Taking recovery discussion to a different level. Bringing comedy and the lighter side of sober living along with educating non-alcoholics and alcoholics. Hear real stories unfiltered.
Taking recovery discussion to a different level. Bringing comedy and the lighter side of sober living along with educating non-alcoholics and alcoholics. Hear real stories unfiltered.
One prayer. One big win. A thousand bad bets. This week we sit with a story that refuses to blink: from a first jackpot and comped rooms to forged signatures, meth-fueled investigations, DUIs, and a 400-foot plunge that somehow wasn’t the end. The chase for the next high becomes a full-time job—slots, credit kiting, Costco rug scams, fake IDs—until the truth finally breaks through in a courtroom where a judge gives one last chance and honesty becomes the only strategy left.
We walk through the parts that rarely get airtime: how process addictions like gambling and bulimia got misread as “less serious” while alcohol and drugs ran cover; how shame and secrecy kept rewiring choices; and how family dynamics of control, image, and rescue poured gas on a fire that wouldn’t stop. The details are messy and human—Vegas jackpots, a bookie named Ted, rehab romances, crack paranoia in a locked garage, custody battles, and a mother’s fury in a courthouse aisle. It’s wild, but the hinge of the story is plain: accountability over victimhood, service over self, and a decision to live in sober housing long enough to become the person running it.
You’ll also hear what recovery looks like after rock bottom: a sponsor who reads the Big Book line by line because comprehension is a barrier; rebaptism and a faith that feels alive, not performative; and the hard admission that process addictions can still creep in when stress peaks. We pull back the curtain on the recovery industry too—kickbacks, light-touch programs, and insurance incentives that reward churn over change—and talk about building care that’s ethical, transparent, and matched to real needs.
If you’ve ever believed your past has the final word, this conversation offers a different ending. Subscribe, share this with someone who needs hope, and leave a review with your biggest takeaway—what part of this story challenged you to tell the truth about your own?
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A quiet prayer sets the tone, then the truth rushes in. We sit with Concetta as she maps a childhood of tight control and big love, school years tangled by dyslexia and undiagnosed ADHD, and a relentless need to be seen that bloomed into bulimia and blackout drinking. No melodrama, just the kind of detail you only share when you’re done hiding: raisins in the lunchbox while everyone else had Ding Dongs, a first drunk that turned into a public spectacle, and the way shame can feel like destiny when approval seems tied to your body and behavior.
College offered freedom without guardrails. She gamed the system, outdrank everyone, and used her eating disorder to extend the party. An arrest exposed cracks her family tried to plaster over with treatment aimed at food, not booze. A fast-track marriage checked every box on paper—older attorney, big wedding, picture-perfect home—but left her starving inside. Motherhood brought a pause, then the restlessness roared back: secret affairs, a devastating choice, and the slow collapse of boundaries that once felt unbreakable.
Then came the track. A racehorse named after her. A triple that hit. A pick six that nearly did. Gambling lit up the same circuits as alcohol and bulimia—risk, reward, attention, control—without the mess, until the mess caught up. Concetta’s candor is the point: how control and shame can incubate addiction, how smart people make impossible choices, and how honesty can start to pry open a way out. We end on a cliffhanger—twenty-six arrests and four counties of probation—with part two on the way.
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What if the thing you’re most afraid to say is the exact key that unlocks your freedom? That’s where we start: with a prayer, an intention to be real, and the kind of honesty that makes sobriety livable at home, not just in a meeting.
We trace the Big Book’s roots back to the Sermon on the Mount, 1 Corinthians 13, and the Book of James to show why action-based faith beats white-knuckling every time. Step One gets clarified—powerless and unmanageable are two different admissions—and Steps Four and Five come alive as the place where secrets lose their grip. You’ll hear why “you’re only as sick as your secrets” isn’t a slogan but a strategy, how to choose a sponsor who takes you through the work (and when to switch), and why humility shows up best as gratitude in motion.
This conversation is family-deep. The wives speak openly about what changed: patience, fewer assumptions, and honest check-ins about triggers, fatigue, and trust. We lay out practical guardrails for real-life tests—travel, all-inclusive settings, old routines—and name the “Big Three” that keep sobriety stable: prayer, fellowship, and working with others. We also tackle amends with nuance—owning your part while holding firm boundaries around harm—plus a crucial warning about over-serving until home suffers. Tradition One gets personal: protect unity by protecting your capacity.
What stands out most is the texture of hope: a teenage son modeling integrity, laughter breaking tension, and the reminder that vulnerability isn’t weakness—it’s the doorway to relief, connection, and a marriage that actually grows. If you’re early in recovery, a spouse trying to support well, or someone stuck between dry sober and truly free, there’s something here you can use today.
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A wedding speech that kept getting soaked with tears. A 911 call that saved a friend who doesn’t remember it. A sponsor who hits a wall because “please in the morning, thank you at night” turned into “I’ll get to it later.” This one is unfiltered and full-hearted. We invited our wives back to talk about what balance really costs in recovery, marriage, and work—and how gratitude becomes more than a feeling when God moves to the center of the room.
We trace the arc from rehab to real life: why plans after discharge have to be about staying sober, not fixing everything at once. We unpack the Serenity Prayer as a practical blueprint—accept what you can’t control, take courageous action where you can, and ask God for the wisdom to know the difference. Steps 10 and 11 take front seat, too: daily inventory to keep ego from calcifying, and prayer and meditation to keep conscience contact current. Along the way, we get honest about burnout, boundaries, and why a weekly “no commitments” day can save a marriage. There’s laughter—a double-yolk “three-egg” omelet that wrecks a planner’s brain—and there’s real talk about grief, faith, and leading at home without becoming a martyr to the calendar.
Our wives ground the conversation with what it felt like to carry the house, then slowly hand leadership back over years, not months. They ask for what matters: presence, humility, and follow-through. We share how physical practice (hello, jiu-jitsu) helps bleed off stress, how scripture and the Big Book align in surprising ways, and how faith becomes family culture when we live it instead of posting it. If you’re wrestling with work pressure, recovery service, marriage rhythms, or just trying to be spiritually fit without faking it, this conversation meets you where you are and points you toward progress, not perfection.
If this resonated, follow the show, share it with a friend who needs it, and leave a quick review. What small practice keeps you steady right now? Tell us—we’re listening.
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The path to genuine freedom in sobriety often runs through our most difficult relationships. In this raw and moving conversation, we explore the transformative power of making amends—not just as a step in recovery, but as a profound act of healing that ripples beyond ourselves.
Our guests share deeply personal stories of reconnecting with ex-spouses after years of separation. One describes flying across the country for a five-minute conversation that changed everything, while another recounts finding the perfect moment at a funeral to finally take responsibility for past mistakes. These stories reveal that true amends aren't about seeking forgiveness or easing our conscience, but about offering peace to those we've harmed while taking full ownership of our actions.
We dive into the spiritual foundation that makes such healing possible. As one guest puts it, "On the other side of obedience is peace." The discussion explores how surrendering to a higher power creates a natural flow in life—contrasted with the forced, manipulated experiences of active addiction. This spiritual awareness becomes the compass for navigating both recovery and daily challenges.
The conversation shifts to innovative approaches in addiction treatment, with fascinating insights about brain mapping, genetic testing, and the importance of addressing underlying mental health issues. Yet the most powerful message emerges about treatment itself: "If you think rehab will keep you sober, don't unpack. This is about stopping the bleeding." Real recovery happens through ongoing community, spiritual growth, and daily practices.
Whether you're in recovery, supporting a loved one, or simply curious about the transformative journey from addiction to freedom, this episode offers honest wisdom about how confronting our past creates space for an authentic future—one where we're no longer defined by our mistakes but by our courage to make things right.
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What happens when faith meets addiction recovery? Kat's story is a powerful testament to finding freedom through both spiritual awakening and the 12-step program. With raw honesty, she shares her journey from teenage drinking to maintaining a decade of sobriety—revealing the complex dance between faith, fellowship, and personal accountability.
Kat takes us through her early years when alcohol first made her feel comfortable in her own skin, through her development of a "double life" as a high-achieving student who partied in secret. Her story pivots when she finds Christianity at 18, experiencing several years of faith-based sobriety before career pressures lead to drinking again, culminating in a devastating spiral that nearly ends at a train track in California.
The conversation delves into the fascinating science of equine therapy, where Kat explains how horses—able to detect human heartbeats from 100 yards away—become powerful healing partners for those in recovery. This connection to animals provides a therapeutic bridge that medication alone cannot offer.
Perhaps most valuable is Kat's insight into long-term recovery: "Just like alcoholism is progressive, sobriety is progressive." She describes how "the road narrows" the longer you stay sober, requiring increasingly deeper spiritual work and personal growth. Her journey illuminates why simply knowing Jesus differs from walking with Him, and why abstinence alone never addresses the underlying spiritual malady of addiction.
Whether you're struggling with substance use, supporting someone who is, or simply curious about the intersection of faith and recovery, this episode offers profound wisdom about healing, accountability, and finding purpose in pain. Join us for this intimate conversation about transformation that happens one day at a time.
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What happens when life goes sideways in recovery? When carefully laid plans crumble and unexpected tragedy strikes? Jason returns to Recovery Unfiltered to share a raw, emotional story that tests the limits of "living life on life's terms."
The journey begins with Jason's excitement about attending the International AA Convention in Vancouver—his first since getting sober. But as his departure approaches, warning signs appear: canceled accommodations, vanishing flights, and transportation nightmares. Despite these obstacles, Jason presses forward, feeling obligated to the friends he'd encouraged to join him.
Then comes the devastating midnight call: Rooster, Jason's beloved "sobriety dog" who had been with him since early recovery, has escaped during Fourth of July fireworks. Hours later, they learn he's been struck by a car and killed. The loss plunges Jason into what he describes as "the darkest place I've felt in six years of sobriety."
Through tears and vulnerable conversation, the guys explore critical recovery concepts: recognizing when God is closing doors in our lives, understanding the true meaning of group conscience, and examining our motives. "If you make a decision based on fear, guilt, or shame," one host observes, "if your motives are wrong, the decision is wrong."
Jason's story powerfully illustrates that recovery doesn't shield us from life's heartbreaks, but it does give us tools to navigate them without returning to addiction. His willingness to share such profound grief demonstrates the healing power of honest connection with others who understand the journey.
Listen in as the Recovery Unfiltered crew demonstrates once again that authentic, unguarded conversation creates space for both laughter and tears—and might just offer exactly what you need to hear today. Have you experienced moments when life's detours revealed unexpected wisdom? Share your story with us and discover you're not alone on this path.
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Finding peace amid the chaos of your own mind might be recovery's greatest challenge. In this eye-opening episode, Stefani shares her remarkable journey from addiction to awakening, revealing how the 12 Steps silenced the cruel voices that had dominated her thoughts for years.
"The steps removed so many voices in my head that I didn't know existed until they were gone," Stefani reflects, describing the vicious internal dialogue that kept her trapped in patterns of self-hatred long before substances entered the picture. Her story illuminates how isolation becomes both symptom and perpetuator of addiction—a psychological prison built brick by brick through years of trying to fit in where she didn't belong.
We dive deep into the raw realities of recovery, from the exhaustion that can masquerade as depression to the societal conditioning that leaves many women feeling perpetually inadequate. Stefani's journey toward embracing nonconformity offers a powerful metaphor for recovery itself: "I spent my whole life trying to fit a circle into a square...if I'm a fucking circle, I'm a fucking circle and I'm gonna go find other circles and we're gonna be happy."
The conversation takes unexpected turns through discussions of metal detectors, Chinese food in Mexico, and Stephanie's almost miraculous legal reprieve after eight years with a felony warrant. Throughout these seemingly disparate topics runs a consistent thread—recovery doesn't just mean getting sober; it means discovering who you truly are beneath years of masks and misconceptions.
Whether you're personally in recovery, love someone who is, or simply seek deeper understanding of the human condition, this episode offers wisdom, laughter, and the profound reminder that authentic connection is the antidote to isolation. Subscribe now, leave a review, and join our growing community of people committed to honest, unfiltered conversations about what it really takes to transform your life.
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What begins as an ordinary story of teenage experimentation spirals into a harrowing journey through addiction's darkest corners. Stefani—raised in a loving, stable home with law enforcement connections—never imagined she'd become trapped in a cycle of heroin dependency and sex trafficking. Yet one casual drug experience in high school set her on a path that would ultimately cost her everything.
With remarkable candor, Stefani reveals how her "bar kept lowering" after each boundary she crossed. From a promising softball scholarship to being sexually assaulted on campus, from losing custody of her son to surviving three different trafficking situations, her story shatters misconceptions about who can fall victim to exploitation. Most chilling is her insight into how traffickers operate—not through dramatic kidnappings, but through calculated manipulation of vulnerability, particularly addiction.
The most powerful aspect of Stefani's testimony isn't the darkness she endured, but the light she eventually found. Now six months sober, she's rebuilding her relationship with her daughter and using her experiences to help others recognize the warning signs of trafficking. Her journey demonstrates that recovery is possible even from the most desperate circumstances.
This episode serves as both a stark warning and a beacon of hope. Stefani's experiences highlight how addiction creates vulnerability that predators expertly exploit, while proving that no matter how far someone falls, redemption remains possible. For parents, educators, and anyone concerned about these intertwined crises, her insights provide valuable perspective on recognizing and preventing exploitation before it begins.
Have you noticed warning signs in someone you care about? Are you struggling yourself? This conversation reminds us that reaching out for help isn't weakness—it's the first step toward reclaiming your power.
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Ever wonder what truly protects us from relapse? It's not white-knuckling through triggers or avoiding life's challenges – it's something far more powerful.
The conversation dives deep into the nature of fear in recovery, specifically the fear of relapse that haunts many on the sobriety journey. Through candid personal stories and powerful insights from both recovery literature and lived experience, we explore how faith serves as the antidote to fear. As one participant powerfully states, "Faith means courage. All men of faith have courage, not fear."
We unpack the crucial distinction between merely believing in recovery and having genuine faith – the kind that requires action. "You believed that chair would hold your weight, but you didn't have any faith until you put your ass in it." This practical wisdom extends to when someone is ready to sponsor others, challenging conventional timeframes and focusing instead on spiritual awakening through working the steps.
Perhaps most powerfully, we explore the concept of finding "serenity to match calamity." True peace isn't the absence of life's storms but the ability to remain centered within them. Through unexpected encounters with past resentments and opportunities for spontaneous amends, we see how recovery offers not just sobriety but a transformative way of navigating life's challenges.
Whether you're new to recovery or have years of sobriety, this conversation offers fresh perspectives on overcoming fear, building faith, and finding peace regardless of external circumstances. Join us for insights that might just transform how you view your recovery journey.
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What happens when the weight of trauma becomes too heavy to bear? In this raw and deeply moving episode, we sit down with Jim, a retired Assistant Fire Chief with 33 years of service, who takes us through his harrowing journey with alcoholism, PTSD, and ultimately, a suicide attempt that changed everything.
Jim's story begins in a large Irish Catholic family where drinking was normalized from an early age. By 13, he was already developing a relationship with alcohol that would follow him through high school, college, and into his career as a firefighter. Rising through the ranks to Assistant Chief, Jim appeared successful on the outside while internally battling demons that grew stronger with each traumatic call.
The conversation takes a powerful turn as Jim recounts responding to three SIDS deaths in a single day, spending hours with decapitation victims, and witnessing families burned alive in mistaken arson attacks. Without proper mental health support, he turned to alcohol to numb the pain, leading to failed marriages and increasingly self-destructive behavior.
The most gripping moment comes when Jim describes his suicide attempt in vivid detail – from the crushing despair that led him to put an AR-15 under his chin, to the miraculous misfire that gave him a second chance, to his brother somehow finding him on a remote mountain road. You'll feel every emotion as he describes his journey through rehabilitation specifically designed for first responders, where he finally began addressing both his alcoholism and severe PTSD.
Now 17 months sober, Jim shares how he's rebuilding relationships with his sons, enjoying his role as a grandfather, and finding peace in a simpler life. His story serves as both warning and inspiration for anyone struggling with addiction or mental health issues, especially first responders carrying the weight of traumatic experiences.
If you or someone you know is battling addiction or having thoughts of suicide, this episode offers hope that recovery is possible, even from the darkest places. As Jim reminds us, sometimes our greatest purpose comes from sharing our hardest struggles with others who need to hear them.
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Shawn shares his journey from growing up in a household where drinking was normalized to finding sobriety and reconciliation with his oldest daughter after years of addiction and separation.
• First introduced to alcohol at age five when his mother gave him Schlitz malt liquor for a head injury
• Military career cut short after testing positive for cocaine, returned home to continue cycle of addiction
• Made the devastating choice to step away from his daughter's life when she was six years old
• Hit rock bottom after experiencing hallucinations during a methamphetamine binge
• Found sobriety in 2015 and has maintained it for almost 10 years without traditional 12-step programs
• Recently reconnected with his oldest daughter who told him "I don't blame you"
• Credits his wife Mary for supporting his continued growth and helping facilitate reconciliation
• Now raising their two-year-old daughter with intention and awareness
If you're struggling with addiction, know that it's never too late to make changes. Recovery isn't a destination but a journey, and healing is possible even after years of separation and pain.
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What happens when our emotional development gets frozen by addiction? How do we learn to process feelings we've been numbing for decades? This powerful episode brings together voices of lived experience and professional expertise to explore the profound connection between mental health and recovery.
The conversation begins with a fascinating examination of perspective in sobriety. Rob shares his belief that he's never had "bad days" in recovery, only "hard days" – a cognitive reframe that Dr. Rachel identifies as precisely the kind of thought pattern adjustment that helps people heal from depression. This opens up a deeper discussion about how addiction arrests emotional development, with Larry vulnerably sharing how he "didn't learn how to love until getting sober" and how recovery has awakened both beautiful connections and painful sensitivities he never experienced in active addiction.
Mental health professionals Paul and Dr. Rachel offer invaluable insights throughout, explaining depression's hereditary components, warning signs, and treatment approaches. They illuminate the crucial distinction between chemical interventions like medication and psychological work through therapy, while emphasizing that many people need both. The panel explores how depression manifests differently – some withdraw while others overcompensate with activity – helping listeners identify concerning patterns in themselves or loved ones.
Perhaps most powerfully, the group examines emotional intimacy as the heart of both addiction and recovery. Dr. Rachel defines it as shared experience and genuine connection, explaining how many use substances to either facilitate or avoid this vulnerability. Recovery communities provide a framework for developing authentic connections through honesty, sponsorship, and service – creating the emotional foundation that sustains long-term sobriety and mental well-being.
Whether you're struggling with addiction, mental health challenges, or supporting someone who is, this episode offers compassionate understanding and practical wisdom for integrating treatment approaches and building the connections that heal. Listen now to discover how addressing both conditions simultaneously creates the strongest foundation for lasting recovery.
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When Stefani stepped onto the softball field at Sacramento State on scholarship, no one could have predicted the dark journey ahead. Her story shatters the myth that sex trafficking only happens to certain types of people from certain backgrounds.
Raised in a loving home with a law enforcement family, Stefani's path to addiction began subtly through a high school relationship. What started as experimental pill use spiraled after a sexual assault left her traumatized and withdrawn from college. Without support, she found herself gravitating toward increasingly dangerous situations and substances.
The most devastating turn came when she lost custody of her infant son. Homeless and desperate, Stefani became vulnerable to traffickers who recognized her isolation. Over three harrowing years, she endured different forms of exploitation before a miraculous escape that she credits to divine intervention. Even then, her battle wasn't over – she was shocked to discover she was pregnant again only when she went into labor.
Now six months sober, Stefani speaks with remarkable clarity about how easily anyone can become trapped in trafficking. "They don't go after girls raised in the streets who would call their bullshit," she explains. "They target women like me, women like your daughters." Her insights into traffickers' tactics – from the false savior to the violent controller to the manipulative boyfriend – provide crucial education for parents, educators, and young people.
Stefani's journey toward recovery reveals both the depths of human cruelty and the heights of resilience. Her willingness to share her darkest moments serves as both warning and inspiration – a reminder that no matter how far we fall, redemption remains possible. Her focus now? Building a healthy life with her daughter and using her experience to help others recognize the warning signs she missed.
This episode contains discussions of sexual assault, addiction, and trafficking that may be difficult for some listeners. It also contains profound insights about healing, forgiveness, and finding purpose in pain.
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The mountains speak to us in recovery. That special place where rivers merge becomes a profound metaphor for the spiritual transformation we undergo in sobriety—where God enables us to "match calamity with serenity." One host shares how returning to this sacred spot after gaining sobriety brought tears of gratitude rather than just momentary escape.
What does love truly mean in recovery? Before sobriety, many of us believed we understood love, but as one host powerfully states, "I didn't know what love was until I got sober." Through working the steps and embracing recovery, we discover that authentic love involves giving without expectation—a concept entirely foreign during active addiction when self-centered thinking dominated every relationship.
The conversation takes a challenging turn as the hosts grapple with a pressing ethical dilemma: how to handle relationships with those who continue dangerous drinking behavior. When someone repeatedly drives intoxicated, putting countless lives at risk, what responsibility do we have? Where is the line between compassion and enabling? One host's wife cuts through the uncertainty with stark clarity: "My children drive on that road. It's our fucking business."
Even amid these weighty topics, lighter moments emerge as hosts share stories about navigating everyday frustrations sober—like keeping cool in backed-up Home Depot lines—and rediscovering family connections through shared meals and traditions. These seemingly ordinary experiences take on extraordinary significance when viewed through the lens of recovery.
The episode concludes with exciting announcements about upcoming guests, including behavioral health professionals who'll bring expert perspectives to complement the lived experience that forms the backbone of this podcast. Whether you're newly sober or decades into recovery, these forthcoming conversations promise valuable insights for navigating the complex terrain of life without alcohol.
Join us on this authentic journey through recovery's challenges and triumphs. Subscribe now and be part of a community that speaks the unfiltered truth about what it means to rebuild a life worth living—one day at a time.
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What do you do when you can't directly make amends to someone you've hurt long ago? How do you release the guilt of harmful words spoken decades in the past? These questions haunt many in recovery, and in this episode, we unpack the transformative power of "living amends."
The conversation begins with Larry sharing highlights from an AA convention in Canada, where a speaker's powerful message resonated deeply: "Higher powers will happen with or without me. Alcoholics Anonymous and the third step in particular is the invitation for me to get on board so I can stop getting dragged behind it." This sets the stage for a profound discussion about moving beyond our past actions.
Paul, with nearly 37 years of sobriety, offers wisdom on making living amends: "I don't do the things to them that I used to do." This deceptively simple statement contains depths of meaning—true amends isn't just saying sorry, it's becoming someone new. The hosts share practical ways they embody this principle: smiling at strangers, asking "Who can I love on today?" before leaving home, and shifting focus from self to service.
The most powerful revelation comes when discussing self-honesty. Many find their obsession with alcohol leaves at the exact moment they stop lying to themselves about who they are. This radical truthfulness—refusing to justify, rationalize, or minimize—creates the foundation for authentic change and makes the entire recovery journey easier.
We also explore the heartbreaking reality that we can't save everyone. People move at "the speed of pain," changing only when staying the same becomes too painful. This recognition doesn't mean we stop caring—it means we approach others with compassion, meeting them where they are without judgment, while being available when they're finally ready.
If you're carrying guilt about past actions or struggling to make amends that seem impossible, this episode offers hope through practical approaches to living differently today. Join us for a conversation that might just transform how you view your recovery journey and your relationship with your past.
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What happens when a homeless alcoholic who had resigned himself to "drinking and drugging to death" finds recovery and transforms his life completely? Paul story answers this question with raw honesty and profound hope.
Paul takes us through his journey from a childhood of constant relocations to his early drinking at age 13, through failed suicide attempts, living in his car, and abandoning his family—to eventually finding recovery in 1988. With unflinching candor, he describes the moment he experienced clinical death during a suicide attempt while in the Navy, floating above his body as medical personnel performed CPR, declaring "he's not breathing and his heart's not beating."
The transformation that followed his surrender to recovery is nothing short of remarkable. Never having graduated high school, Paul returned to education, eventually earning advanced degrees in nursing with a specialization in psychiatric and mental health care. Today, with 37 years of continuous sobriety, he serves as a Senior Vice President for Behavioral Health for a major healthcare system with over 150 hospitals.
What makes Paul's perspective particularly valuable is his unique combination of lived experience, professional education, and administrative expertise. As he works to improve mental health and addiction treatment systems at state and national levels, he carries with him the powerful awareness that "I almost got thrown away." This drives his compassion for those still suffering, particularly people experiencing homelessness and mental illness.
Throughout the conversation, Paul reminds us that recovery isn't just about stopping drinking—it's about building a life of purpose and service. His story demonstrates that no matter how far someone has fallen, recovery remains possible when that moment of clarity finally arrives and we're ready to accept help.
Whether you're struggling yourself or love someone caught in addiction, this episode offers both practical wisdom and the gift of hope. Listen, share, and remember: your past doesn't determine your potential.
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Fifty-two episodes. One year of sobriety stories. Countless lives touched.
This special anniversary episode takes you behind the scenes of Recovery Unfiltered's remarkable first year. Larry and Rob, joined by their wives Katie and Bonnie, reflect on how a vision born from tragedy—a son lost to fentanyl—transformed into a beacon of hope for those battling addiction.
The journey hasn't been without challenges. From setting up the studio (and carrying a surprisingly heavy tile table upstairs) to navigating sensitive conversations, the hosts share candid memories of building this platform from scratch. But the rewards have been immeasurable: three confirmed listeners entering treatment, guests healing through storytelling, and bridges rebuilt between estranged friends and family members.
What makes this retrospective especially powerful are the honest revelations about which episodes resonated most. Brad and Grace's marriage recovery story continues to draw listeners, while the raw vulnerability of guests like Nathan, whose transformation they've witnessed firsthand, demonstrates recovery's profound impact. The hosts also acknowledge a truth often overlooked—the silent partners who make their work possible, as their wives share perspectives on supporting men dedicated to helping others find sobriety.
As they look toward the future with plans for video content and non-profit status, their commitment remains unwavering: no sponsorships that might compromise their message, just authentic conversations about finding serenity in sobriety. Whether you're new to the podcast or have been listening since day one, this episode captures the heart of what makes Recovery Unfiltered extraordinary—the courage to speak truth and the compassion to help others heal.
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What happens when the spotlight turns to those who've weathered addiction's fiercest storms—not as alcoholics themselves, but as the wives who stayed? In this powerful episode, hosts Larry and Rob invite their wives, Katie and Bonnie, to share their side of the recovery story.
Katie reveals how family vacations became sources of resentment rather than joy as everything centered around Larry's next drink. "I had just become independent... doing my own thing," she explains, detailing the subtle isolation that crept into their marriage. Meanwhile, Bonnie shares her initial denial, believing her husband couldn't possibly be an alcoholic because "he never missed a day of work" and "never missed a paycheck"—until a hospital visit where doctors asked Rob if he had "a friend who could walk your daughter down the aisle, because you'll never make it."
The conversation takes unexpected turns as both women describe discovering hundreds of hidden bottles, witnessing medical crises, and making difficult decisions about their futures. When Larry entered treatment during COVID, Katie faced skepticism from counselors who claimed her husband "hadn't bought into the program," creating new worries about their financial stability and path forward.
Yet behind these hardships emerges a profound story of transformation. Both wives unhesitatingly prefer the men their husbands became through sobriety—men who learned to feel deeply, communicate openly, and love authentically. As Larry shares, "The love I have for her now is just... I never felt that before."
Whether you're supporting someone in recovery or navigating your own journey, this intimate glimpse into marriage after addiction offers both comfort and hope. The road isn't easy, but as these couples prove, relationships can emerge from addiction's shadow stronger and more genuine than ever before.
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Larry and his daughter Maranda explore her perspective on his alcoholism and recovery journey, creating a powerful conversation about family healing, forgiveness, and moving forward together.
• Maranda shares childhood memories of her father as a church deacon with an "open door" home for those in need
• Larry's first drink came after gastric bypass surgery in 2007, setting the stage for his later addiction
• The family noticed Larry's drinking worsening around 2014-2015 when Maranda was having her first child
• A series of traumatic events including their dog drowning and family tensions escalated Larry's drinking
• Maranda reveals the pain of hearing her father blame his drinking on her and her husband's past struggles
• Larry had no memory of making this hurtful statement, highlighting how addiction creates wounds we don't recall
• Larry entered rehab in April 2022 after his "moment of clarity" when he ceased fighting and surrendered
• Recovery strengthened both Larry and Maranda's faith, creating healing and new family dynamics
• The conversation ends with mutual expressions of love and forgiveness, showing the ongoing nature of healing
If you're struggling with addiction or supporting someone who is, remember that recovery is possible. Reach out to others, attend meetings, and know that your journey affects everyone around you—both in addiction and in recovery.
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