In this deeply personal and initiatory episode, I share a raw, unfiltered reflection on what it means to walk through the fire of the meta-crisis. Global collapse. Personal loss. Spiritual awakening. Radical reinvention.
From the ashes of a violent marriage, the unraveling of my YouTube career, and the sudden death of my father, to the sacred thresholds of psychedelic ceremony, queer love, gender awakening, and ancestral pilgrimage—this is the story of my becoming. Of breaking open to become something new.
This spoken word offering is an invocation for anyone who finds themselves in the liminal.
For those unraveling, aching, awakening.
For those caught in the chrysalis, longing for wings.
For those who sense—deep down—the world isn’t ending... it’s initiating.
I also share an invitation into our next Metamorpho™ immersion in Tulum this and the launch of the Chrysalism™ Fund—a pay-it-forward scholarship model designed to support those in active transformation. Whether you're feeling called to attend or to help sponsor someone else's sacred becoming, I hope this episode plants a seed in your soul.
đź‘‚ Thank you for listening. May it find you where you need it most.
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✨ To join the next Metamorpho™ (May 23–26, 2025) apply here or support someone else's wings or find more information about scholarships email: magic@iamelevenxx.com
🦋 Read the full essay on Substack here
🎧 Listen, breathe, and be transformed.