Ummmm so I was admitted. Wanna know what my week was like? 

No?

Well fine. Go somewhere else then! Damn! 

UPDATE:

Brianna messaged me back! She’s so cool! ☺️

Also, Brittany…. Dude I dropped her stuff off and she was talking to me like we were friends and I was like “no” and she was like “I wasn’t mad about no heat press or money” like NO, BRO. I’m done. I have had enough of this year. My house isn’t even ready for a birthday party yet and it’s in a couple weeks. 😔 It’s my golden birthday and I don’t even know if I’m gonna have a party. 😔

Dude…

I think I’m done here. 

This is literally just a rant. I’m just yellin’. I’m just clipping my audio and yellin’. It doesn’t get easier. I can’t be around other people and that’s a BUMMER, dude. Totally harshes my mellow. I don’t wanna do this anymore. That’s it. That’s the post. I don’t wanna do this anymore. 

This is literally just me bein' in a bad mood. Go listen to something else. LMAOOOOO

This won't be relevant until I actually lose my mind and end up in one of those jackets.

Sometimes the choice is made for you. I don’t know. Sometimes you just have to. I don’t know about all the time, but dammit, sometimes, you just do the thing and figure out how to move forward. Another huge thank you to Maya for being on another episode! 

When do you know that it’s time to do “the thing”™️?

That’s the question. When is it time? How do you know? Do you have an answer for this one? What was your thing? Have you done it? Do you have a thing yet? 

I have a new song idea! I'm excited about it! Help me naaaame iiiiiit. 🎶☺️🎶

I want this podcast to actually sound like a podcast. Am I getting any closer? YouTube University is failing me. I would love your assistance.

Thank you.

I'm literally just tsting the audio for this new setting.

I think it’s easy to look at someone and quickly label them bitter and jealous, and it’s a lot harder to consider that maybe we don’t know everything because we can’t possibly know everything. I think people forget that we are the main character in our own stories, but the word is not one big story about us. We can only see things through our own eyes, but that doesn’t mean that different perspectives don’t exist. Everyone has their own challenges. Every group of people has its own set of challenges. Talk to people. LISTEN to them. Try to understand them. Why wouldn’t you wanna do that? I mean, it’s easy not to, but you’re not learning anything! Does that not bother you?? 

This is my take on pretty privilege. This is my experience as someone who doesn’t have it. I’m not the most eloquent speaker in the world, but I hope I was at least somewhat effective at getting my point out there. 

If you were someone who dismissed people like me before, I probably didn’t convince you otherwise, but I don’t know. Maybe I did. It’d be a lot cooler if I did. People tend to get MAD defensive when the word “privilege” is brought up in any conversation, but it is a very real thing and should be acknowledged and respected by every one of us. 

I would love to hear you talk about your experience. If it’s the same as mine, cool! If it’s the opposite, cool! Just be mature. Be open-minded. I’m not here to start a war. I’m trying to end one, actually. 

Hey. Do you remember AstroWorld? 

Do you believe in magic? 

Do you have any weird superstitions? 

How heavy does music influence you? 

What’s your favorite musical conspiracy theory? Do you believe it? 

My thoughts are literally so disorganized at all times. 😂 💀

I'm just goin' through it. I feel itchy, but like, emotionally. I just needed to get that out. Thanks.

I have a lot of really suggestive podcast titles for somebody who is ace. That is rather amusing. I think a lot of people today would say that they themselves are not normal and I genuinely believe that it’s because being abnormal is considered trendy at the moment. Like, do you know how many “NORMAL PEOPLE SCARE ME” shirts I see people wearing lately? The fact that that shirt is sold everywhere and so many people have it just cracks me up because like bro you are so painfully normal. That’s okay!! Your life is actually easier. Embrace your normal. It’s okay. 

So, Maya came to me with a question, and there aren’t many things in this world that I love more than a thought-provoking question. Fuck a present. Do you wanna make me happy? Come to my housewarming party and bring a thought-provoking question with you. 😂

Maya thank you so much for joining the podcast. It was such an honor to have you.

“I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away,

But baby I just need one good one to stay.”

Fuck that noise. I’ve got a billion trillion reasons to stay my ass the fuck right here, but give me one good reason and I’ll go.

Is it possible for a big sad to turn into a hypomanic episode? How can I tell if what I'm feeling is an actual feeling or just a stage in a bipolar cycle? Do I sound crazy? Am I being insane right now? Am I not near as level as I thought? I wanna end this loop. If I mess my life up on a whim, at least the groundhog reboot will finally stop. I think the song could be Greenlight by Hayley Kiyoko. Honestly, there are so many Owl City songs that would work quite well. I fell in love with his music because escapism is the whole thing, ya know? I should make a playlist! I'm gonna make a playlist. That'll keep me occupied at work. Oh, yay. *pom poms*

Listen. I wrote this on someone else's behalf. Here on planet Kye, we do not say someone's delightful unless we're being very literal.

Anyway, it was nice to finally get this chorus out of my head. It had been taking up space for too many years.

Thank you. Enjoy your day today. 💜

Hello. This year is so stupid and I hate it here. I swam to work the other day and boy are my arms tired. 🤭

Well, 2024 is gone. Shit is done. Shit was fast as hell. Iono, man. I'm..... I don't have..... Tune in net time or something, I guess. 🤷🏽😅

I don’t… know… how we ended up here. I feel like I’m going to be dreaming quite a bit.  Sorry we ended on such a bummer note! There’s always next time! 😂🪦

We talk therapy horror stories, the horrors of aging, and we absolutely SHIT on the Alcoholics Anonymous Twelve-Step