Comedian and actress Chelsea Lloyd is the host of Dying of Laughter, a podcast about grief. She joins us for a fun and wide-ranging conversation about: -being a single dog mom -how she and Keila are a part of the dead dads club -dating after a breakup -anticipatory grief -finding community in grief group and grief camps -her history with comedy Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your favorite podcast app and leave a review! Follow host Keila Dolle: https://linktr.ee/keiladolle https://instagram.com/keiladolle https://instagram.com/cryingbehindpod Follow guest Chelsea London Lloyd: https://www.instagram.com/_chelswhoelse_/?hl=en Dinner Party Grief Groups: https://www.thedinnerparty.org/ ----- Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ More info and audio episodes: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle

Today’s episode is all about sex, baby! GG Sauvage, writer for Cosmopolitan magazine, internet sex goddess, and real life Carrie Bradshaw comes on to spill all the juicy details on how she became empowered through sex work. This episode is NOT SAFE FOR WORK! NOT FOR KIDS! And we love that! You’ve been warned. She sits down with me to discuss: -communication and consent in the bedroom -GG's experience working at a legal brothel in Nevada -the psychology of sexual domination -how you can get more comfortable with your own pleasure and sexuality VIDEO version of this episode: https://youtu.be/qPRmnNqTS4c Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Follow guest GG Sauvage: https://linktr.ee/ggsauvage https://onlyfans.com/goodassgoddess Purchase the Sexiest Deck Alive: https://www.sexandthesynchronicity.com/goodiestore/p/the-sexiest-deck-alive ----- Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ MORE EPISODES: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle

Martin Morrow (Progressive ads, I Think You Should Leave) joins us for a candid conversation about how mistakes can lead us to the truth of our identity. We chat about: -Martin's roots in Alabama and Chicago -infidelity in relationships -what it takes to make it as a comic with issues -TRIGGER WARNING - we talk about Martin surviving a suicide attempt thanks to his mother. Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Follow guest Martin Morrow: @martinmorrow If you or a loved one is struggling with these thoughts, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline - 988 Self harm discussion time code: 30:14-36:00 ----- Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Become a Sunny officially on Patreon and join our new community: https://www.patreon.com/cryingbehindpod Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle

The legendary comedy manager, exec producer of Last Comic Standing, and host of the podcast Industry Standard - Barry Katz - joins Keila for a candid discussion full of wisdom from decades of experience with the best comedians of our time. -Be your own best employee -Behind-the-scenes stories from his high profile clients -Barry's Blueprint for Success coaching program - use code CRYING for 25% off your membership!! https://www.blueprint-for-success.com/a/2147531462/JTKqdoFQ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your favorite podcast app and leave a glowing review! -Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod -Follow guest Barry Katz: @barrykatz -Become a Sunny officially on Patreon and join our new community: https://www.patreon.com/cryingbehindpod Make a one-time donation to the show: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/gokeilago More about Keila, the podcast, and past episodes: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle

Nick Thompson, former Love is Blind cast member, podcast host, and founder of the UCANN foundation, comes to chat about how his experience in reality TV led him to become an advocate for others. Learn all about: -the mindf*** of getting married in just 7 weeks and becoming famous overnight -producers manipulating relationships for ratings -exclusive, behind-the-scenes stories - moments that you didn't see on Netflix! -advice if you're considering reality TV Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your favorite podcast app and leave a review! Follow host Keila Dolle: https://www.instagram.com/keiladolle/ // https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod Follow guest Nick Thompson: https://www.instagram.com/nthompson513/ Nick's website, which links to his podcast and foundation: https://www.engagewithnick.com/ Become a Sunny officially on Patreon and join our new community: https://www.patreon.com/cryingbehindpod Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle

Jake Breslauer, comedian and chef, joins Keila to share some very candid, tragic, and hysterical details about his divorce and subsequent new chapter in life. Topics discussed include: -how to cope after divorce -communication in relationships -why Instagram couples are not real life -favorite sadness meals -#DivorceTok Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Follow guest Jake Breslauer: @jake.n.bake.88 BOOKS: The State of Affairs - Rethinking Infidelity by Esther Perel - https://a.co/d/0AbtWes Attached: The New Science of Adult Attachment and How It Can Help You Find—and Keep—Love by Amir Levine & Rachel Heller - https://a.co/d/i4P4nxm Become a Sunny officially on Patreon and join our new community: https://www.patreon.com/cryingbehindpod Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle

Today is a lil' mini episode for you - a beginner's guide to meditating and breathwork. Keila leads you through how to quiet your mind, connect your brain to your body, and ground yourself in order to be more productive. Become a Sunny officially on Patreon and join our new community: https://www.patreon.com/cryingbehindpod Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com Theme song: Peter Stoia & Keila Dolle Meditation soundtrack: Yotam Agam - Earth ( via Artlist.io )

Keila Dolle is back with an update after extensive foot & ankle surgery which has impacted her mental health in more ways than you can imagine. In this solo episode, she shares about: -the power of communal healing -learning to ask for and receive help -pain management - both physical and mental -the new community on Patreon! Join us on Patreon for exclusive video content and private community: https://www.patreon.com/cryingbehindpod Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Host Keila Dolle returns to the mic to share about Brene Brown's 7 Elements of Trust, becoming a certified domestic violence counselor, how you can Marie Kondo your mental health, and going back to school to get her MFT. FOLLOW host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ FB GROUP: https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! RESOURCES: Brene Brown TED Talk - The Anatomy of Trust - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGpm7efVJcA Peace Over Violence - https://www.peaceoverviolence.org/ Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Comedian Carl Tart from NBC's Grand Crew joins Keila to talk about: Men being vulnerable and going to therapy Friend breakups How to be more proactive, attract the partner that you want Behind the scenes of Grand Crew!! Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Follow guest Carl Tart: @dammitcarl Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Journalist, author and co-founder of Fulcrum News, David Seaman comes on the podcast for a wide-ranging discussion that looks into the future! Today's topics include: -the psychology of Q anon -quantum immortality -how crypto currency works -Aliens - are they real? -the power of intentional thinking in the present. Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Follow guest David Seaman: FulcrumNews.com Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Actress and filmmaker Michaela Myers joins Keila for a candid and wide-ranging discussion about relationships, creativity, and ADD. Today's topics include: -Directing and acting in her short film, Tristan and Isaac -Why motherhood is not for everyone -Tips on how to focus when you have ADD / ADHD -Developing empathy through couple's therapy If you or someone you know needs help, The Suicide Prevention hotline is open 24/7, you are not alone: 800-273-8255 Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Follow guest Michaela Myers: @giddyupmichaela // MichaelaMyers.com Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Comedy writer and king of internet bits, Joey Clift, joins Keila for a candid conversation to kick off 2022. Topics include: -Growing up on a Native American reservation -How he got started in comedy -Sensory deprivation tanks - what is it like? -Being in an emotionally abusive relationship, and how -to choose better for yourself Follow Joey Clift: @joeytainment (Twitter) // @joeycliiiiiift (IG) Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod SPONSORS: Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Happy new year and happy holidays - here's a bonus solo episode to help you survive your seasonal depression. A little holiday treat for you. Host Keila Dolle shares: -tips for dealing with toxic family members -keeping your spirits up during another lockdown -poetry and meditation to keep your anxiety at bay -why Hallmark movies are not real life! Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Poetry book: clarity & connection by yung pueblo https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1524860484/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=1524860484&linkCode=as2&tag=cryingbehindp-20&linkId=78137551d9d7ed68813d2d3a1aa7b2a2 SPONSORS: Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ BetterHelp - Get 10% off your first month of online counseling at https://www.betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

How can a mother move on after losing two sons to suicide? Actress, comedian and creator of Gossiping Grams, Andi Poland, joins Keila to discuss: Andi's return to acting as a grandma after decades away Losing both of her sons to suicide Grief support groups School programs for suicide prevention If you or someone you know needs help, The Suicide Prevention hotline is open 24/7, you are not alone: 800-273-8255 Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Guest Andi Poland: @polandandi // Gossiping Grams Youtube SPONSORS: Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ BetterHelp - Get 10% off your first month of online counseling at https://www.betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

Jay Washington (wrestler, comedian, and host) joins us to talk about black men's mental health, how he got his start in wrestling and comedy, and how you can learn to feel better even when you've hit rock bottom. Some other topics include: -Divorce and recovery -How Jay kept his confidence and swagger, booking -gigs even while he was sleeping in his car! -His wake up call when a friend stopped him from jumping out of a window -The power of positive affirmations Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod Guest Jay Washington: @mrjaywashington // Blerds in the Hood podcast // Mad Titan podcast SPONSORS: Use code CRYING to get 20% off your entire order of CBD products at Papa & Barkley. https://www.papaandbarkley.com/ BetterHelp - Get 10% off your first month of online counseling at https://www.betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review! Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com