In this episode Kayla and her sister in law Jordi sit down and explore themes of faith, mentorship, and personal struggle in an honest conversation. They discuss the need for strong mentors, how to handle disappointment, and the importance of preserving hope and joy during difficult seasons. The episode also examines the influence of media on spiritual well-being, the reality of spiritual warfare, and the gift of prophecy. Centered on identity in Christ, this discussion encourages listeners to seek God’s direction in every aspect of their lives.

So happy you are here! In this episode Kayla sits down with two of her best friends Megan and Cooper, for an unfiltered conversation on how cultural shifts have demasculinized men, exhausted women, and disrupted the balance between the two. Through raw conversations and biblical insights, they break down how fear of a better option, comfort, and “nice guy” conditioning are holding men back and how women’s empowerment culture sometimes feeds that very passivity. We also dive into how porn has distorted men’s perception of relationships and how the addiction to variety destroys intimacy and long-term connection. Cooper brings powerful, practical advice for breaking free from passivity and taking real steps toward walking in the roles God designed for men and women.

In this episode Kayla sits down with her sister Clareta for a conversation about what happens after you say “yes” to Jesus. From learning to walk in your new identity to exploring the gifts of the Spirit, this episode is all about growing deeper in faith and walking out your purpose with God. We give practical encouragement and talk about holy habits that will keep you close to Jesus.

In this episode, Kayla opens up about her personal journey of learning to hear the voice of God. She shares practical ways to recognize and discern when God is speaking and offers encouragement for anyone longing to experience a deeper connection with Him. If you’ve ever wondered how to truly start hearing God’s voice in your own life, this episode is for you.

In this episode Kayla gets vulnerable and shares what God has been teaching her in a season that’s felt painful and stretching. She talks about how obedience can sometimes feel like loss, but also how God uses those moments to refine our faith and remind us that surrender always leads to freedom. Together we will dive deep into the importance of discipline, fighting against the temptation of disappointment and discouragement, and how a life lived on the altar actually results in peace and deeper intimacy with God. 

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her sister Clareta, for an unfiltered messy “sister talk. They talk all things purity, modesty, cussing, and boundaries in relationships. Together, they dive into what it has looked like personally to navigate these topics as Christian women in today’s culture.  They get honest about the pressures, the grace, and the freedom that comes from conviction, surrender, obedience, and a heart after Jesus.

Have you ever felt like there is no way you could ever forgive let alone find freedom in forgiveness? If so, this is the episode for you. Kayla shares her journey of forgiveness and healing after experiencing trauma and abuse. She discusses the challenges of forgiving those who have hurt her, the importance of healing with the Lord in the process, and how her faith has played a crucial role in her journey. There is so much freedom, peace, and joy in forgiveness and God wants to go on that journey with you so that you will experience it to the fullest. 

If you’ve ever battled insecurity or felt like you’ll never measure up, you’re not alone. In this episode, Kayla shares about how she has struggled with insecurity, how she learned to step out of the comparison trap, and rest in the unshakable truth of who she is in Christ. Together, we’ll explore how the gospel speaks a better word over our worth, how to quiet the lies that keep us stuck, and how freedom begins when we believe we are already chosen and fully loved. My hope is that you’ll walk away encouraged, lighter, and more confident in the identity God has given you.

What do we do when it feels hard to believe God is truly good? In this episode, Kayla dives into the reality of spiritual warfare and how we can stand firm in the armor of God. She shares her own journey of learning to surrender her perspective of what’s good and bad, and how God’s truth anchors us when we feel weak.

Welcome back! In this episode Kayla is joined by her sister Clareta once again, who turns the mic around and interviews Kayla! Kayla opens up about her personal journey of faith and how she wrestled with trust, healing, and identity after past hurts. Together, they unpack the struggle of trusting God after trauma, the process of rebuilding trust in the church, and how easy it is to carry old wounds into new relationships. Kayla also shares honestly about the party scene, how her identity was once wrapped in what boys thought of her, and how she discovered that true freedom is only found in Christ. This raw and hope filled conversation encourages listeners to lean into God’s character, embrace community, and pursue a deeper relationship with Him, no matter their past. You are never too far gone!

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her dad as he opens up about his experience inside the cult, how he got through the hardest thing he’s ever faced, and the process of untangling the lies he was taught. He talks about the wrestle of the very place that promised you truth and safety becoming the source of some of his deepest wounds. His story is raw, redemptive, and a testimony that God is in the business of turning pain into purpose, turning tragedy into victory, just as He showed us on the cross.  

In this solo episode, Kayla opens up about the lonely parts of faith, the moments of doubt, being misunderstood, and the struggle of obedience. If you have ever stepped out in faith only to wonder if it was supposed to be this hard, this episode is for you. Kayla talks about the beauty in the midst of the struggle, how God is worth every costly yes, and that His Presence and the intimacy cultivated in the fire is something that can never be taken away. You are not alone, God is with you every step of the way, and He is faithful to see us through.

In this episode, Kayla sits down with her best friend Allison who opens up about the loss of her dad and the faith she carried for his healing, only to be met with God’s ‘no.’ She shares honestly about navigating the pain of unanswered prayers, stepping into a new season of life, and realizing that it, too, brought unexpected challenges and more prayers that weren’t answered the way she hoped. Through it all, she’s learning what it means to trust God daily, even when the path is harder than expected. This conversation is about grief, faith, and the courage to keep walking with God when His answers look different than ours.

In this episode, Kayla is joined by her sister-in-law Jordi, for a heartfelt conversation on what it really means to hear God’s voice, and the courage it takes to follow it. Kayla and Jordi talk about how saying “yes” to Him often comes with risk, uncertainty, and the unknown and how it always leads to His faithfulness. Jordi shares the story of how she met Kayla's brother, the steps of obedience she’s taken along the way, and what she’s believing God for right now. If you’ve ever wrestled with trusting His voice when the path isn’t clear, this episode will remind you: God never fails His children.

In this solo episode, Kayla opens up about her experience with anxiety and depression, and what it’s been like to ask God for healing that hasn’t come in the way she imagined. She talks on how through the waiting and the questions, God has shown more of who He is: present, faithful, full of grace, and still able. This is an honest conversation about trusting Him in the middle of it and not just on the other side. This one is raw, real, and full of hope for anyone still in the middle of their story.

Welcome Back! In this episode, we dive into the often overlooked season between promise and fulfillment—the waiting. What do you do when God speaks a word over your life but the breakthrough hasn’t come yet? How do you hold onto faith when the timeline feels uncertain and circumstances are showing no evidence of fulfillment. Join us as we talk with Mikayla Haines about the beauty and challenge of waiting on God. We explore what it means to praise in the in-between, the tension between losing hope and clinging on to faith In God, and how God meets us in the silence with purpose.Whether you’re in a waiting season or walking with someone who is, this conversation will remind you that delay doesn’t mean denial—and there’s worship to be found in the waiting.

Welcome back! In this week’s episode, our host Kayla is joined by a special guest—her sister, Clareta. Together, they open up about the hardest season of their family’s life: walking through heartbreak, deep loss, and the aftermath of the controlling religious cult they grew up in. Through Clareta’s eyes, we hear what it was like to wrestle with disappointment, spiritual trauma, and the quiet question that changed everything: Will I still say yes to God? This is a vulnerable conversation about the cost of surrender, the ache of trying to keep trusting when it feels impossible, and the fight to believe God is still who He says He is. And through it all, we return to this truth: our “yes” doesn’t come from pressure—it comes from love. And that love never left.

Welcome to the very first episode of Faith Through the Fire!! In this episode our host, Kayla shares the heart behind the podcast—why it exists, and the story she’s held onto. Raised in a religious cult marked by fear, manipulation, and abuse, Kayla spent years without the freedom or even the words to describe it. This is her journey of healing, honesty, and hope—and she’s inviting you to walk alongside her. Praying that you will be encouraged, uplifted, and inspired to invite God into your story too, and that His redemption would mark your life.