I tell a couple of my obe stories from back in the day

I struggle with what to say and not say mainly to young people . I am privy to some things as it pertains to the future of what it means to be free and human . This is simply me voicing my concerns and wanting to come together as a people and manifest the best future possible for all of us but especially our young people…How can I make sure the kids of this world don’t have to deal with what I do and have ? How the young people are raised and how wise they are about who and what they are and the nature of reality itself is key IMO. This one may not be for kids adults …. I honestly want to help somehow . Thanks for your time ryan_decarmine@yahoo.com

My intention was to tell the story of my very unique life in fiction with truth scattered within it online / offline. The reason for this has to do with my own safety and to give me the leeway to have some fun with some not so positive subject matter…. And due to lots of things that became harder than I could imagine , as if some force did not want me to get this work done….. I didn’t do what I set out to do properly …. And for that …. I am sorry and I wish I’d done some things differently …. ( disclaimer - My goals were never gonna be easy to achieve )

The technology has gotten away from us in my view . And I been concerned about it for a long time … so I discuss why I feel this way and want to know what you think ?

I ask a series of ?s about nanotechnology and ponder what is exactly going on with my / our health . This is not for children adults … please don’t listen to it with them around . Thanks .

From the heart

I don’t want to put fear in your heart, I just don’t want ya ending up dealing with what I’ve had to deal with. This means we have to focus on solutions , and when the health risk is from unseen phenomena , other than praying ….we gotta get to the root cause and deal with it the best we can… this is part of my working hypothesis work on what in the world is being done to me and how . So we dig into solutions around here ..but it helps to know the problem like I said …root cause … this one is short and sweet. Just trying to do some good so others don’t get as blindsided as I did …. Love not fear y’all

What do we do about our health situation on this planet ?

Or the world , the reality , your health , your freedom could be at risk on a level I don’t think many can imagine … targeted individual control grid the future of the human race and solution issues are discussed . Btw…. I got a feeling GOD and Jesus have plans to change things around. Here and to be a part of that is an honor !

May be a little heavy for some of ya. My heart is in the right place

If anyone knows the most censorship resistant platform please let me know …. Help for the targeted individual would be cool to better understand as well

Where do we get good information at now , are our thoughts our own and how do we know the true nature of god and how to know the truth of all things …. Like the whole truth on the Maui fires

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I probably need to get some deep dark secrets off my chest so you don’t go through as much as I have when it comes to some issues we now face

Check out the Chris Bledsoe episode on beyond skinwalker available on history channel and Amazon prime … I knew he had a history episode coming … didn’t know it was beyond! He’s the best dude in our paranormal / spiritual experiencer field so I’m super happy for him and the family ! Book called imo of god also available by Chris .

I tell.a few deep dark secrets I am privy to mixed with some stories about my unique life and what my working hypothesis is as it pertains to what’s going on in this world and what can we do about it !

After 2 insurance incidents , one being fraud, still on SSI but have no insurance expected to live on 900 bucks a month with a dying currency BY DESIGN… I ponder how to properly go on as it pertains to what I deem my purpose / purposes in life. This one gets a little heavy at the end.. IMO I AM RIGHT , yet surrounded by wrongness because I am onto some things ….the adversaries agenda… isolate , distract , and destroy me COVERTLY. My agenda , to shine light on the darkness and do what I must so those forces in the sky who love me for real deem me worthy to evolve to that better place …and if it is his will, make this reality better than it is now …. Why life in this reality and bear witness to what I have over the years and say / do nothing …? It simply feels wrong …so I risk my life to bring you all stuff like this …. To help you see where things are and are going if we don’t come together for real and…, CARE MORE…. DO MORE ..,I’d be more effective if more folks would simply walk with me to the truth about some very important things …. Health care is just part of a much bigger issue we face .., AND IMHO … much like GOD, I want / need to know …. Who’s who in this zoo we call earth…. It’s crazy , but I feel I’m looking for the same thing he is… a new family….for a new earth …50 years it’s taken to REALLY FEEL that in my heart … I’ve wanted it for the longest ….but now I’ve been through enough to realize how damn important it really is….pain, torture , isolation , these things will make one LOVE and appreciate TRUE FELLOWSHIP AND GOOD HEALTH … FOR REAL!! Love y’all

There was a fork in the road back there somewhere …. One way takes us to freedom … evolving … and a better world … and the other appears to be a digital form of slavery with unseen tactics , covert weaponry , and a very toxic environment along with tech that can have us chasing our tails with distractions .. Protection from GOD and his good crew , perhaps Jesus and some angels , Forces that don’t want us to have to be done this wrongly ( my life seems to be a bit of a test subject for some of this nonsense I do not consent to to be honest ) and I am simply speaking about multiple working hypothesis which tends to get me in trouble it seems but a world with the messed up things I am experiencing isn’t a world many of us would want to be a part of IMO so if it kills me speaking so openly about this ….then at least I did not consent to it , and showed GOD I am trying to do what is right … based on what I am experiencing…. I don’t think he would want his children dealing with a world this covertly rigged IMO… and would want us to have safe spaces to evolve and exist without all the covert trauma tactics .. control grid that even effects us in our homes… I pray for this to stop in my life and in others lives as well, so we can more easily create a world that is healthier , people that are happier , and establish boundaries between what we really want , and what some other force wants to do to us or trick us into consenting to…. The truth has never been so important

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