i’m been gone for a minute, but i’m back w. the jump off! in this episode, i fill you in on the last year of my life. bro, im about to be your favorite esthetician’s, favorite esthetician. *the title has nothing to do w. the episode. i’ve decided to name my episodes after songs. 😄*

quick little check in. 🤭

three lessons i’ve learned from a recent connection.

i had an interaction w. a gentleman on saturday, read a beautiful book on sunday, and this is how i had the realization that i deserve the fairytale.

on this episode, i talk about where i’m at in my life.

i’ve been seeing/hearing the word vulnerable EVERYWHERE and i think Sky Daddy is trying to tell me something.

men always have so much to say when a big woman is getting shown love.

in this episode, i’m talking about what i deserve in my life going forward and what i’m not tolerating anymore.

TW: i talk about weight and s**ual a*sault in the episode.

i went on my first date!

when you’re in a relationship, make sure that you’re maintaining your social life OUTSIDE of your partner.

giving my opinion on some things that have taken place in the last couple weeks. i went to vegas, the infamous slap, and a death by stabbing…yikes.

my expectations for 2022. edit * i kept saying 2020 but i meant 2022.

the power dynamics between men & women and how men just won’t tell us the truth about what they want from us.

i went on a date…almost. 👀

tw: eating disorder. in this episode i discuss my eating disorder and how fucking disappointing it is that we haven’t come that far in regards to weight, beauty, and dating. sorry if i was all over the place. it’s been awhile.

talked to a man for 3 weeks and i’m already done w. him.

the frightening way some men handle rejection.

on this episode i talk about feminine energy & masculine energy and how i’m not attracted to men who have more feminine energy than me.