I'd been thinking if this should be back posted or forward, but decided I shall keep the momentum of the weekly thing going.
So this episode covers my first post op thoughts; I probably might have forgotten most of what was being thought or discussed, but mostly how it was way tougher than I thought.
Having the most peg in a prolonged period, together with an unforeseen extension of surgery duration, I came back with my body like a piece of beaten up flesh.
And there's even abit of... Hallucination; I supposed it was the low I thought I'd be in (then).