If you're having trouble deciding whether or not phalloplasty is for you, watch this video, it might help give critical context to your thoughts and doubts. Throwing it out there that it's okay to feel a lot of anxiety and stress leading up to your bottom surgery. It's okay if that stress blocks you from feeling the excitement that made you book it in the first place. Many post-op guys have confirmed these experiences leading up to phallo and that despite hard recoveries, the excitement and connection they have with their cocks return.
Comment below and tell me how your pre-op anxiety is going or how it did go if you're post-op! The life coach who helped me with this critical question is named Kara Barr. She specializes in LGBTQ life coaching, especially for those who have evangelical parents and want to work on those relationships. You can find her here: https://www.karabarrcoaching.com/
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