What happens when you ask a group of friends the questions nobody really wants to answer? You get this episode. We're diving into the personal stuff - medical scares, family boundaries, work trauma, and the religious upbringing that left us all a little messed up.In this episode:-The honest truth about how social media is rewiring our brains-A shocking medical diagnosis and learning to live with uncertaintyWhy kindness makes people suspicious in LA-Religious trauma and coming to terms with who you really are-The work environments that broke us before they built us-Personal hells that range from endless meetings to sleep paralysis-How we've all changed in ways we never expectedThis is the kind of conversation you have at 2 AM when all the walls come down. Raw, real, and probably way too relatable.

We're diving deep into the uncomfortable truth about cancel culture, fake apologies, and why everyone's walking on eggshells online. This conversation gets real fast.What we're breaking down:-The anatomy of a perfect apology video (and why they're all the same)-What each of us would realistically get canceled for-Why "I'm sorry you feel that way" isn't actually an apology-How one misunderstood comment can spiral into chaos-Why some creators get away with everything while others don'tReady to hear some brutal honesty about internet culture? We're not holding back on this one. Don't say we didn't warn you.

What happens when the generation getting crushed by the economy tries to fix it? Chaos, brutal honesty, and surprisingly solid ideas. We're tackling America's financial disaster from the perspective of people actually living through it - young creators drowning in debt while CEOs buy their third yacht.We're covering:-The psychological warfare of modern consumer culture-Why financial education could prevent the next economic collapse-How corporations manipulated us into thinking debt is normal-The hidden connections between mental health and money-Real solutions for housing, healthcare, and student loan crises-Tourism strategies that could actually work-Our controversial takes on taxing the ultra-wealthyFrom "girl math" destroying bank accounts to insurance companies literally denying life-saving treatments for profit, we're breaking down why everything feels impossible right now. Plus, we're proposing actual solutions that don't involve politicians promising things they'll never deliver. Warning: contains strong opinions about credit cards, California regulations, and why Mr. Beast should probably run for office.

What happens when dancers get philosophical about endings? Pure emotional chaos. We're exploring the prompt that stopped us in our tracks: "One day I will no longer [blank]" - and the answers got way more personal than we expected.We're diving into:-The heartbreak of forced retirement from dance-Family dynamics that change when kids grow up-Career pivots that still haunt us years later-The anxiety of not knowing when "lasts" happen-How major life decisions ripple through everything-The trauma responses that shape how we see the world-Why some transitions hit harder than othersFrom giving up soccer scholarships for hip-hop dreams to watching parents age while you're states away, we're not holding back on the real stuff. This episode will make you think about every "see you later" differently, because sometimes you don't get the goodbye you thought you'd have

Content houses: creative paradise or recipe for disaster? We're cutting through the Instagram fantasy to reveal what really happens when creators live and work together 24/7. Spoiler alert: it's messier than your favorite reality show.We're talking about:-The toxic side of content collaboration nobody mentions-Why emotional intelligence matters more than follower count-Smart money moves vs. creator financial disasters-Building the ultimate creative workspace (without the drama)-The brutal economics of the dance industryFrom festival debt cycles to dream studio setups, we're serving reality checks with a side of ambitious planning. This episode hits different - we're talking real business, real relationships, and real money in the creator economy.

What happens when former kids realize adult activities are actually... good? We're exploring the complete 180 on things we used to think were lame but now genuinely appreciate. Spoiler: it's mostly food-related, and we have zero shame about it.We're covering:-Shopping cart theory as the ultimate morality test-Why some Costcos feel like heaven and others like retail hell-The therapeutic power of cooking your own food-Family recipe archaeology and the pressure to get it right-Cultural food gatekeeping and why mom's version is always better-How traditions connect us to our roots (even midnight mass)-The unexpected satisfaction of Home Depot trips-Why meal prep services made us appreciate real cookingFrom trying to decode family recipes that were never written down to realizing that boring errands are actually kind of zen, we're embracing our inner adults. This episode is pure comfort food for anyone who's ever caught themselves genuinely excited about kitchen organization or finally understanding why their parents loved hardware stores.

Brandon's spilling EVERYTHING and we mean everything. From his savior complex that ruins relationships to the abusive ex who came back 12 years later to apologize, this got deeper than we expected. Warning: we're talking about trauma, healing, and some very spicy confessions that might make you blush.What Brandon's revealing:-His relationship pattern of "fixing" people then watching them leaveThe ex who did everything for him until friends couldn't stand it-Why he'd rather suffer alone than ask for help (trauma response)-His worst relationship: emotional, mental, and physical abuse-The rare closure conversation with his abusive ex after 12 years-His spiciest experiences involving multiple people-Wild stories from his old job that involved very inappropriate customers-The entitled patient who threw literal tantrums in his medical officeFrom discussing his hyper-independence issues to admitting he fixes people only to lose them to someone else, Brandon's holding nothing back. We're diving into the psychology of savior complexes, the healing power of unexpected apologies, and why some people would rather struggle alone than risk being vulnerable again.

Pregnancy hot seat = no filter allowed. Annie's 31 weeks in and answering every question we throw at her, from the deeply personal to the downright spicy. This is what honest conversations about pregnancy and parenting actually sound like when nobody's pretending everything is perfect.Annie's getting real about:-Parenting fears that keep her up at night-The creepy "boy mom" phenomenon she refuses to become-Her most embarrassing public moment that involved judges-Spicy confessions and relationship boundaries-First dance company impressions vs. reality-Why she's choosing hospital birth over trendy alternatives-Family traditions worth keeping vs. ditchingThis isn't your typical pregnancy content - we're diving into the anxieties about raising mixed-race kids, the pressure of "perfect" parenting, and why some family dynamics are just plain weird. Annie's refreshingly honest about everything from relationship spice to parenting philosophy, proving that real talk beats Instagram perfection every time.

Vulnerability level: maximum. Kat's answering every question we throw at her, and honestly? We weren't prepared for how real this got. This is what honest conversations about dating, body image, and emotional baggage actually sound like when the cameras are rolling.Kat's getting honest about:-What would push her over the edge into villain territory-Her dating anxiety and fear of making people uncomfortable-Why verbal affirmation is non-negotiable in relationships-The ex who gave her "crap" for wanting basic effort-How body dysmorphia dictates her entire wardrobe and dance choices-The trauma response that makes her freeze during conflict-Superpowers she'd want and the dark ways she'd use them-The friendship-to-crush situation that's eating her aliveThis isn't surface-level tea - we're talking about the insecurities that control daily decisions, the dating patterns that keep repeating, and why some of us would rather stay silent than risk losing someone we care about. Kat's refreshingly honest about her struggles, proving that behind every confident dancer is someone just trying to figure it out like the rest of us.

What happens when you put your executive director in the hot seat? Emeroy gets brutally honest about everything from his parenting mistakes to whether he'd become a stripper if things went south financially.We get into:-The parenting philosophy that's raising an emotionally intelligent kid (and why it terrifies him)-His impossible work-life balance and what it costs him-Two life-changing pieces of advice about consciousness and failure-Why his beard might be killing his acting career-The Filipino pride that drives everything he does-His son's most heartbreaking moment of empathy that destroyed us all-What he really looks for in friends and partners (spoiler: most people don't make the cut)This episode gets deep fast. Emeroy opens up about the messy reality of trying to build something meaningful while being a present dad and partner. Listen now for the unfiltered truth about balancing ambition, family, and staying authentic.

Lauren's got samurai swords, strong opinions about relationships, and fierce independence. This episode unpacks the toxic side of dance culture, why independence can complicate dating, and what happens when you try to perform three times in one night. From weapon collections to Naruto references, Lauren keeps it brutally honest about the price of ambition.Topics We Cover:-The pressure to be on multiple dance teams simultaneously-Learning choreography by replaying videos before slow-motion existed-Why she'd choose martial arts over dance if given the chance-Her approach to mentoring without being pushy-How fictional characters influenced her real-world interestsIf you're tired of surface-level conversations about creativity and success, this episode delivers the unvarnished truth about what it really takes to make it in competitive dance.

Noelle's in the hot seat and things get REAL fast. What happens when a perfectionist finally rips off the Band-Aid and does the thing they've been avoiding for years? Noelle went from being too self-conscious to battle in the US to throwing down to a Kendrick song in her first American dance battle, and the journey there involves therapy, healing her inner child, and embracing her nickname that came from a very specific IHOP conversation.What we dive into:The real story behind getting the dance name "Muppet" and why it involves Germany, IHOP, and some very personal experiencesWhy she battled abroad in Europe but was too scared to compete in the US until nowThe 7-year relationship timeline that includes a breakup, friendship, and finding each other againWhy she might never date men again if this relationship doesn't work outWrestling with wanting kids but being terrified of what pregnancy could do to her body and mindThe financial requirements she has before bringing a child into this worldHer ultimate dream of directing dance films and the nepotism she's planningThis is one of those conversations where someone gets completely real about perfectionism, self-doubt, relationships, and figuring out what you actually want in life. No filter, just honest thoughts on everything from car troubles to life goals.Watch/Listen now to hear the full story and find out why doing the thing you're scared of might be exactly what you need.

What happens when you realize you've been seeing the world differently your entire life? Justin shares his colorblind revelation that started with a simple test and ended with family genetics explanations.We explore:-Justin's discovery of colorblindness through those confusing dot tests-When your parents' nursing dreams don't match your own goals-How Justin accidentally fell in love with breakdancing despite the pain-His brother who drives 8 hours weekly for dance rehearsals for 8 straight years-Why emotional loneliness hits harder than physical isolation-Love languages that actually matter vs ones that don'tFrom dance studios to family expectations, this conversation reveals how the people who truly know Justin make all the difference. He gets real about first impressions, loyalty, and why he'd rather give than receive.

Michaela joins the Throwing Tantrums crew and immediately gets thrown into the fire with an impromptu interview that goes hilariously off the rails.-Witness the chaotic energy as we attempt to "properly" introduce our newest podcast member-Discover how Michaela found her way into dancing purely to find diverse friendships in college-Learn about Michaela's surprising two-and-a-half year journey from social dancer to performerReady for unscripted madness with zero filter? Hit play now

Mel talks to herself, creates elaborate scenarios in their head, and has just been called "crazy" on camera - but honestly? It's the most relatable conversation you'll hear all week. From self-proclaimed craziness to maladaptive daydreaming, this conversation gets surprisingly real about mental health and living in your own head.In this episode, we dive deep with Mel about:The difference between being "crazy" and just living in your own headSetting small goals when your big dreams feel overwhelmingRetail therapy as a reward system (hello, shopping addiction)Chasing someone for 4-5 years before they said yes to datingChoosing between a nursing career and joining the circusThat awkward moment when your friend asks out your crushWe get unexpectedly real about mental health, career dreams, and what it means to be "different." Plus, the story of a first kiss during a dance choreography session that took an unexpected turn...Watch now for conversations you won't hear anywhere else - from circus dreams to first kiss disasters.

When street food destroys Max's dignity in 4th grade, does she ever truly recover? Join us for a laugh-out-loud episode of Throwing Tantrums where we dive into Max's formative moments – from pooping her pants in Girl Scouts to her take on the reality of marketing careers.-Max's mortifying childhood story that involves impromptu underwear disposal and a mother who wouldn't let it go-Max celebrating unexpected wins while hating being wrong-Why the Clippers are the only team that matters (according to Max)-Max's rose, bud, and thorn of marketing careers in 2025-Would Max take a high-paying job outside her expertise? (Spoiler: Google has the answers)-The fading appeal of New York City life as Max grows olderHit play now to join our unfiltered conversation where no embarrassing story is off-limits.

This week on Throwing Tantrums, we put Spillers in the hot seat as he shares the hilarious night out where worlds collided under club lights.-The shocking moment when we spotted his exact double on a club platform-Why Gene Kelly and Fred Astaire inspired Spillers' dance journey-Spillers' struggle between pursuing passion and battling self-doubt-How parallel play might be Spillers' secret to relationship success-Spillers' first kiss confessions involving braces, house parties, and friends getting dragged outReady for laughs, surprising confessions, and a deep dive into Spillers discovering his path? Hit play now and subscribe for new episodes every week!

Ever dealt with someone who thinks their time is more valuable than yours? You're an hour late but still expect to be seen? In this episode of Throwing Tantrums, we dive into the world of entitled people and the audacity they bring to everyday interactions.-Hear shocking customer service horror stories from medical offices to creative work-Discover why rich people somehow want free stuff more than anyone else-Learn about the nightmare of dealing with clients who think they know your job better than you-Experience the chaos of a disastrous film production where the "director" expected everyone to work for free-Explore the special frustration of people who can't follow basic instructions but demand exceptional serviceReady to commiserate with others who deal with entitled behavior?

Is AI stealing the soul from art? We dive into the controversial world of artificial intelligence and its impact on creativity.-The inevitable march of technology: why people resist new innovations but technology always wins-What happens when AI can create art but has no soul? Is this the death of human creativity?-The ethics of using AI in your workflow vs. claiming AI work as entirely your own-How artists might evolve beyond AI limitations - just like they did with photography and digital tools-Why the human touch might become more valuable than ever in our increasingly automated worldReady to hear our unfiltered thoughts on how AI is reshaping the creative landscape? Hit play now and join the conversation. New episode of Throwing Tantrums available now!

What happens after we die? Is there an afterlife, or is nothingness all that awaits? In our latest episode, we dive deep into the ultimate mystery that's haunted humanity since the beginning of time.-From Catholic upbringings to atheist revelations, hear our hosts share their raw, unfiltered beliefs about what lies beyond-Discover why some find comfort in the idea that nothing happens after death-Explore the concept that our energy simply transforms rather than disappears-Debate whether living for an afterlife prevents us from truly experiencing the present-Plus: If you could speak to any spirit from history, who would it be and why?Join us for a thought-provoking conversation that might just change how you view your own mortality. Like, subscribe, and tell us in the comments who YOU would want to speak to from beyond!