HERE LIES THE REMAINS OF THE BIG HORMONE ENNEAGRAM PODCAST, 2020-2025 RIP

Special episode with DG and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the instincts in chakras. Link for the Chakra/Instinct Correlation Diagram to follow along in our conversation: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1RBqzLoZ5X0JEqE_LlVlYVqOkzg61bL-c/view?usp=sharing —(1:27) - The archetypal sexual instinct; destruction and creation—(6:05) - Self-Preservation concretizing out of fear, the shadow side of the sexual instinct in war—(9:09) - The 7 chakras and their overlap with the enneagram instinctual stackings—(17:11) - The significance in the numbers of leaves on the chakra lotus'—(24:42) - Tracking the instincts through the centers in the dream realm—(28:25) - Kristen links the chakras in a different way—(31:12) - The Sexual instinct in the Root, Sacral, and Solar Plexus chakras—(39:13) - The Social instinct within the Heart chakra—(42:31) - The Self-Preservation instinct overlapping the Throat and Third Eye chakras—(47:17) - David brings his wisdom; kundalini and the practice of alchemy—(54:30) - Social blind deadness and Vampires Get the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and subscribe to watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Angelina Jolie, and Junji Ito 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Join us with libations and preferred substances as we look back on the beautiful dumpster fire that was 2024. —(1:27) 4-wings episode postpartum—(9:39) “This podcast used to be good”—(14:48) More Alexandra vs Emeka shit talk—(21:28) Welcome to our end of year 5 drunk pod—(24:10) What we’ve contributed to the enneagram—(29:30) Embodying real spirituality—(35:20) 2024 highlights - Akashic Records—(39:58) Instinct zone stems—(43:05) The heart center and 3w2 vs 3w4—(1:02:10) Josh’s object relations theory—(1:09:36) ChatGPT can’t mimic DG’s writing style —(1:14:44) The dream girls and kung-fu / Unshaming the types with Kristen—(1:24:39) Withdrawn excursions to the backrooms / Before and after of sexual—(1:28:48) Mushroom trips and depression—(1:41:01) Toronto meetup and social as easy exchange—(1:49:17) New most hated types—(1:54:17) 137 ted talk trifix and Musk being weird—(2:04:05) The year of frustration dreams and fantasy / 4 as a fantasy type—(2:23:16) 3w4 American psycho episode with Louis—(2:32:25) Most redeemed types—(2:41:51) Relationship between identity and sexuality / masculine and feminine polarities Get the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and subscribe to watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Martha Stewart, and Travis Hunter 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

After an unfathomable delay we’ve returned to the wings series.**send in your questions and comments for episode #200 bonanza**  —(1:27) Alexandra gaslighting us about why she gave up on the wing series—(12:25) 4-wings intro—(17:53) 9 vs 4 differences / 4’s off-putting emotional aggression —(23:17) The ambient emotional friction of 4 / frustrated reactivity as a self-protecting boundary—(29:05) 4w3’s formed self-identity vs 4w5’s formless god particle—(34:14) 4w5 being in the dark about itself—(38:33) 4w3 representing something beyond the map—(42:29) 4w3 refining personal subjective taste into a unique ‘thing’—(49:09) 4w3 vs 4w5 in interviews / the self-contained rejection offering of 4w5—(53:39) 4w3’s aloof sommelier identity —(58:37) 4w3 operatic stylization vs 4w5 bottomless mystery —(1:06:35) The decaying dark matter anti-style of 4w5 / https://www.instagram.com/the__ljilja/—(1:10:47) How we feel talking about our heart center type—(1:13:21) What 4w5s are like in the wild —(1:24:20) Luigi Luigi Pre-order the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John and get 50% off: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and subscribe to watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Martha Stewart, and Travis Hunter 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Continuing where we left off with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars.**start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  —(1:27) Couples that look like siblings—(5:50) The different splits in masculine/feminine psyche—(8:06) Social shadow work to understand sexual instinct/individuation—(9:52) Seeing masculine/feminine as energies rather than compartmentalized roles—(13:53) Anger’s role in the sexual instinct—(16:38) The idea of integration, holding the tension—(18:15) Being able to stretch and expand creatively—(19:14) Mother projections, living in paradox—(24:33) A neutralizing force versus an activating force—(30:12) Libidinal energy being trapped in the mother—(31:56) Zooming out with Gurdjieff—(41:30) Attunement to the unconscious energies of the centers and instincts—(45:03) Understanding instinctual and neurotic fear—(49:37) The terror of police body cam footage in suburban America—(54:29) The aesthetic realm and its role in reality’s horror show
—(56:58) Concretizing murder in the image of slaying the dragon—(1:03:37) Art pulling you out of knowing and certainty—(1:07:53) Moving towards your death, keeping things novel Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Pre-order the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Martha Stewart, and Hayao Miyazaki 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Special episode with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars.**start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  — (1:27) Plugs— (5:53) Salome & Star Wars intro— (7:00) Conditions of existence, Masculine/Feminine, and the third force— (10:38) John sets the Star Wars stage— (12:53) A New Hope: Princess Leia Loses It All— (19:58) Empire Strikes Back: Introducing Eros— (23:05) Return of the Jedi: The Metal Bikini— (27:28) The power fantasy, fathers/sons, and male expectations— (32:00) Kristen zooms out with the Star Wars mythology— (34:52) A glimpse of the feminine journey— (39:04) Dualistic feminine energies & Leia’s psyche— (47:20) Where are the feminine stories?— (52:15) Jung’s ‘Answer to Job’: Why is God a dick?— (56:20) Salome’s story— (1:02:30) The Death Mother— (1:06:00) The journey of the three instincts, Anima/Animus— (1:17:00) Alien: the violence of being born— (1:25:00) Masculine pain & the parental complexes Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Check out the upcoming new Enneagram Audio Course with Josh & John at:https://www.theenneagramschool.com/ Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with questions for episode #200 at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map. — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200— (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal— (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9— (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture— (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s— (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment— (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment nostalgia — (1:11:17) Knowing the monster within— (1:15:55) Maladaptive self-subversion and sx instinct edge-seeking— (1:21:19) Big Hormone SP segment— (1:29:55) The orange man is 2-1 Social  Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

— (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast— (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone)— (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod— (16:31) The great disillusionment — (19:51) Trump and elon dork— (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts— (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4 Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

— (1:27) the john stream from the void— (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go— (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood— (18:10) a zone is always happening— (22:08) energy around male connection— (35:10) self-pres nerd out— (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing— (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

what it do babyyy:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk— (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout— (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship— (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems— (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish— (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’— (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about?— (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems— (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1 Donate to support the show:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons haven’t gotten John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Spilling more instinct zone insights:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) souuuunddd check— (4:18) Instinct Zone updates and DG’s SX2-3 game— (9:43) SX2 game vs SX1 froth— (14:44) SX3-2 and John’s meats sexual bias— (19:08) Emeka SX3-1 feeding the fetish— (23:12) John’s autonomy conflicts and the zones— (27:08) Renewing the spark in Zone 1  Donate to support the show:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone John and Alexandra sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

New juice to wet your beaks. To follow along check out the intro blogs and videos here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (3:29) What are the instinct zone stems?— (9:51) Why Alexandra feels like others are doing social wrong / SO2-1 the gossip flake— (13:48) The Social Zones— (16:54) DG’s social zone 1 provocations— (27:22) John’s SO2-3 A-list player influencer vs Emeka’s SO3-2 group container— (31:15) Alexandra’s SO2-1 sensitivity to social chemistry— (34:05) Emeka’s impractical SP1-2— (38:10) The Self-pres Zones— (41:26) DG and Alexandra’s SP3-2 cozey uniform — (54:45) Sexual zones / Jealousy and competition in Zone 2— (1:02:16) Big hormone consummation in SX Zone 3 / DG’s Zone 2 Himbo proclivities — (1:11:27) Your zone stem is the order you do the cycle in that instinct— (1:19:39) Sex drive and SX3-2 Donate to support the show:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Valeria, our akashic channel, is here to talk about channeling.To get your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG:https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (7:55) Welcome Valeria— (12:34) What is channeling?— (17:22) Importance of channels being clean vessels / perceiving things with neutrality and no judgement— (32:59) The enneagram was channeled by Ichazo / the enneagram symbol is sacred geometery— (35:32) How does the openness of the recipient affect the channeling session?— (40:29) Groups and couples akashic readings— (50:55) What does channeling feel like? Paranormal experiences— (1:00:31) The energetic resonance of holy sites— (1:07:18) The rays of light— (1:19:35) Canceling contracts Sign up for The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra July 14https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30 via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Donate to support the show here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Full on mystical woo.To book your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG:https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (3:29) What are the akashic records? and what’s a reading like?— (11:49) DG’s a russian doll earth man— (20:35) Alexandra’s a forest fairy warrior— (37:45) John’s a player of dark entities— (53:45) Emeka’s a grounding fusion of raw instinct— (1:08:54) Ikram’s a golden angel channeler  John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30 via theenneagramschool.com Finally figure out what type of toxic you are with Enneagrammer. Watch recent typing videos on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, Baby Reindeer, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Donate to support the show here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Got your head on a swivel. — (1:27) How major the Bermuda Overlays are — (4:23) No Diddy and creepy 3w2s— (8:16) Why do people hate Teal Swan so much? / BHE Suicide Hotline— (16:46) DG’s metallurgy analogy for how a wing transforms a fix— (23:22) Are the attachment wings harder to see?— (25:47) What if 9w8 is the most common 9?— (29:36) Gut is king / 8 chaos vs 1 order— (43:52) Bermuda hiddenness and discovering their particular specificities — (52:32) The sensitivity of the human nervous system is the starting point— (55:01) Bermudas ‘going fuzzy’ is a wide cast net as a platform to show up in Finally figure out what type of toxic you are with Enneagrammer. Watch recent typing videos on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, Baby Reindeer, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Donate to support the show here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Psychedelic 7 frustration with Ikram. — (4:00) The overwhelming depths of 7 disappointment and self-hatred / giving yourself what you didn’t get in childhood— (9:50) The psychic aural fixation of 7 — (13:35) Frustration as the engine to go out into the world / constant bust-boom cycle— (17:03) 7s walking a tight wire with lines to competency and reactive types on either side— (20:10) 7 is fighting for creative imagination / the addiction to movement— (25:25) 4 vs 7 frustration — (31:08) The unconditional positive self-regard of 7 has a shadow of deep self-hatred— (36:33) Releasing importance and savoring the moment takes the edge off endless disappointment / offering something at 5— (48:55) The imaginative aesthetic of 7 in the head center / scam harder— (56:12) Patience with slow movies— (1:01:54) 7s have to become the nipple Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, the 3w4 exodus, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Help us fund new equipment here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Continuing our series on frustration and type 4. — (2:23) 3w2 interpersonal availability / we’re reacting to 3w2 not bashing it— (9:17) Aesthetic preferences for 4 as an expression of hidden personal selfhood— (14:40) 4 staying in the realm where things can only be seen in the dark— (18:12) The role of 4 for the collective heart in giving voice to personal brokenness and hell— (21:48) Rejection types setting the scene before getting personal— (25:21) The vast differences of Bermuda overlays — (29:45) To lead with frustration risks pain and disappointment— (33:45) What shame really means / why people start thinking they’re a 4 / beauty and art in 4ness— (45:55) 3 upholding beauty more functionally than 4 can— (49:42) Imageyness of 4w3 vs 4w5— (54:58) 4w3 is the fussy aesthete— (1:03:10) The role of 2 in collective generosity  Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on the 3w4 exodus, Beksiński, Jojo Siwa, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Help us fund new equipment here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

it’s the spice of life. — (1:25) Frustration is the aesthetic of each center— (6:10) Frustration as the basis of human suffering and expression of personality — (7:56) Bermuda Overlays and frustration as personalized flavor / rejection as the elemental substrate of each center— (14:25) Frustration doesn’t give up on their needs but unwilling to work with how to get its needs met / the knot of not having— (16:58) Rejection cut off vs frustration in relationships— (24:13) Everyone’s shitting on the thing they most want— (31:57) Rejection and attachment both have a self-erasing quality / ‘attachment as exposition, frustration as rising action, rejection as conclusion’— (39:27) The social engagement of the world is low on frustration / you’re not a person if you don’t hate something— (42:16) 2 vs 4 love is not the same / frustration is essential to seeing someone’s personhood— (52:57) Attachment-rejection vs attachment-frustration strategies— (55:13) To be aesthetic means prioritizing your preferences over maintaining connection / 4 seeing people as aesthetic holograms— (1:00:50) Universal bread people attraction vs personal specific attraction Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Princess Diana, 8w7 vs 8w9, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Help us fund new equipment here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Alejohndra are back with tales of their Egypt trip. — (1:25) John and Alexandra recap their retreat to Egypt— (9:05) What about the aliens? / the construction of the pyramids had to be an exercise in presence and intention — (16:23) The femininity of Egypt— (21:04) Egypt peaked early and then fell off hard— (31:06) Special John the mystical guide / the inner quality of the group— (37:50) The descent down into the deep chambers — (45:22) The acoustics of the pyramids— (52:55) A sacred culture that honors the divine and human animal nature— (58:48) Egypt activates something in you that values the sacred— (1:13:05) Hexad conversion therapy Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Princess Diana, P-Diddy, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Help us fund new equipment here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

In this episode of WILTBY Josh interviews Louis. — (4:50) Josh processing his 2-wing and meeting Louis at the zone / the team love vs team truth confrontation— (11:45) 3w2 facilitating and orchestrating connection vs 3w4 distant excellence— (16:35) The philosophy of truth vs love in psychotherapy— (20:49) Carl Rogers unconditional positive regard— (29:30) What Josh finds annoying about 4 skepticism of love and connection— (33:39) Louis’ identification with predator swag — (42:24) 3w2 vs 3w4 in a team scenario / team vs self orientation — (48:31) How Josh realized he had a 2-wing / Louis’ social mode of separateness and why he became a therapist— (57:41) Differences in processing negativity and aesthetic frustration— (1:09:51) The 3w2 tenet of always having something to appreciate about anything — (1:24:08) The ideal ego fantasy for 3w2 vs 3w4 Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Jennifer Lopez, P-Diddy, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Help us fund new equipment here:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message