekha tha maine tumhe pehli baar॥

Atki rahi nazrein tumpe

Aur ho gaya pehli nazar mein pyar॥

I walked to my room not caring if the world was ending

cuz it has ended for me on many nights and began again in the morning

sitting on the porch alone with my mind somewhere in the past

thats when I realised why memories are the only thing that's lasts

what I gave to the world? and what does this world gave me?

or should I ask what it took from me?

or maybe I was wrong and u always deserved better

a million thots in my mind I try to pen it down but couldn't send the letter

thinking let the world end tonight cuz in the morning I'll be fine

but it's been weeks, months n years maybe this is what now m destined for..

One random day we took our bags and went on our different ways,

not knowing what we'll face in this world and whom all we gonna lose,

with small n big dreams we have to fulfill,

life kept showing its true colors and dimension,

even if we got broke the only thing we can still pay is our attention,

we kept spending the part of us in every place we've been and every person we met,

hoping we belong with them bt with time it all got changed,

suddenly u find it hard to live with such changes

you struggle to get along with your new life while u still deal with the old one's aftermath

n when u hope to experience it all again, things have changed the places isnt the way it used to be, everybody moved on

you came back as a vagabond just to realise there's no place u ever did belong...

Keep that fire alive

find a cause to survive

and revive your heart from all the pain

I know it makes you go insane

but after all is gone only true remains

this world is cruel I know

you've been hurt but don't show

It'll take your everything your joy and happiness

fill your heart with an uneasy emptiness

you'll feel broken like everything is gone

that's just a beginning cuz you'll transform when you're alone

Keep your sanity when the whole world will go mad

learn even from your enemies cuz no one is born bad

and it's kinda sad whatever happens in life

but you're always winning when you're trying to thrive

So keep going keep pushing don't you ever give up

it gets ugly before it gets better, open your third eye and wake up

Phir ek saal beeta

Ayi Dil mein nayi umeed

Ghamo ko peeche chorru

Zindagi ka banu mureed

Khudse ye waada ab main todu na kbhi

Khushiyo se bhare kal ki tayyariya main karlu abhi!

Gham jinse guzra main ateet mein bane tajurbe mere,

Sapno ko yaadein ab mere na de rahe hai pehre!

Koi jaisa dusra Janam ho Mila mujhko

Meri dua bas itni si ki de pau koi maqsad khudko!

Na haatho k lakeerein padhne ka hai shauq mujhko

Mehnat mera dharam aur karmo ka hai dhyan mujhko!

Koshish hai ab bas mere apno k chehro pe lau hasi

Na kbhi aane du unke khushiyo mein koi kami!!

Phir ek saal beeta

Ayi Dil mein nayi umeed

Ghamo ko peeche chorru

Zindagi ka banu mureed

Khudse ye waada ab main todu na kbhi

Khushiyo se bhare kal ki tayyariya main karlu abhi!

#35 MIND MINING - Road Safety

Rev up your awareness in this episode of MPMS ! 🚗 Join Saurab and Shivaji as we unpack crucial road safety tips, from defensive driving to safety measures. Whether you're a seasoned driver or just hitting the road, tune in for a quick guide to responsible and secure travels. Buckle up and drive safe! 🛣️ #RoadSafety #Podcast

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#34 MIND MINING - Rise of Indian Football

Embark on a riveting exploration of India's meteoric ascent in the world of football. Join us, as we dive into the captivating stories, groundbreaking moments, and transformative figures that have shaped the nation's football landscape. From grassroots development to international triumphs, "Rise of Indian Football" is your ultimate guide to understanding how a nation's passion for the beautiful game is propelling it onto the global stage

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#33 MIND MINING - The AI Revolution

Step into the fascinating world of Artificial Intelligence (AI) in this eye-opening episode. We'll explore the incredible impact of AI on various industries, from healthcare to finance, and discuss its potential to improve our lives. However, it's not all rainbows and sunshine – we'll also confront the ethical challenges AI presents. Join us as we envision a promising future where AI becomes our invaluable ally, and gain insights into how we can navigate the ever-evolving landscape responsibly. This engaging discussion will leave you pondering the powerful role AI plays in shaping the destiny of humanity. If you want to share your views and have any topic that you want to hear or join our podcast you can DM us at my_pen_my_sword (IG).

#32 - MIND MINING - The Power of Data: Why It Matters in Today's World With Prof. Naveen Kumar V In this podcast episode, we explore the basics of data, its various types and significance in today's world. We discuss the role of technology in data collection, storage and processing, including the rise of big data and artificial intelligence. We also delve into the importance of data quality, ethical considerations around privacy and security, and potential bias in analysis. Whether you're a beginner or experienced in data analysis, join us to gain a comprehensive understanding of this crucial and evolving topic.

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#32 - MIND MINING - Heroics of Lachit Borphukan

Welcome to this podcast episode where we will be discussing one of the greatest heroes of Assam, Lachit Borphukan. Lachit Borphukan was a legendary commander and military leader of the Ahom kingdom, who lived in the 17th century. He is revered as a hero and an icon of Assamese pride and courage.

In this episode, we will explore the life and legacy of Lachit Borphukan, his early years, his rise to power, and his role in defending Assam against the Mughal invasion. We will also discuss his military strategies, tactics, and his leadership qualities that made him a remarkable figure in the history of Assam.

Join us as we dive deep into the life of Lachit Borphukan and uncover the heroic stories of his valor and bravery in protecting Assam's sovereignty. Let's pay homage to this great leader whose legacy still lives on and continues to inspire generations of Assamese people.

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#31 - MIND MINING - The Belief System

In this episode of our podcast, we explore the topic of belief systems. We delve into the various factors that shape our beliefs, including religion, culture, personal experiences, and values. We examine the role of belief systems in providing a sense of purpose and meaning in life, as well as the potential conflicts that arise when different belief systems come into contact.

Ultimately, our goal in this episode is to encourage listeners to reflect on their own belief systems, consider the factors that have shaped them, and be open to learning about and understanding the beliefs of others. By doing so, we can foster greater empathy, understanding, and respect for the diversity of human experience.

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