In this episode, Zaya sits down with the radiant Jaycie O’Day to explore the strange, beautiful, and sometimes terrifying side of happiness. Together, they unpack what it means to finally experience joy after seasons of survival — and why that joy can feel unfamiliar, even frightening.
From chasing dreams to confronting the fear of losing what you’ve longed for, Zaya and Jaycie dive deep into how self-worth, love, and healing redefine what happiness looks like. This conversation is raw, reflective, and full of light — a reminder that joy doesn’t always come easy, but it’s always worth choosing.
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In this heartfelt and reflective episode, Zaya takes listeners on an intimate journey through the lives and legacies of the people who have shaped him most — the icons who’ve inspired his creativity, resilience, and sense of self. From legendary trailblazers in entertainment and queer history to personal heroes who guided him through defining moments, Zaya shares how their stories became the blueprint for his own. Blending heartfelt storytelling with nostalgic reflection, The Icons of My Life is both a love letter to influence and a reminder that our idols can ignite the courage to become icons ourselves.
You ever have one of those days where you’re smiling for everyone else, but deep down you’re just… tired? In this clip, Zaya gets real about that exact feeling — the side of happiness no one likes to talk about. He dives into what it’s like to wear a smile that doesn’t quite fit, to perform joy for the world while silently dealing with your own mess behind the curtain.
It’s honest, it’s raw, and it’s the kind of moment that makes you stop and think about how often we hide behind “I’m fine.” Zaya reflects on the pressure to appear happy — especially when the world expects you to be the strong one, the positive one, the one who has it all together. But what happens when that version of happiness starts to feel more like a mask than a mindset?
If you’ve ever struggled to balance how you feel with how you want to be seen, this clip will hit home.
🎧 Listen to “The Dark Side of Happiness,” then dive into the full Scripted Smiles episode for a deeper conversation about authenticity, healing, and learning to find joy that isn’t performed — but lived.
In this warm and reflective mini episode, Zaya invites listeners to take a breath and welcome the light back in. “When the Sun Comes” is all about rediscovering joy after the storm — that quiet, hopeful moment when you start to feel like yourself again. Through heartfelt reflections and gentle storytelling, Zaya explores what it truly means to find happiness not in perfection, but in progress.
Whether you’re chasing a new beginning or just trying to get through the day, this episode reminds you that even the smallest rays of light can guide you forward.
✨ Tune in to When the Sun Comes (Mini Version) and begin your Journey to Happiness — because sometimes, the sunrise is just the start of something beautiful.
In this inspiring and unfiltered episode of The Zaya Show, Zaya sits down with Kristen — co-host of the A Little Bit A Lot Podcast and two-time Black Podcast Awards nominee — for a raw conversation about what it means to be perfectly unfinished. Together, they dive into the ups and downs of mental health, the beautiful messiness of growth, and the way pop culture mirrors our own journeys of becoming. Through laughter, vulnerability, and personal stories, Zaya and Kristen remind us that being unfinished doesn’t mean we’re incomplete — it means we’re evolving.
The party’s over—but the music is just getting started. On this episode of The Zaya Show, I sit down with the powerhouse duo Dec Serrano—Dyl Travers and Anthony Jakobs—to peel back the curtain on their debut EP, No More Parties. From the electrifying rush behind creating Smile to the raw emotion pulsing through Vices, we journey into the heart of their sound and the stories that shaped it. Expect bold laughs, unfiltered truths, and a backstage pass into how two artists are rewriting what it means to chase the music and live the dream.
In this episode of The Zaya Show, Zaya unpacks what it really means to put on a smile when life feels heavy. We’ve all had those moments where we laugh along or keep a cheerful face, even when it doesn’t match what’s happening inside. Scripted Smiles is an honest conversation about why we do it, how it affects us, and what it looks like to move from masking our emotions to embracing them. This episode is about finding authenticity, letting go of the pressure to always “be okay,” and reminding ourselves that it’s perfectly human to feel more than we show.
Season 9 of The Zaya Show kicks off with a heartfelt reminder that happiness is always closer than we think. In this premiere, Zaya reflects on what joy looks like in everyday life and how we can welcome it, even during life’s tougher moments. He also shares a glimpse into the exciting themes and conversations coming this season, from creativity to community, and everything in between. When the Sun Comes is an open invitation to start fresh, sip your coffee, and join Zaya on a journey of finding light, laughter, and meaning together.
In this heartfelt and restorative episode, Zaya is joined by Erykah Holloway, the insightful host of Take 30 Podcast, for a soul-deep conversation on the many layers of healing. Together, they explore what healing looks like on an individual and collective level, unpacking the myths, pressures, and realities of the journey. From honoring your emotions to setting boundaries and reclaiming your voice, this episode is a gentle reminder that healing isn’t linear — it’s sacred, messy, and beautifully personal.
As part of the When the Sun Comes series, this conversation helps set the tone for Season 9 of The Zaya Show, reminding listeners that liberation starts from within. Tune in for a nourishing moment of reflection, sisterhood, and soft power.
In the highly anticipated season 8 finale of The Zaya Show, Zaya embarks on a personal journey to rediscover his passion for life after a period of self-doubt. The episode opens with Zaya feeling uninspired and disconnected from the world around him, questioning his purpose and what truly makes him happy. He reflects on past moments of success and joy but finds himself struggling to reconnect with the spark that once drove him.
As Zaya begins to take small steps toward self-discovery, he reaches out to friends, mentors, and family for guidance. Each conversation sparks a revelation, reminding him of the importance of embracing vulnerability, creativity, and taking risks. He revisits old hobbies, starts journaling, and even steps outside his comfort zone to try new experiences.
The episode culminates in a powerful moment when Zaya hosts a special live broadcast, sharing his journey of rediscovery with his audience. He opens up about his struggles and how he learned to find joy in the process, rather than just the outcome. The finale ends on a hopeful note, with Zaya reclaiming his spark and expressing his excitement for what’s to come in the next chapter of his life.
The season concludes with a heartwarming message: that even in moments of uncertainty, we all have the power to reignite our passion and find our way back to what truly lights us up.
Episode Title: “A Love Letter to Myself”
In this heartfelt episode of The Zaya Show, Zaya takes a moment to pause and reflect on the defining experiences that have shaped his journey. From moments of triumph to trials that tested his resilience, Zaya crafts a poignant “love letter” to his past, present, and future self. Through candid storytelling and introspection, he revisits milestones like finding his voice in theatre, navigating heartbreak, and embracing his authentic self.
This episode serves as a reminder of the importance of self-love, growth, and honoring the journey that makes us who we are. Tune in for an emotional and empowering conversation as Zaya celebrates the moments that made him—and inspires listeners to write their own love letters to themselves.
In this exciting and fun-filled finale of the year, we welcome the incredibly talented vocalist and Broadway enthusiast, Taleya, to the show for a deep dive into Wicked: The Story of Good. Together, we revisit the magic and music of Wicked's first part, exploring its unforgettable characters, iconic songs, and the bond between Elphaba and Glinda.
Taleya shares her unique perspective on the emotional depth and vocal challenges of the show, offering insights into what makes Wicked a timeless favorite for theatre lovers. But that's not all – we also chat about the upcoming Wicked Part Two, speculating on what twists and turns we can expect, especially after the jaw-dropping cliffhangers of the first part.
This episode is packed with theatre-coded lingo, inside jokes, and tons of excitement for the Wicked fandom. Whether you're a die-hard fan or new to the Wicked world, you’ll feel the energy, passion, and love for Broadway. It’s the perfect way to close out the year with Taleya and a deep dive into one of the most beloved musicals of all time!
Tune in for the ultimate theatre lover’s conversation – Wicked-style!
In this hilarious and light-hearted episode of The Zaya Show, Zaya takes a playful dive into the unsung heroes of the holiday season: parents and everyone else who plays "Santa" behind the scenes. This Year I Played Santa is a comedic exploration of what it's really like to be the gift-giver, from sneaky shopping trips to last-minute wrapping struggles. Zaya shares personal stories and funny observations about the "Santa" role, giving much-needed credit to the hard work that goes into creating the magic of the season. Tune in for laughs, relatable moments, and a reminder that while Santa might get all the glory, it's the real-life gift-givers who truly make the holidays special!
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In this special holiday edition of The Zaya Show, we dive into the meaning of ZAYMAS, a celebration of joy, unity, and creativity. Host Zaya explains the origins and significance of ZAYMAS, sharing how it embodies a spirit of togetherness and fun. The episode offers listeners tips on how to create a memorable holiday celebration, focusing on embracing traditions, exploring new festive activities, and spreading positivity. Whether you're gathering with loved ones or celebrating solo, Zaya encourages everyone to tap into the spirit of ZAYMAS for a joyful, meaningful holiday season. Tune in for inspiring ideas on making the most of this unique time of year, all while having fun and building lasting memories.
Celebrate the holidays with ZAYMAS and let the spirit of joy guide you through this festive season!
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In this heartwarming episode of The Zaya Show, Zaya tackles the topic of celebrating the holidays solo with style and joy. Christmas Party for One is all about embracing the season, even if you're spending it alone. Zaya shares creative ways to make your own holiday celebration fun and meaningful, from crafting personalized traditions to indulging in favorite festive foods. With tips on creating a cozy atmosphere, setting up fun activities, and connecting virtually with loved ones, this episode reminds listeners that the holiday season can still be filled with joy, laughter, and self-care—no matter how many people are around. Tune in to discover how to turn your solo Christmas into a special, unforgettable experience!
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In this inspiring episode of The Zaya Show, Zaya sits down with the multi-talented Nekeith to uncover her journey through the glitz and grind of Hollywood. From her first steps into the music scene to carving a space for herself as an actress, Nekeith shares the highs, lows, and pivotal moments that shaped her career.
Together, Zaya and Nekeith dive into what it truly takes to thrive in an industry driven by dreams and challenges, while staying true to yourself. From her creative process to navigating representation in Hollywood, this conversation offers a candid look at resilience, authenticity, and the magic of storytelling.
Tune in for an engaging discussion that will leave you inspired to chase your passions, no matter the odds!
IN THIS EMPOWERING EPISODE, ZAYA SHARES HIS PERSONAL JOURNEY OF REDISCOVERING HIS CONFIDENCE AFTER PERIODS OF SELF-DOUBT AND INSECURITY. REFLECTING ON MOMENTS WHERE HE FELT LOST OR UNCERTAIN ABOUT HIS PATH, ZAYA EXPLAINS HOW EMBRACING HIS VULNERABILITIES HELPED HIM REGAIN A SENSE OF POWER. HE EXPLORES THE TURNING POINTS THAT LED TO RECLAIMING HIS CONFIDENCE, FROM STEPPING INTO HIS AUTHENTIC SELF TO CHALLENGING SOCIETAL NORMS ABOUT MASCULINITY. THROUGH CANDID STORYTELLING, ZAYA INSPIRES LISTENERS TO OWN THEIR NARRATIVE AND FIND THEIR INNER STRENGTH, NO MATTER HOW LOST THEY MIGHT FEEL.
THIS EPISODE SERVES AS A MOTIVATING REMINDER THAT TRUE CONFIDENCE COMES FROM WITHIN, AND IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO REDISCOVER IT.
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In this episode of The Zaya Show, I’m joined by the incredible Erykah Holloway, host of the Take 30 podcast. Together, we dive deep into the roots of people-pleasing, sharing our personal struggles with insecurities and the challenge of embracing our authentic voices. Erykah opens up about her journey in podcasting, the obstacles she’s faced in owning her space, and how she’s learned to set boundaries. We also discuss the societal pressures that drive us to seek external validation and how we can break free from those patterns to prioritize our mental and emotional well-being. Tune in for an honest, empowering conversation about finding your voice and choosing yourself unapologetically.
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In this inspiring episode, Zaya sits down with the multi-talented Chaselyn Wade Vance—an actress, producer, drag queen, and transgender trailblazer. As the actor and co-producer of TRANSFOLK, a groundbreaking digital drama series, Chaselyn opens up about the joys and challenges of telling authentic transgender stories on screen. Together, they discuss the power of representation in media, the transformative impact of sharing diverse narratives, and how TRANSFOLK is changing the way audiences view the lives, loves, and struggles of transgender individuals. Join this intimate conversation about identity, creativity, and the importance of seeing our truths reflected in the stories we tell.
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IN THE "JOURNEY TO SELF-LOVE" EPISODE OF THE ZAYA SHOW, ZAYA SHARES HIS PERSONAL EXPERIENCES WITH SELF-DISCOVERY AND THE CHALLENGES OF EMBRACING HIS TRUE IDENTITY. HE DISCUSSES THE IMPORTANCE OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE, SETTING BOUNDARIES, AND NAVIGATING SOCIETAL PRESSURES, PARTICULARLY AS A MEMBER OF THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY. ZAYA OFFERS INSIGHTS ON HOW TO CULTIVATE SELF-LOVE THROUGH VULNERABILITY, REFLECTION, AND COMMUNITY SUPPORT, ENCOURAGING LISTENERS TO PRIORITIZE THEIR WELL-BEING AND EMBRACE THEIR AUTHENTIC SELVES UNAPOLOGETICALLY. THE EPISODE AIMS TO EMPOWER LISTENERS TO TAKE THEIR OWN JOURNEY TOWARD SELF-LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE. INSTAGRAM: The_ZAYA_SHOW