Hey friends, this one’s real and raw. Joanna and I dove into some heavy stuff — sharing my journey, my struggles, and how God has been walking me through it all. I talked about growing up in a Christian home, rebelling, and how depression and partying took over for a while. I hit rock bottom, but God met me there in the mess and gave me a second chance at life.

Joanna helped me walk through what it’s like raising our boys, Logan and Luke. Logan’s autistic and constantly overcoming, and Luke, well... Luke’s got a long list of medical challenges, including daily seizures. It hasn’t been easy — from managing diagnoses to facing moments where we’ve had to revive Luke — but God has been faithful. There are days I feel overwhelmed, but I know the Lord is holding us through every storm.

Anxiety has been part of this journey, but God keeps reminding me: “Let go, Kayleen, I’ve got this.” Even though life with Luke can be unpredictable, I know my God is good. Whether the miracles happen tomorrow or in heaven, I choose to trust Him.

So yeah, it’s messy, but it’s beautiful too. God’s used these challenges to deepen my faith and grow me in ways I never imagined. I’m learning to embrace the little wins — a smile from Luke, Logan saying new words — and trust that God’s hand is over it all.

Thank you for listening, for holding space for my story. And remember, it’s okay not to have it all together. We serve a good, faithful Father who meets us exactly where we are.