So a visit to see a friend in London reminds me of some weird childhood fears, weird as in - definitely not normal!

Also a catch up with the horses and how they got on with some bridleless riding.

I have an incredible serotonin filled day cuddling cute animals that need rehoming at RSPCA Brighton PLUS an update on Joey and a girlie sleep over!

A very long excited chat with one of the OG's of YouTube - the lovely Kate Lewis aka Blob the Cob

Caring for horses is a rollercoaster, one minute you are up the next you are down - not all good news, but all bad news either

I did have an excellent comment of the week and got attacked by vicious bugs x

Lots to catch up on, from seeing the world's longest horse moustache, to seeing F1 drivers, and I get the weirdest hate comment!

oh my goodness just when I didn't think it could get any busier! A round of up of a very eventful week, with of course, plenty of embarrassing stories

behind the scenes, breaking some taboos, what's it really like?

It's the Summer edition, you didn't know you needed...

Burning the candles at both ends this week - but lots to update you on my horse /city life !

OK so in today's random episode I try Hyrox, I announce a secret channel, and Johan has an update IYKYK!

Birthday shenaningans! Horse dentist visit!

I read your comments! Number One on Spotify!

and more!

So, I’m turning 24. And somehow, in between the chaos, quiet moments, mistakes, and magic, I’ve managed to collect a few solid bits of life advice. Some I learnt the hard way, some were kindly given (and often ignored), and a few I really wish I’d known sooner. So here they are — 24 things for my 24th birthday. Whether you're 18 or 81, I hope at least one of these sticks with you

Help! Joey escapes and causes chaos, and I have a very very busy week - lots to tell you and for you to catch up on!

Let's face it, it's not is it.

OR...is it

tell me!

So I had some work and meetings in the Big Apple, so I dragged my Dad along with me - my Dad's rule is to embarrass me at every opportunity...!

There's a new member of the This Esme Crew!

There's a new member of the crew - want to meet them?

Study tips, dyslexia chat, what helped me through learning and tips and techniques I still use today

They’re tiny. They’re fluffy. They make heartbreaking squeaks. In this wild (and wildly adorable) podcast, I swap the saddle for seal pups as I dive flipper-first into life at a coastal wildlife rescue centre. From bottle feeds to blubber baths, I'm learning what it really takes to save these ocean babies. Expect squeals, splashes, and serious awws. Warning: listening may cause uncontrollable urges to adopt a seal (or cry happy tears).

This week we’re diving into the weird, the wild, and the wonderful world of countryside life — from gross cow facts to the sweet joys of spring babies on the farms.

Oh and Joey isn't happy with Casper's hygiene.

You've been warned, this ones a bit yucky.