For a long time I've been asking myself is it a curse?

I feel too much and too deep

too many thots I almost can't keep

I'm paradoxical I contradict this society

don't blame me blame these people's variety

I see things that people ignore

always wondering what happened here before

am I depressed? or that's just what I see

the essence of a corrupted humanity

I feel lost like I don't belong here

all these connections soon gonna disappear

as I was created to be destroyed

meeting you was merely an accident that made me overjoyed

now this melancholy stays with me

as I look at these people I don't see any reality

just scripted conversations of a skit written in the stars

guess I'm a veteran who fought great mental wars

now m getting older searching for meanings

there must be reasons for these lingering feelings..

Penned by - Saurav kanojia Edited by - Debashis roy