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ayawithin
soshelbs
27 episodes
5 days ago
Ayawithin is a podcast hosted by soshelbs a Clinical Therapist and online leader, where she unapologetically dives into the ugly yet beautiful side of stepping into one's power. Shelb is someone that leans into the discomfort of talking about the sh!t no one really wants to talk about. She enjoys diving into taboo topics from sex, plant medicine, self-development, shadow work, heartbreak, or what she's currently going through in her personal life. Nothing is planned to keep it raw and vulnerable. So let's take a deep breath together and dive in.
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Ayawithin is a podcast hosted by soshelbs a Clinical Therapist and online leader, where she unapologetically dives into the ugly yet beautiful side of stepping into one's power. Shelb is someone that leans into the discomfort of talking about the sh!t no one really wants to talk about. She enjoys diving into taboo topics from sex, plant medicine, self-development, shadow work, heartbreak, or what she's currently going through in her personal life. Nothing is planned to keep it raw and vulnerable. So let's take a deep breath together and dive in.
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Self-Improvement
Education
Episodes (20/27)
ayawithin
microdosing q&a 🍄

welcome to a lil q&a with aya diving into the fundamentals of mushys. this episode is based off personal experiences and our bff chat gpt. For all things 🍄 go to Mycrologi and use code AYAWITHIN for a discount!

Some of my favs:

Clarity

Wavy

Microdose Bliss Bites (my fav)

Support


What I want to try:

Restore

Psychedelic Bundle

Ritual

Albion A


Join me in the Dominican as we dive within, connect with the land, and vibeee. 

Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 


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10 months ago
44 minutes 43 seconds

ayawithin
redirection xoxo - rejection

cheated on once again... maybe its just me? aya dives into her little jungle life and how she took her discomfort & said "fuck you, let's make the most of it". has aya made a mistake of going back to the small village where her ex lives and is currently dating his old ex girlfriend or is this the next step in her journey of healing a deep wound around rejection and claiming it as redirection.


Next Retreat Feb 13th-19th for more info here

Instagram:

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

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12 months ago
38 minutes 56 seconds

ayawithin
a woman's superpower: cycle syncing

In this episode, Aya dives into the transformative practice of cycle syncing—aligning your lifestyle with the four phases of your menstrual cycle to optimize your health, productivity, and overall well-being. Cycle syncing allows you to work with your body’s natural rhythms, making every phase an opportunity for growth, rest, or connection. Aya breaks down each phase, explaining how to harness the unique energy of each one and sharing journal prompts designed to deepen your self-awareness and support personal development:

Menstrual Phase: Focus on rest and reflection. Journal Prompt: "What am I ready to let go of? How can I give myself more rest and care during this time?"

Follicular Phase: Tap into creativity and new ideas. Journal Prompt: "What new ideas or projects excite me right now? How can I turn them into action?"

Ovulatory Phase: Embrace confidence and connection. Journal Prompt: "How can I use my confidence to build stronger connections? Who can I reach out to for collaboration or support?"

Luteal Phase: Focus on completion and introspection. Journal Prompt: "What unfinished tasks need my attention? How can I bring more balance into my life before my next cycle?"

Throughout the episode, Aya emphasizes how syncing your diet, exercise, and self-care routines with your cycle can help reduce stress, balance hormones, and prevent burnout. She also explains how this practice leads to greater self-awareness, productivity, and emotional well-being by helping you live in alignment with your body. Whether you're looking to optimize your energy or deepen your connection to yourself, this episode will guide you through how cycle syncing can become a life-changing practice. Tune in to discover how to leverage your body’s natural rhythm for intentional, empowered living!


Join Natural Cycles with code: SHELBS for 15% off your annual subscription and a free thermometer.

https://www.naturalcycles.com/join-me?utm_campaign=instagram-newsletter-podcast&utm_medium=organic&utm_content=sshelbs&utm_source=Instagram&code=Shelbs&name=Shelby&percentage=15

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1 year ago
29 minutes 59 seconds

ayawithin
sex baby, let's talk about masturbation, culture, birth control

In this episode of ayawithin, we’re diving deep into all things sex. Aya gets personal, sharing how growing up in Utah with teen parents shaped her sexual awareness. As she embarked on her spiritual journey, she felt a profound calling to connect with her womb on a deeper level. Aya opens up about the powerful shift she experienced transitioning from hormonal to non-hormonal birth control.


This episode is sponsored by Natural Cycles, and as a gift to our community, use code SHELBS at naturalcycles.com to get 15% off your annual subscription, plus a free thermometer.

Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 



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1 year ago
38 minutes 26 seconds

ayawithin
ayawithin frequency session 3

Join Aya for an ayawithin frequency session—a laid-back smoke session where we’ll explore the techniques she's been using to manage anxiety, the powerful process of closing circles in Ayas life, and a soothing mini meditation to wrap things up. Roll up and set an intention.


Artists:

Olivia Dean

Joy Crooks

ENNY

Pip Millet

Keisuke Sakai

Erothyme Entheo


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

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1 year ago
48 minutes 18 seconds

ayawithin
part 2 : self-sabotage anyone?

Aya confesses to her self-sabotaging patterns as her body still remains in a survival mode. Aya is faced with new challenges as she's learning how to navigate falling in love while also reconditioning her mind and body as she is easily triggered in a new way.

Press play for a real and raw experience as Aya dives into her life in a vulnerable way.


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

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1 year ago
24 minutes 56 seconds

ayawithin
self-sabotage anyone?

high-chats with Aya and how she continuously hurts her own feelings through self inflicting behaviors. Aya is here to normalize behaviors that maybe you feel shame to talk about and looks at. in this episode you can hear in Aya voice the embarrassment that she feels because of her behavior. so let’s dive in.


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 



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1 year ago
12 minutes 10 seconds

ayawithin
are we breaking up : friendship edition

Aya dives into the complexities of friendships and communication. She dissects her own communication style and considers how her communication has impacted the development and longevity of old, new, and future relationships. She discusses the difficulties around being neurodivergent and how this could impact one's communication skills. 


Join us this May 28th for The Divine Self Retreat in Portugal. To learn more head ⁠here ⁠

Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 



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1 year ago
25 minutes 41 seconds

ayawithin
relationships, stillness, love = discomfort

Aya is coming in raw straight from the iPhone memos in the Dominican Republic. Exploring the relationship shifts that are happening within her life. Letting go of old friendships, and places, and traveling to the Dominican. Is Aya ready to rekindle her relationship with her mom after no contact for 3 years? Many shifts happening and more to come. 


Join us this May 28th for The Divine Self Retreat in Portugal. To learn more head ⁠here ⁠

Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

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1 year ago
32 minutes 35 seconds

ayawithin
evolution within : i'm back

Aya takes us on a journey through the evolution of her life over the past four months. Offering a glimpse into her world, she shares updates on various aspects, with a particular focus on light, frequency, and sound. The episode promises an insightful exploration of these elements and their impact on Aya's life. Tune in to hear firsthand about the recent developments and experiences that have shaped Aya's unique journey.


OIN US MAY 2024 for the Third Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 


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1 year ago
20 minutes 31 seconds

ayawithin
high-girl rants : dating chronicals

Aya delves into the intricacies of dating and her ongoing journey to identify and communicate her needs, wants, and desires. However, she encounters a particular challenge when it comes to articulating her needs and establishing and maintaining boundaries. So, grab a seat, perhaps light a joint, and join us as we immerse ourselves in a passionate recount of a recent evening when Aya had finally reached her breaking point with a certain gentleman she had been conversing with.


JOIN US MAY 2024 for the third Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com/retreat-sign-up


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 


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2 years ago
26 minutes 15 seconds

ayawithin
life be life(ing) : closing a chapter


Aya embarks on a journey to master the delicate art of harmonizing her personal needs with the anticipation of a significant life transition. With her loft getting meticulously packed for the commencement of a three-month adventure, the countdown to her Divine Self Retreat begins. Join us as we delve into the depths of Aya's life, as she navigates the intricacies of processing her experiences, hosting her friend, and finding equilibrium between her online presence and her first journey abroad, with her beloved Goldendoodle, Lemon.

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2 years ago
17 minutes 41 seconds

ayawithin
sad girl vibes

Aya's out here in her feels per usual. Looking within as she takes space from the digital world. Now she has to sit with herself in silence. Aya dives into her Rapé ceremony and how it really slapped her in the face. Learning how to sit with deep emotions can easily be avoided when you have a phone where on the other hand she's feeling the withdrawal symptoms of running from big emotions by distraction and sitmulation. Dive in as Aya process her journey and how she's preparing for major energetic shifts.


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

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2 years ago
16 minutes 37 seconds

ayawithin
ayawithin frequency session 2

Join aya for ayawithin frequency session aka a lil smoke session to jam out. Light up a joint and jam out with aya - a moment to diconnect to connect.

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2 years ago
34 minutes 32 seconds

ayawithin
bye bye instagram // bye bye boys

Aya is finally listening... thank goodness because her spiritual team has been yelling at her but shes been to stimulated to even listen. Not only is Aya taking a major digital detox but all of her romantic partnerhsips are coming to a close. Dive into part 2 of how she's leaning into silence.


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

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2 years ago
35 minutes 40 seconds

ayawithin
ITS ALREADY MINE... shifting my mindset to call it all in

ITS ALREADY MINE BITCH!!!! Diving into the techniques Aya is using to shift her vibration to call everything in that she desires. Shifting from victim to manifestation. After listening to Life Visioning by Michael Beckwith Aya had a very powerful realization. It was time to setup her vibration and become an instrument in embodying her divine power within.



There is something. Within you that is trying to emerge. Just know how to ask the universe the right questions.



Higher order question and live in a Higher order inquiry.


Go into a state of love and ask: 

  • What is it within me that is trying to emerg? 

Or 

  • What is the universes idea of its self as my life ? 


Then ask: 

  • What do I have to become inorder to manifest the vision I am catching. 
  • What is it I must become in conscious in order to manifest the vision . 
  • Where do I have to grow in my own life.*taking full responsibility of your life* 




We are the idea and curate the condition for the idea to manifest 


Next Ask the Universe: 

What is it I already have that can be in service to the vision? 

Embrace what you have / from abundance 

Higher frequency — the more that pours in. 


*It’s not personal. It’s just frequency.*


Next : what no longer service me. Then tap into frequency of willingness and are willing to tap into in order to embrace what we have , to let go, to forgive. 


OIN US SEPTEMBER 1st - 6th 2023 for the second Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com/retreat-sign-up


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 

480-452-5588





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2 years ago
42 minutes 5 seconds

ayawithin
cheating!!! what do I do???

my partner cheated wtf do I do? Aya dives into a topic that a lot of her community members comes to her about. Cheating is a subject she is all to familar with after finding out her ex husband and partner of 8 years was cheating on her with 6 women for 7 years. This event was the shift she was manifesting into her life and was a time that brought up anger, shame, rejection, and a deeper spiritual awakening. During this episode Aya talks about her perspective and what she learned as she grieved her past life, relationship, and self. As always this is just one perspective and a experience that is meant to be delivered with love & respect.


JOIN US SEPTEMBER 1st - 6th 2023 for the second Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com/retreat-sign-up


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 



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2 years ago
39 minutes 35 seconds

ayawithin
high chats x maria lee // taking on energy, relationships, evolution, and other deep shit

This convo is raw and real! After a long work day a new soul friend and aya stopped to smoke a joint and dove into the most divine convo. Tears, laughter, and golden nuggets - both helping eachother gain something the universe needed them to hear.

JOIN US SEPTEMBER 1st - 6th 2023 for the second Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com/retreat-sign-up


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 


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2 years ago
50 minutes 14 seconds

ayawithin
ayawithin frequency session

Ayawithin frequency sessions are a true smoke / jam sesh with aya! Exploring music and letting all the high thoughts come to the surface. SO if youre in a safe environment load a bowl or roll up that joint and puff puff pass baby. During this session we will dive into some meditations, sex, running a business, and what's happening in my life atm.


Songs:

Petal Reveena

Hu man Greentea Peng

Dingaling Greentea Peng

Satisfied Catching Flies

Bakara Polo & Pan

My Mind Yebba


Playlists:

The Divine : slower and intentional music https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7y3bUPkBCe2zZ87vG4ozz0?si=d76021196a324f34

Only Child Probs : high vibration https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5gcNZdvnjeTrcdw1Kkq0sd?si=274bd42e08784eed


JOIN US SEPTEMBER 1st - 6th 2023 for the second Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com/retreat-sign-up


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 




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2 years ago
35 minutes 39 seconds

ayawithin
am I crazy or is it self-sabotage?

What does self-sabotage look like to you?

How are you currently self-sabotaging in your life?

What reoccuring patterns do you see happening within your life?

Is this self-sabotaging behavior generational?

The way I ruin my life due to this deep fear of rejection is pretty fucking frustrating tbh. This fear plays a role in all my relationships

an now I'm really experiencing it at a different level now that I've entered the dating world after a 8 year relationship and getting divocred due to infidelity.

Let's dive into how I self-sabotage within my relationships and what I'm doing to step into my power an heal these deep ingrained patterns.


Book I'm currently reading:

Attached. The New Science of Adult Attachment and How it Can Help You Find and Keep Love

Amir Levine, M.D., and Rachel S.F. Heller, M.A.


JOIN US SEPTEMBER 1st - 6th 2023 for the second Divine Self Retreat  

https://www.soshelbs.com/retreat-sign-up


Instagram: 

Personal - https://www.instagram.com/sshelbs/

Podcast - https://www.instagram.com/ayawithin/


Tiktok: 

https://www.tiktok.com/@soshelbs

https://www.tiktok.com/@ayawithin


Youtube: 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGOD2QlFksgcrSMXBcOya0w


Website: 

https://www.soshelbs.com


Services Provided: 

Personal & Branding Coaching 

Content Creation 

Brand Management

Workshops & Retreats 


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2 years ago
25 minutes 19 seconds

ayawithin
Ayawithin is a podcast hosted by soshelbs a Clinical Therapist and online leader, where she unapologetically dives into the ugly yet beautiful side of stepping into one's power. Shelb is someone that leans into the discomfort of talking about the sh!t no one really wants to talk about. She enjoys diving into taboo topics from sex, plant medicine, self-development, shadow work, heartbreak, or what she's currently going through in her personal life. Nothing is planned to keep it raw and vulnerable. So let's take a deep breath together and dive in.