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I Need Blue
Jennifer Lee
109 episodes
1 week ago
Her daughter’s absence became Barbara’s purpose: to break cycles of alienation, pain, and silence. For Barbara, it began with a lifetime of not belonging—first in her family, then in a broken marriage that spiraled into a fight not in court, but in the fragile space between mother and child no parent should ever face. Parental alienation twisted love into fear, turning her daughters against her with cult-like intensity. She watched in anguish as her children grew terrified of being seen with ...
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Her daughter’s absence became Barbara’s purpose: to break cycles of alienation, pain, and silence. For Barbara, it began with a lifetime of not belonging—first in her family, then in a broken marriage that spiraled into a fight not in court, but in the fragile space between mother and child no parent should ever face. Parental alienation twisted love into fear, turning her daughters against her with cult-like intensity. She watched in anguish as her children grew terrified of being seen with ...
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True Crime
Society & Culture,
Health & Fitness,
Mental Health,
Documentary
Episodes (20/109)
I Need Blue
Barbara: Alienation Silenced Her—Then She Lost Her Daughter
Her daughter’s absence became Barbara’s purpose: to break cycles of alienation, pain, and silence. For Barbara, it began with a lifetime of not belonging—first in her family, then in a broken marriage that spiraled into a fight not in court, but in the fragile space between mother and child no parent should ever face. Parental alienation twisted love into fear, turning her daughters against her with cult-like intensity. She watched in anguish as her children grew terrified of being seen with ...
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1 week ago
33 minutes

I Need Blue
Sifu James DeFillips: Real-World Self-Defense & Awareness During the Holidays
Have a plan before you need it. The holiday season brings excitement—and dangerous distractions. Between shopping lists, phone notifications, and crowded parking lots, it’s easy to let your guard down. But awareness is your greatest defense. Train yourself to look up, scan your surroundings, notice who’s near your vehicle, and trust your instincts when something feels off. Distractions make you vulnerable; habits make you safe. Small choices like pocketing your phone, walking with confi...
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2 weeks ago
24 minutes

I Need Blue
John: Recovery, Redemption, and Community Rebirth - Feed The Lambs
"A child doesn’t care how much you know till they know how much you care," ~ Kenya From a nine-year crack addiction to 28 years of sobriety and service, John’s story shows the power of surrender and redemption. On July 22, 1995, sitting in a jail cell after being arrested for stealing, he prayed: “Lord, if you could just take this desire away… I’ll serve you till I die.” Nearly three decades later, John has kept that promise, living free from drugs, alcohol, and cigarettes, and dedicating his...
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3 weeks ago
47 minutes

I Need Blue
Theresa: From Rape Survivor to a Voice of Strength, Breaking the 17-Year Silence
Theresa’s courage proves that even after 17 years of silence, a voice can rise stronger than the violence that tried to silence it. When Teresa heard glass shatter that Saturday morning in March 2007, she had no idea her life was about to change forever. What followed was a horrific sexual assault in her own home—a place that should have been her sanctuary. For eighteen years she has carried this trauma, reliving it each March through recurring nightmares. Despite a thorough police investigat...
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1 month ago
47 minutes

I Need Blue
Ashley: Tech Meets Trauma, Helping Domestic Violence Victims
One night on a dark New Orleans street, Ashley was held at gunpoint. But instead of panicking, she did something unexpected—she hugged the mugger. That moment of compassion wasn’t random; it was the result of a life shaped by trauma and healing. Ashley had learned that unhealed pain often repeats across generations, and she was determined to break that cycle—for herself and others. With a Harvard background in data and AI, Ashley could have chosen a traditional path. Instead, she built Persep...
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1 month ago
38 minutes

I Need Blue
Jason: He Served His Country—Now He Serves His Brothers: A Military Veteran’s Journey to Healing
Some heroes don't wear capes—they open their garage doors. Jason's bimonthly poker nights have become a sacred space for military personnel and first responders seeking something deeper than cards: genuine brotherhood. Behind the camaraderie lies Jason’s own battle—his service in the Coast Guard exposed him to trauma that embedded deep, leading to PTSD, and later, injuries during his time in the Army. Like many who serve, he struggled with vulnerability—finding it harder to ask fo...
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2 months ago
58 minutes

I Need Blue
Adam: Shots Fired; The Call That Changed Everything
As a child, Adam watched police cars race past his window, dreaming of becoming an “ER car man.” That dream came true through military service and police work—until a call to Walmart on April 8, 2016, changed everything. Confronted by a woman with a hatchet, Adam made a split-second decision to use deadly force. Though cleared by investigators, the incident triggered a silent battle with PTSD. “I knew what I had done. I changed lives. I took her life, I changed my life,” he says. What follows...
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2 months ago
58 minutes

I Need Blue
Furry First Responders: How Dogs Support Mental Health After Crisis
When tragedy struck Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School in 2018, Laura—a licensed school psychologist—found herself on the front lines of grief and trauma. But amid the heartbreak, she witnessed something remarkable: therapy dogs offering comfort in ways words couldn't. That experience sparked the creation of Everyday Feathers Foundation, a non-profit dedicated to supporting families facing canine cancer while promoting mental health through the healing power of dogs. Laura's journey from ed...
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3 months ago
33 minutes

I Need Blue
Diane: When Goodbye Comes Without Warning
When the unthinkable happens without warning, how do we find our way through the darkness of grief? Diane’s world shifted forever when her husband Harry passed away suddenly in January, just days after returning from what would be their final vacation. What began as minor indigestion on a cruise excursion turned out to be something far more serious. Despite zip-lining and horseback riding without complaint, Harry was unknowingly living with three severely blocked arteries. His cardiologist wo...
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3 months ago
46 minutes

I Need Blue
A Drunk Driver Took Claudia's Life; Remember for Change
From Grief to Action: Honoring Claudia, Preventing Tragedies When Tim and Melanie lost their 33-year-old daughter, Claudia, to a drunk driver on February 7, 2021, their world was shattered in an instant. Claudia, adopted as a teenager from Guatemala, was a vibrant part of their blended family—full of love, complexity, and growth. In the wake of unimaginable grief, Tim and Melanie chose not to be silent. Supported by Mothers Against Drunk Driving (MADD), they turned their heartbreak into...
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3 months ago
35 minutes

I Need Blue
Nichole: When Daddy's Love Comes with Bruises
What happens when you finally name the trauma that’s shaped your life? Nicole’s powerful story of surviving childhood physical abuse reveals the journey from silence to truth. For 40 years, she carried the weight of her father’s violence—hit at age five, chased in fear, and witnessing her mother being choked—all while believing it was “normal.” Even 1,100 miles away, a simple phone call from him could trigger panic. Her desperate need for his approval shaped her life—until she realized the cy...
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4 months ago
48 minutes

I Need Blue
Shala: Breaking Generational Trauma, Building Futures - Treasure Coast Girls Coalition
From childhood trauma to becoming a fierce protector of young girls, Shala’s journey is a testament to healing and purpose. After losing the grandmother who raised her, she was thrust back into chaos—pregnant at 14, trapped in abuse, and raising two children alone. Yet somehow, she graduated high school on time. “How did I do it?” she wonders. Her answer: boundaries, self-love, and an unshakable will to break cycles. Shala founded Treasure Coast Girls Coalition to be what she once needed—a sa...
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4 months ago
50 minutes

I Need Blue
Jeff: A Badge, a Battle, a Breakthrough: The Real Story of a Florida Police Officer
A single ride-along changed Jeff Otis’s life forever, launching a 26-year career in law enforcement marked by tragedy, trauma, and ultimately, profound healing. His journey began with heartbreak when a fellow officer and friend was killed during a routine call—while Jeff was still in training. From that moment, he lived under constant hypervigilance, navigating standoffs, officer-down situations, and countless traumatic crime scenes. Through raw, honest conversation, Jeff pulls back the curta...
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5 months ago
42 minutes

I Need Blue
Safe Families for Children of the Treasure Coast Chapter- From Crisis to Support
When a desperate mother walked into a foster care group home asking for help, the psychologist's response, "until something bad happens, I can't help you," led her to say, "If you don't help me, something bad is going to happen." This moment sparked the creation of Safe Families for Children, an organization that now spans over 100 chapters across the U.S. and internationally. Safe Families addresses the needs of vulnerable parents by offering volunteer-based support networks, connectin...
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5 months ago
34 minutes

I Need Blue
Mika: Her Dad Becomes a Hero, Saving Her from a Murderous Boyfriend
Step into the incredible journey of Mika, a survivor who faced unimaginable trauma yet emerged with a message brimming with hope and resilience. Her story begins in a humble household, set against the backdrop of immigrant struggle and love. Micah shares how her upbringing instilled a sense of responsibility and a strong moral compass, shaping her into the empowered individual she is today. But life took a dramatic turn when red flags in her relationship blurred her judgment. What began as a...
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6 months ago
45 minutes

I Need Blue
Season 5 Introduction to I Need Blue
Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61567221068683 Website: https://ineedblue.net/ Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/i-need-blue/id1567450935 Loved this episode? Leave a review and rating on Spotify or Apple Podcasts. Purchase my book or Audiobook: Why I Survived: How Sharing My Story Helped Me Heal fr...
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6 months ago
1 minute

I Need Blue
Chad and Allison: Their Journey with Osteogenesis Imperfecta
What happens when two people with the same rare genetic disorder fall in love? Chad and Allison's love story defies the challenges of Osteogenesis Imperfecta (OI), a condition that causes brittle bones. Chad, born 20" long, overcame a grim doctor's prognosis, defying expectations with humor and determination. Growing up in Mississippi, he excelled in school and built a successful career as a government contractor. Allison's OI journey included numerous hospital stays and challenges, but she r...
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7 months ago
39 minutes

I Need Blue
Nicole: Navigating Birth Trauma, Child Loss, and the Healing Power of Storytelling
Meet Nicole, a resilient mother who shares her harrowing birth trauma experience while giving birth in Germany only to discover she would be fighting for her son Owen’s survival. Birth trauma is a deeply personal and often overlooked experience that can stem from medical complications, lack of support, or feeling powerless during childbirth. The emotional and physical impact can linger long after delivery, affecting mental health, relationships, and even future pregnancies. Healing from birth...
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7 months ago
49 minutes

I Need Blue
Doug: A Navy Veteran’s Journey of Surviving Suicide, Mental Health Advocacy, and Hope
Doug's inspiring journey highlights overcoming childhood bullying, finding purpose through sports, and serving in the Navy despite a near-drowning experience. After leaving the military in 1984, he battled depression, failed relationships, and two suicide attempts. Seeking direction, he re-enlisted, deployed to Iraq in 2004, survived an ambush and a life-threatening infection, and was later medically retired. Feeling abandoned, he turned to veteran advocacy, mental health awareness, and mento...
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7 months ago
45 minutes

I Need Blue
Trish: Surviving Stage Four Cancer and Finding Peace
Trish is a retired dentist, a devoted mother of two, and a loving wife. She built a successful practice in Charleston, South Carolina, before life took an unexpected turn. After selling her practice earlier than planned, she and her husband moved to West Virginia, where she was suddenly diagnosed with stage four uterine cancer. What was initially believed to be a terminal prognosis turned into an incredible journey of survival. Through the care of exceptional medical professionals, the unwave...
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8 months ago
26 minutes

I Need Blue
Her daughter’s absence became Barbara’s purpose: to break cycles of alienation, pain, and silence. For Barbara, it began with a lifetime of not belonging—first in her family, then in a broken marriage that spiraled into a fight not in court, but in the fragile space between mother and child no parent should ever face. Parental alienation twisted love into fear, turning her daughters against her with cult-like intensity. She watched in anguish as her children grew terrified of being seen with ...