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And Now Love Podcast
Cynthia Marks
43 episodes
4 days ago
Yearning for love that goes beyond fleeting emotions? Longing to unlock your true potential and build fulfilling relationships? Join Cynthia Marks on a transformative journey guided by the groundbreaking teachings of her late husband, Dr. Bernard Bail. Dr. Bail believed love was not just a feeling, but a cornerstone of human existence, woven into the very fabric of our dreams. Each episode delves into his ”Love, Dreams, Imprint” paradigm, offering a roadmap to navigate the emotional landscape and rewrite the limiting narratives ingrained within us. Dive into the mystical realm of dreams and decipher their hidden messages. Uncover the unconscious patterns, or ”imprints,” shaping your reality, and learn to break free from their hold. Renowned experts join Cynthia, illuminating love’s multifaceted nature, from self-love to romantic and familial bonds. Discover Dr. Bail’s practical tools for healing past wounds, cultivating joy, and forging connections that transcend distance and time. Together, we embark on a mission to rewrite the script of love, transforming it from a fleeting feeling into a potent force for personal and collective transformation. ”And Now, Love” is your sanctuary for exploration, your laboratory for growth. Find your haven, join the conversation, and embark on a journey with immeasurable rewards. Listen now and discover the love that has the power to rewrite your story.
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Yearning for love that goes beyond fleeting emotions? Longing to unlock your true potential and build fulfilling relationships? Join Cynthia Marks on a transformative journey guided by the groundbreaking teachings of her late husband, Dr. Bernard Bail. Dr. Bail believed love was not just a feeling, but a cornerstone of human existence, woven into the very fabric of our dreams. Each episode delves into his ”Love, Dreams, Imprint” paradigm, offering a roadmap to navigate the emotional landscape and rewrite the limiting narratives ingrained within us. Dive into the mystical realm of dreams and decipher their hidden messages. Uncover the unconscious patterns, or ”imprints,” shaping your reality, and learn to break free from their hold. Renowned experts join Cynthia, illuminating love’s multifaceted nature, from self-love to romantic and familial bonds. Discover Dr. Bail’s practical tools for healing past wounds, cultivating joy, and forging connections that transcend distance and time. Together, we embark on a mission to rewrite the script of love, transforming it from a fleeting feeling into a potent force for personal and collective transformation. ”And Now, Love” is your sanctuary for exploration, your laboratory for growth. Find your haven, join the conversation, and embark on a journey with immeasurable rewards. Listen now and discover the love that has the power to rewrite your story.
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Mental Health
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Episodes (20/43)
And Now Love Podcast
Masochism & The First Lie: Why We Punish Ourselves with Dr. Loren Weiner
In this riveting session, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner unpack masochism as a deep, often invisible style of living driven by unconscious guilt—the felt sense that we “deserve” to suffer or deny ourselves good things. Loren traces the guilt back to Dr. Bernard Bail’s imprint theory: the fetus unconsciously takes on the mother’s unprocessed pain and wrongly concludes, “it’s my fault,” a “first lie” that later fuels self-sabotage, procrastination, and staying in punishing relationships. They show how dreams reveal this pattern—from lost purses and missed deadlines to violent head blows—mapping the original psychic “blast” and the mind’s attempt to wall it off. Cynthia shares personal dreams (like a book titled “Life Is Torture”) that capture resistance to joy and the pull toward old operating manuals. Loren explains how this inner guilt scales up into culture—why groups, institutions, even nations repeatedly choose policies that make everyone suffer. The antidote isn’t moralizing but honest dreamwork, daily self-questioning, and claiming the birthright to love and pleasure. Start inside, they insist; shift the inner operating system and the outer systems begin to change.   00:00 — What Is Masochism?07:20 — The First Lie14:40 — Head-Blow Dreams22:00 — Working the Pattern29:20 — “Life Is Torture”36:40 — Self to Society44:00 — Allowing Love & Pleasure50:49 — Closing Invitation
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4 days ago
52 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
From Gang Life to Grace: The Transformation of Adonai Melendez
In this gripping and hope-filled conversation, Cynthia Marks sits down with Adonai Melendez, a Homeboy Industries trainee and reentry advocate, to trace his journey from childhood trauma and gang life to accountability, faith, and service. Adonai describes fleeing civil war, a painful break from his grandmother, and an adolescence that made gangs feel like the only family offering safety and belonging. At 16, he committed a murder; decades in prison followed, where he learned the “politics” of survival, and then, through a searing moment of empathy, began transforming from the inside out. He chose programs, accountability, and love-based action, discovering that giving others power made him truly powerful. Released after nearly 31 years, Adonai rediscovered the world in color, found purpose in community work, and entered Homeboy Industries, where therapy, structure, and dignity anchor his new life. Today he serves people facing homelessness, mental health challenges, and reentry barriers; living proof that we are not defined by our worst act but by what we do next. His message is simple and radical: every person is meant to be loved, and we always have a choice.
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2 weeks ago
1 hour 2 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
Cynthia Marks on Bernard Bail, Dreams, and the Mother’s Imprint
In this intimate conversation, host Cynthia Marks turns the mic on herself to share the love story and life lessons behind And Now Love. She recounts meeting psychoanalyst Dr. Bernard Bail at age 92, the dream that foretold their partnership, and how dreamwork helped her peel back imprints and find her true voice. With Dr. Loren Weiner, Cynthia traces Bail’s arc—from WWII POW to paradigm-challenging analyst—showing how his experiences shaped a theory that the “war inside” must be healed to end the wars outside. They reflect on spirit, courage, and why genuine love is action, not lip service. Cynthia offers raw, moving examples of dreams that expose locked-in patterns, and the freedom that comes from naming what love is (and isn’t). The episode also explores Bail’s battles for intellectual openness in psychoanalysis and his insistence on women’s equal place at the table. It’s a tender, candid look at the man, the method, and the marriage that sparked this podcast—and an invitation to look within.
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1 month ago
1 hour 20 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
From USC Athlete to Underground Kingpin: The Owen Hanson Story
In this gripping episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks sits down with Owen Hanson, author of The California Kid, to unpack his extraordinary life story. Owen takes listeners on a journey through his transformation from a USC athlete to running a high-stakes underground betting empire. The conversation dives into his struggles with identity, the pursuit of belonging, and the adrenaline-fueled decisions that led him to incarceration. Owen reflects on his time in confinement, his eventual path to self-reform, and his remarkable ability to rebuild his life. This episode offers an unflinching look at the consequences of ambition, the pursuit of redemption, and the lessons that come from finding purpose against all odds.
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1 month ago
1 hour 7 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
Finding Your Sparkle: Devi Jags’ Journey to Creativity & Advocacy
In this powerful episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks speaks with Devi Jags, producer, writer, activist, and host of Sparkle On. Devi shares her journey from being a competitive runner whose identity was wrapped up in athletics to becoming an outspoken advocate for gender-based violence awareness and mental health. She opens up about the traumatic experiences she endured during college, how those shaped her advocacy, and how she transformed her pain into purpose. Together, Cynthia and Devi explore the meaning of “sparkle” — happiness, passion, and self-worth — and how creativity can be a vital force for healing. Devi explains how writing, storytelling, and activism became her new form of expression, and why empowering others to discover their inner sparkle is central to her mission. The conversation touches on the complexities of sexual violence, breaking generational trauma, the importance of listening to young people, and the role of creativity as resistance and renewal. Ultimately, Devi reminds us that love and self-expression are essential tools for resilience.
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1 month ago
54 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
How And Now Love Has Impacted the Team Behind the Camera
In this rare and intimate episode of And Now Love, host Cynthia Marks turns the mic toward the crew behind the camera: Bobby, Ian, Whitley, and Denis — the creative team responsible for bringing the podcast’s message to life visually and emotionally. This isn't just a conversation about production. It’s a reflection on how the mission of And Now Love — with its core focus on healing, emotional imprinting, and generational transformation — has impacted those working to share it with the world. The team opens up about their own struggles with vulnerability, the tension between authentic storytelling and digital attention spans, and what it means to market a message they themselves are still processing. This episode explores the emotional labor of content creation, the challenge of translating deep ideas into digestible formats, and the surprising ways the show’s message has changed them.
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2 months ago
1 hour 5 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
A New Sense of Normal: A Conversation with Niaz on Justice and Emotional Truth
In this follow-up episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks continues her conversation with social and criminal justice advocate Niaz Kasravi. Niaz reflects on her path from silence to self-expression — shaped not only by personal trauma, but also by a deepening commitment to justice and community healing. She speaks candidly about the criminal legal system, her work supporting incarcerated individuals, and how trauma has shaped the way we relate to ourselves, to institutions, and to each other. Through a lens that is both compassionate and unflinching, Niaz explores how self-awareness, nervous system literacy, and emotional integrity have guided her advocacy — and her life. This is a conversation about finding your voice, standing up for what matters, and holding space for the truth.
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3 months ago
46 minutes 6 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Inside Homeboy Industries: Shirley Torres on Nonviolence, Hope & Humanity
In this inspiring episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with Shirley Torres, Co-Executive Chief Officer at Homeboy Industries — the world’s largest gang rehabilitation and reentry program. With decades of experience in community healing, Shirley shares how she helps formerly incarcerated individuals find dignity, purpose, and transformation through connection, compassion, and care. She speaks candidly about the importance of listening without judgment, creating spaces where people feel safe to be seen, and honoring the humanity behind every wound. Shirley reflects on the spiritual foundation of her work, the influence of Father Greg Boyle, and why love — not punishment — is the most powerful agent of change. This episode is a profound look into how one woman leads with her heart and helps others reclaim theirs.
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3 months ago
1 hour 6 minutes 24 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
The Therapy We Deserve: Dr. Loren Weiner on Healing at the Root
In this powerful episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks welcomes back clinical psychologist Dr. Loren Weiner for a conversation that reframes how we understand therapy — not as symptom management, but as the process of uncovering and healing deep emotional imprints. Dr. Weiner discusses how therapy guided by dreams, honesty, and emotional safety can reveal unconscious beliefs formed in childhood that block love, self-worth, and connection. Drawing on her years of training under Dr. Bernard Bail, she explores the therapist’s role in helping individuals reconnect with their authentic selves, process guilt and grief, and challenge inherited psychological burdens. This episode is a moving exploration of how therapy, when done with depth and intention, becomes a liberating journey of emotional truth. Whether you're in therapy, considering it, or supporting someone on that path, this conversation offers a compassionate and radical lens on what it means to truly heal.
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3 months ago
1 hour 10 minutes 16 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Rebuilding Faith After Fire: Rabbi Amy Bernstein on Community, Post-Traumatic Growth & Love
Wildfire, burnout, and a fast-changing world couldn’t dim Rabbi Amy Bernstein’s commitment to love and justice. In this And Now Love episode, host Cynthia Marks explores how Reconstructionist Judaism evolves with modern ethics, why inter-faith friendships matter, and how post-traumatic growth can turn crisis into community strength.      Timestamps0:00 – 00:46 Intro & guest bio0:47 – 04:29 What is Reconstructionist Judaism?4:30 – 07:06 Interpreting Torah like the U.S. Constitution7:07 – 12:17 Facilitation vs. authoritarian leadership12:18 – 16:26 Women rabbis & egalitarian progress16:27 – 25:14 Amy’s journey: gay synagogue to rabbinical school25:15 – 31:00 Denominations in decline—good news?31:01 – 40:23 Eco-kashrut & mindful consumption40:24 – 49:58 Inter-faith clergy circle & hard conversations49:59 – 57:00 Palisades fire: losing home, leading others57:01 – 1:03:04 Queer identity, community fractures, media overload1:03:05 – 1:12:58 Post-Traumatic Growth vs. PTSD1:12:59 – Attention as life & taking a month off  Like,  comment with your biggest insight, and  subscribe for more conversations that turn love into action. Connect with Rabbi Amy: Kehillat Israel, Los Angeles Follow our socials:Instagram / / andnowlove.podcastFacebook / / And Now Love PodcastYoutube / /  @AndNowLovePodcastTikTok / / and.now.love.podc
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4 months ago
1 hour 24 minutes 44 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
New Parenthood, Caregiving & Comedy with Adria & Jesus
In this deeply moving episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with married creatives Adria Marquez and Jesus Trejo as they navigate life with a newborn, personal caregiving experiences, and the emotional growth that comes with slowing down. Adria shares the complexities of postpartum identity, the pressure of balancing work and motherhood, and the quiet power of presence. Jesus reflects on caregiving for his aging parents and how laughter has become his bridge to healing and connection. Together, they explore how support, vulnerability, and humor keep love alive during the most tender life transitions. Cynthia brings the teachings of Dr. Bernard Bail into the fold, connecting the emotional experience of caregiving with the deep need to feel lovable and seen. From diapers to dreams, this episode offers a beautiful meditation on generational love, grief, identity, and the quiet revolutions that happen inside every parent and partner. It’s a conversation full of honesty, humility, and the reminder that love is not just a feeling — it’s a practice.
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4 months ago
1 hour 6 minutes 40 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Love as Medicine: Dr. Loren Weiner on Shame, Dreams, and Inner Freedom
In this deeply introspective episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner continue their exploration of the unconscious, delving into the subtle yet powerful ways the maternal imprint shapes our identity, relationships, and sense of worth. Drawing on Dr. Bernard Bail’s psychoanalytic theory, Loren explains how early imprints formed in the womb—and reinforced in childhood—manifest in patterns of self-sabotage, shame, and disconnection. Through the lens of dream analysis, Cynthia and Loren reflect on how the unconscious reveals our inherited emotional burdens and offers a path toward healing and self-reclamation. The episode underscores the critical importance of validating one’s emotional truth, confronting internalized judgments, and reconnecting with love as a healing force. With compassion and clarity, they call for a collective reevaluation of how we treat women, children, and the unseen emotional world we all carry. This conversation is both a call to consciousness and a guide for those seeking to liberate their authentic selves.
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4 months ago
1 hour 6 minutes 40 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Truth, Justice, and Courage with Dr. Niaz Kasravi
In this powerful episode of And Now, Love, host Cynthia Marks sits down with Dr. Niaz Kasravi, a national expert on criminal justice and human rights, to discuss the intersection of advocacy, policy, and personal courage. Dr. Kasravi shares her journey from immigrant roots to founding the Avalon Institute and becoming a key figure in justice reform. Together, they unpack the systemic inequities in the U.S. justice system, the post-9/11 challenges to immigrant communities, and the grassroots organizing that brings change. Dr. Kasravi offers practical advice on how everyday people can contribute to justice efforts through activism, education, and truth-telling. She emphasizes the power of individual actions, the importance of political accountability, and the need to move beyond fear in these polarized times. This episode is a deeply human call to action, reminding us that change begins with empathy and bravery.
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5 months ago
1 hour 19 minutes 45 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Entertainment Law in the Age of Emotion and Innovation with Nadia Davari
In this insightful episode of And Now Love, host Cynthia Marks is joined by entertainmentattorney Nadia Davari to explore the unique intersection between creativity, legal protection, andevolving technologies in the entertainment industry. Nadia breaks down what entertainment lawactually entails—from securing rights and drafting agreements to navigating new media, AI, andinfluencer-driven marketing. They discuss how creative professionals often overlook legal needsearly on and how that can lead to complications when success strikes. The conversation alsotouches on the emotional intelligence required in this legal field, especially when working withartists, and how women are carving new space in a traditionally male-dominated profession.Together, Cynthia and Nadia reflect on the blend of intellect and feeling that drives both art andthe law behind it. It’s a thought-provoking episode for creatives, professionals, and anyoneinterested in the deeper human side of legal practice.
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6 months ago
50 minutes 11 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
What We Carry: Breaking Generational Imprints with Dr. Loren Weiner
In this enlightening episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks welcomes back Dr. Loren Weiner to explore the core of Dr. Bernard Bail’s revolutionary theory: the maternal imprint and the unconscious origin of emotional pain. Together, they unpack how the unconscious mind begins forming in the womb, absorbing unprocessed emotional material from the mother that profoundly shapes a person’s identity and life patterns. Through dream analysis and psychoanalytic insight, Loren reveals how these early emotional imprints can be uncovered and transformed, offering a path back to the true self. The episode also introduces Bail’s powerful concept of restoring the balance between the masculine and feminine energies, emphasizing the need for feeling-based decision-making. Cynthia and Loren discuss the societal implications of ignoring the feminine and the urgent call to treat women and mothers with deep respect and equality. This is a thought-provoking, soulful episode that asks listeners to look inward for healing and transformation—both personal and collective.
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6 months ago
1 hour 12 minutes 6 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Planting Second Chances with Richard Garcia of Alma Backyard Farms
In this inspiring episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with Richard Garcia, co-founder of Alma Backyard Farms, to explore the transformative power of urban agriculture and community. Rich shares his personal journey from a calling toward priesthood to discovering his true purpose—creating a space for formerly incarcerated individuals to heal, reconnect, and contribute through farming. The conversation dives into how Alma Farms offers job training, education, and meaningful connections, serving as a restorative space for both people and the land. Rich reflects on generational responsibility, childhood lessons, and the importance of recognizing our own capacity for growth, much like the plants they nurture. Together, they explore themes of original love, trust, and creating spaces where everyone—especially those society often overlooks—can thrive. This episode is a beautiful meditation on second chances, the healing power of nature, and how we can all grow something good.
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7 months ago

And Now Love Podcast
From Womb to World: How Early Imprints Shape Us - A Review with Dr. Loren Weiner
In this profound episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner recap on Dr. Bernard Bail's revolutionary psychoanalytic theory, emphasizing how early imprints from the womb shape our lives. They discuss how the unconscious mind, formed through inherited trauma and maternal imprints, influences self-perception, relationships, and personal fulfillment. Through dream analysis, Dr. Weiner explains how these unconscious patterns can be uncovered and dismantled, freeing individuals from self-sabotage and emotional pain. The conversation highlights the importance of reclaiming one’s true self, unburdened by inherited negativity, to achieve genuine love, purpose, and inner peace. This episode offers hope for personal transformation and societal healing, emphasizing how individual growth can lead to a more compassionate world.
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8 months ago
1 hour 6 minutes 4 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Dreamwork Analysis: Reconnecting with True Love with Dr. Lauren Dolinsky
In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks and Dr. Lauren Dolinsky revisit the theme of the feminine unconscious and its profound role in personal growth and healing. They explore how the balance between masculine and feminine energies impacts emotional health, relationships, and our ability to connect authentically with ourselves and others. Lauren explains how dream analysis helps individuals uncover hidden truths about their inner world, providing tools to navigate the complexities of inherited trauma and generational imprints. This episode offers insights into how dreams act as guides for transformation, showing us how to reclaim the parts of ourselves that have been lost or suppressed. Cynthia and Lauren share poignant examples of dream symbolism, emphasizing the courage it takes to face the unconscious and its deep-rooted messages. This heartfelt discussion inspires listeners to explore their own feelings and dreams as a path to true emotional freedom.
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9 months ago
49 minutes

And Now Love Podcast
Nurturing the Feminine: Intuition, Emotion, and Dreams
In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks hosts Dr. Lauren Dolinsky for an enlightening discussion on the balance between the feminine and masculine energies within us all. They explore how the feminine—the intuitive, emotional side—has often been undervalued, leading to a disconnect in personal growth and relationships. Dr. Dolinsky shares fascinating insights from her practice, including poignant examples of how dream analysis reveals the unconscious struggles people face in reconnecting with their feelings. The episode emphasizes the importance of nurturing the feminine side to achieve a fuller, more authentic self. Through heartfelt examples, they show how understanding the messages in our dreams can lead to profound transformation and compassion in our lives.
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10 months ago
1 hour 7 minutes 26 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Rediscovering Love Through the Unconscious Mind with Dr. Loren Weiner
In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner tackle the universal yet deeply personal topic of love, examining its complexities through the lens of dream analysis. They explore how early imprints from parents and caregivers influence our ability to give and receive love in adulthood. The discussion features the poignant journey of Daphne, a 35-year-old physician, as she unpacks her relationships, self-perception, and the unconscious patterns shaping her life. Loren highlights how dreams can serve as powerful tools to uncover hidden emotional truths, paving the way for healing and growth. This episode invites listeners to reevaluate their understanding of love and consider how societal and familial imprints might hinder their ability to embrace genuine connections.
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10 months ago
58 minutes 6 seconds

And Now Love Podcast
Yearning for love that goes beyond fleeting emotions? Longing to unlock your true potential and build fulfilling relationships? Join Cynthia Marks on a transformative journey guided by the groundbreaking teachings of her late husband, Dr. Bernard Bail. Dr. Bail believed love was not just a feeling, but a cornerstone of human existence, woven into the very fabric of our dreams. Each episode delves into his ”Love, Dreams, Imprint” paradigm, offering a roadmap to navigate the emotional landscape and rewrite the limiting narratives ingrained within us. Dive into the mystical realm of dreams and decipher their hidden messages. Uncover the unconscious patterns, or ”imprints,” shaping your reality, and learn to break free from their hold. Renowned experts join Cynthia, illuminating love’s multifaceted nature, from self-love to romantic and familial bonds. Discover Dr. Bail’s practical tools for healing past wounds, cultivating joy, and forging connections that transcend distance and time. Together, we embark on a mission to rewrite the script of love, transforming it from a fleeting feeling into a potent force for personal and collective transformation. ”And Now, Love” is your sanctuary for exploration, your laboratory for growth. Find your haven, join the conversation, and embark on a journey with immeasurable rewards. Listen now and discover the love that has the power to rewrite your story.