
The story continues! What happens when you publicly declare your commitment to vulnerability? Life immediately tests you.
In this deeply personal follow-up to my what was essentially my first travel vlog, I'm reading directly from my journal to share what unfolded in the month after I recorded that raw cathedral experience.
From dream prophecies that came true to therapy breakthroughs about being "master's favorite dog" - this is the messy, magical, utterly real chronicle of what de-armoring actually looks like in practice.
I share the intimate details of learning to trust my intuition through muscle testing, navigating opportunities where I almost betrayed myself, co-facilitating a Circle ceremony exploring our "roses and thorns," and the profound shift from an era of "I want" to "I have."
This episode also touches on what unfolded with the Global Sumud Flotilla - how despite every boat being illegally intercepted by Israeli forces, the people of Gaza were able to fish for the first time in months while the navy was occupied. It's a reminder that even when direct action is blocked, love and solidarity create unexpected openings.
Ways to support Palestinian liberation:
- Learn more about the flotilla and those detained
- Contact your representatives to demand they pressure for the release of humanitarian workers and an end to the genocide (the flotilla site gives great resources for contacting reps)
- Listen to Ahmed's story from Gaza
- Support Palestinian mutual aid and relief efforts like Medical Aid for Palestinians
This isn't a polished how-to. It's the raw journal entries of someone actively practicing what she preaches about vulnerability, complete with the confusion, the tears, the breakthroughs, and the inexplicable synchronicities that happen when you truly surrender to love over fear.
Perfect for: Anyone in the messy middle of transformation, souls learning to distinguish wisdom from armor, and anyone curious what happens when you actually commit to vulnerability in real time.
Here's the yoga practice I mention by Christy.
Content note: Contains discussions of medical procedures, trauma healing, humanitarian crises, and intimate personal revelations.