Living with Borderline Personality Disorder means existing in emotional extremes, craving connection and fearing it at the same time. It’s trying to explain a kind of pain that never fully fits into words.
In this episode, I unpack what it actually feels like to live with BPD and how I’m learning to heal through it.
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I dated someone who never wanted sex and it made me question everything about myself. In this raw and honest episode, I open up about the loneliness, confusion, and self-doubt that come with being in a sexless relationship and what it taught me about desire, worth, and healing.
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In this episode I am joined by my best friend and licensed therapist, Nikki Roy, for a brutally honest conversation about sobriety. From the awkward reality of fitting in, to the shocking shifts in sex and intimacy, to the way it completely rewires how you see yourself and the world around you.
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From church pews to sex parties. In this episode I unpack my religious upbringing, the shame it planted around sex, and how I’m undoing it all through my recent experiences at sex parties. This one is unfiltered and unforgettable.
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This episode was recorded when I was at my lowest point. Alone in Bali, battling depression, heartbreak, imposter syndrome, and a near relapse. No plan. No notes. Just me, raw without curation, talking about BPD, loneliness, and how isolating it feels when your mind becomes your heaviest weight.
If you’ve ever felt like you were barely holding it together, this one’s for you.
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“I think I’m a lesbian.”
I said it. And this is the story of how I got here. Full episode on Patreon, this is one you don’t want to miss.
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AM I A LESBIAN MASTER DOC
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Season two finale, baby! In this episode I dive into the highs, the lows, the growth and the lessons I learned so far. I drop some big news on where life is taking me next and share a sneak peek of what’s coming in season three — trust me, you won’t want to miss this one.
In this raw and vulnerable episode, I open up about a dating experience that took an unexpected turn and the powerful lesson it left me with—trusting my intuition, no matter what.
In this episode, I dive into questions from my listeners. I tackle a variety of topics that highlight the complexities of the human experience. From everyday struggles to deeper reflections, I share insights and personal anecdotes to foster connection and understanding.
In this episode, I dive into the profound and often overwhelming pain associated with breaking free from generational trauma. I share the various challenges and emotional struggles that have emerged as a result. This episode is a raw and honest exploration of the dual nature of this journey—both the suffering endured and the inner tranquility gained from choosing a different path for myself and future generations.
In this episode, I explore how prioritizing self-love profoundly impacts your life and all your relationships. I discuss navigating the nagging societal pressures to be in relationships. I also share the significant growth I’ve had since choosing to stay single.
In this powerful episode I am joined by my dear friend Nikki Roy as we dive into the topic of self esteem, how it develops for women, and how we navigate learning who we truly are in this world.
In this mini episode, I dive into the transformative concept known as the "Let Them" theory, introduced by Mel Robbins. I share the profound impact it has had on my life and how it can also help improve yours.
In this episode, come along with me on a captivating journey as I delve into my experiences during my three month excursion in Bali. I'll recount the highs, the lows, and everything in between, offering a glimpse into the profound impact this journey had on me.
In this episode I share my reflections and emotions since going through an immersive healing experience in the jungle of Bali. I discuss why self love is the highest frequency and how you can achieve it.
In this episode I share my experiences with traveling solo while sober & how it has impacted me. I discuss the challenges that can come with it, the empowerment, peoples reactions & everything in between.
In this episode I am joined by Marie Gerard, a friend from Belgium I have made while traveling Bali. We take turns asking each other questions that range from what are your favourite pizza toppings to when was the last time you hit rock bottom in your life. This is both an entertaining & wholesome episode to tune into.
In this episode I continue to share my journey of solo travelling along with the experiences that have shifted my emotions. I share some of the conversations I've had with people on my journey that has helped give me insight into my own struggles.
In this episode I share the deeply emotional side of solo traveling and how it can surface parts of you that are unhealed. I share my current situation and what I’m struggling with.
In this episode I explain in depth what it is like living as a woman in a man’s world. I share my own personal struggles, fears and experiences in hopes to inform men on how they can be allies with us women.