My grandpa had this dream my mom told me about that I was a preacher. As somebody whose spiritual values align WAY off from anything remotely related to religion, I think it speaks to how all this is held together.

I align with a lot of Yoga philosophy and I’ve integrated bits and pieces of what points me in the direction of what in Demon Slayer (anime) is referred to as the Transparent World. What’s beautiful about this too is that the main character wins his battles after struggle and getting his ASS whipped, but his intention in protecting humanity, he radiates an energy of reawakening, reminding the enemy who they were. Now this doesn’t have a happy ending but it shows that the demons are stuck in their suffering story only to be set “free” from it by being reminded through the light our main character shines.

- my bad that went into something not for this platform yet or podcast episode lol so lemme get you your description -

I walk a tight rope between reality and the dream world. I imagine myself doing a thing before u do it as a practice for teaching myself that I’ve experienced the thing before. They say sleep is the cousin of death, which if that’s the case, what makes for the cousin of life? Is it reality, is it dreams or nightmares, meditation? Or all of em!?

I believe there’s a usefulness to navigating stigma if we can tap into that world and bring it into the one you love in. I’m not saying discard the body, the mind or the limitations. I’m saying to align your dreams with the laws of nature. Don’t jump off a building thinking you can fly. Don’t do any illegal shit. This is an invitation to do what all spiritual, religious, and self help coaches and teachers tell us which is to look within. Look at you aside from identities of the body and with that same angle you see these aspects of self, look at your waking reality.

ONE OF THESE has to align to the other and that’ll be whichever you give the highest quality of awareness to.

If herpes Keeps you from dating, stigma keeps you from socializing, you fear rejection and being outcast, think of those thoughts as your dreams because that’s where those come from. So what you see in reality is that and you live those rules. If you challenge those thoughts with behaviors in reality, notice if the thoughts change and become supported by reality around you.

That undercurrent of consciousness, the dream of reality is where the intersection brings up the Neutron of the atom. Think of the proton as stillness, and electrons as the constant motion of reality. You, the neutron right there, are the choice, awareness, presence that navigates the duality of the two, and this episode serves as a nudge for you to look in that direction of the inner world AND bring something out of that to be expressed and experienced in reality with us!

Don’t escape us though lol please don’t. Bring it to us. Gimme them dreams! Show em off to us, tell us about that dream of yours that is your lived experience so we can sing along, dance to your rhythm created through your lived experience. That’s the beauty of life. Entering that transparent world of dreams through sleep, visualization, meditation, (sometimes medication, masturbation, or procrastination)!

Enjoy this episode of SPFPP and lemme know what ya think. Feels good to me to say this stuff I been holding on to outloud so thanks for listening.