Send us a text Will my husband and I break a 2x generational chain that my family keeps playing out? Watching my life play this chain has made me want to run so far away from reality. What will we do? Repeat it? Break it? Time will only tell. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text It's been a long time since I have updated you all on Savannah's health and it's the MAIN reason why this podcast hasn't been constant anymore. Which I truly am sorry for. It's been a roller coaster and honestly, I don't know which update to post. I have so many but here is the latest one since we came down for a summer of fun. You can hear my frustration, anger, sadness but you do end up hearing moments of relief as well. I recorded this episode at the beginning of summer. So ...

Send us a text The 19th Love Theory is about how the person you dated at 19 is the villain to your origin story. When I fell down this rabbit hole I realized how this theory really played a role in my life. Not only did I have a toxic relationship at 19 but I was later someone else's toxic villain in theirs!! Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text Pink Theory is another tiktok rabbit whole theory that I have fallen down and one I am grateful to have. I watched women share their inspiring stories on how they took their power back and reclaimed their feminine energy back by reclaiming the color pink. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text Finally getting to all the episodes I have prerecorded and had no internet to post! This episode explains why you will hear me talk about being in the south and how we got to this point. Why in episodes you will hear me talk about being down here why my husband is working on and expanding his business. Life/god/universe through us into this world wind of adventure and I'm giggling at this episode now that it's August. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome ...

Send us a text Have you ever heard a tiktok sound bite or a trending song and it smacked you in the face and triggered you into a spiral??? No, just me okay cool. You can hear me trying to process this trigger while trying to justify the past while also thinking why did it have to be me. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text Last year over the holiday's I had to learn I couldn't be the savior the "Go to person" this episode was prerecorded and with the death of my grandma I just couldn't bare to edit this one for a while. To have to choose my daughters health over seeing my grandma kills me to this day. I have such regret, but I know it's what we had to do. I am just grateful that I had an understanding support system and honestly god has his own plans. I ended up being there for my dad when he nee...

Send us a text As life was unfolding, I was up late at night recording my emotional wave and the thoughts of how life was too short especially while navigating my grandma being sick and then eventually passing a way while also dealing with my the falling out with my inlaws. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text Have you ever watched yourself playing a video game... I mean truly have you ever noticed yourself playing a game and realizing that you are playing EXACTLY the way you are in real life? If you haven't or have no idea what I am talking about listen in because I noticed how my kid, husband and I all play a simulation game the same way we handle life. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: I...

Send us a text Human Design has taught me so much about my emotional wave to the point I can see and watch others who I know are also emotional authorities. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text The Podcast isn't going ANYWHERE! Sorry for the delay and the months of nothing I LITERALLY had weak Wi-Fi and couldn't upload episodes. So, thank you for sticking with me during this crazy time! I have prerecorded episodes from WAY back in the day that I will upload either 2 at a time or just throw them up all at once. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail....

Send us a text Have you ever felt the energy shift whether it's the energy of someone or something.... maybe even a place give off an energy. Well for me I always know when it's time to go before it's time to go. The universe starts sending signs and then the energy shifts. If my husband doesn't get an "Invitation" then he will ignore the signs until it's no longer ignorable and an invitation smacks him in the face. Listen in as I explain what I mean, what signs the universe gives and h...

Send us a text What's funny is I recorded this back in January and I am uploading this in March.... you will understand in a couple of episodes why I am referencing this. I find it comical that I am finally editing episodes that make so much sense now. Funny how the universe works. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text When you ask people for space it can be received differently depending on the person and what it might bring up with in them. Some will respect the fact you need space in order to process what's going on and what happening. While others will take it as an insult and find ways of making the space into more than what it is. We asked for space in from two different people in two different times in our life and yet we look back and see how different each person's reactions have bee...

Send us a text Have you ever listened to something and it STOP you DEAD in the tracks and reminded you of something you once forgot or a core memory pops up. This happened to me when I heard an audio on Tiktok on my FYP (For you Page). It hit me to my core and brought up some major shadows of mine. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text I love that I got to edit this one this week. It's fitting for what is going on right now. It's like I had to relisten to myself and hear EXACTLY what I needed to hear to remind myself that this moment in time may have a villain but it's all happening for us not to us. We place blame, shame and project on to people the villain title. Sometimes we hold those people, places and things with that title for years and even some our whole lives. Not only do we place people as th...

Send us a text Peeling back a layer of this mother wound and finding understanding of WHY this wound affects me and others around me. When the mask of learning your parents are human..... the question becomes can I truly surrender and forgive in order to move on or do I hold on to this wound and never give forgiveness. * Finally getting to all my saved unedited episodes * Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjorda...

Send us a text I am finally getting to edit so many episodes I prerecorded. Here is a reflection back after choosing to listen to the runes and use the cup theory during the holiday times. Thanks for Listening! Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text What can I say.... I am full of wounds and this one is one I never thought I would have this take on. Yes this is layered and cuts deep but I am just starting to understand some of this wound while watching others struggle with it and taking space to process it all with a new sense of clarity. Thanks for Listening! Follow for more awesome content FB: @intotheshadowswithjordan IG: @intotheshadowswithjordan Email: Intotheshadowswithjordan@gmail.com

Send us a text There has been so much going on in the background and I have started to unpack it all and I am finally able to share some of it with you. These past few episodes have put a spotlight on somethings but this isn't a part of all that. Over the past few months my grandma was sick but we didn't know how sick until it was to late. While dealing with other things like my daughter's health with cystic fibrosis I wasn't able to say goodbye and the harsh reality of this life of hav...