In the chapter 'The Wrongful Desires' I narrated the experience of my healing journey, where I figured out the processing of different brain parts. While trying to develop the relationship between those brain parts, I realized that my desire to return to the people responsible for my trauma is not because of their love. It is the idea of love that I have been expecting from them since childhood. The same people who hurt me in the past fed these ideas to my brain. When my brain gets activated under various dangers, it immediately looks for a safe space. The nexus of neurological wires play with my body like soothing destruction. Listen to the podcast to know how I managed to continue my healing with the help of my healers.

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