Jane grew up with an addicted, abusive, & absent mother. After finally running away to live with her dad, Jane believed she was free from her mom.

But actually, Jane slowly changed into her mom.

By the time she was 29, she was addicted to alcohol, Adderall, & cocaine & had the blood pressure of someone on the verge of a stroke.

But at 29, Jane was also ready to change.

This is the story of how she got out of addiction with old-fashioned determination, and how she’s trying to heal the wound under it with something new:

Psychedelic therapy.

Chapters

(00:00) Intro clip

(03:24) How Jane got clean.

(06:32) Why Jane started psychedelic therapy.

(09:43) The first session.

(15:35) The moment on the ride back.

(18:17) Ugly “lives in me.”

(20:22) The second session.

(29:32) The difficult session.

(44:21) Dissociation returns.

(47:11) Jane’s plan.

Secret Wilderness' theme song is “Winter Solstice” by Löwenzahnhonig. Released by Inselgruppe, published by A Tree in a Field.