I think the moral of this story is that people should stop trying to impress people they never wanted to like in the first place.  Like it might sound harsh how I was talking about trans, but I wasn’t saying it in a transphobic manner.  I simply believe that it’s foolish to put so much of your inner toil trying to convince someone you already know is lost to accept you.  You don't need them to accept you.  Focus your energy on the people around you who do like you for who you are.  And if there are no people around you who do, it might be time to consider making a big shift, and moving somewhere that you think you'll be more comfortable being yourself in.  It might be hard, but wouldn’t that be a better risk to take and a better last-ditch effort to do before considering killing yourself or doing something demonic like a mass murder?  I for one think it is.