A post summer update good and bad and some ideas of changes I would love to see made to try to help people.

A basic rundown have the last week because I've been too tired to do a daily journal yet. Gotta build myself back up to these late nights it's after 11 PM. I'm an old man. Also my charity idea for how to help people disabilities gain extra groceries. It sucks that it actually states you cannot use a charity to help fight poverty in the booklet I read.

First entry from a long hard winter My favourite idea right now for the government a commodities tax and just a little bit about my day ends in the winter that we missed out on.

Journal for Sunday, November 14, 2021. Definitely not Valentine's Day. Reaching out to add some house tonight for help. And trying to get mom to help out around the house. Basketball today for you Riley, Xan you walked home. Minor meltdown for you Xan when I tried to convince you to clean your room.

Diary for Saturday, November 13 2021. I could not slide stop sleeping today. Too much screen time for you boys

Diary for Friday, November 12, 2021. You guys are out for a hockey game with mom and it's after 10 PM so I'm going to do my diary and go to bed without you coming home.. walking shoe B, learned more and more about my disabilities, seizures. Week tonight not a lot of strength. Looking good though. Need to shower more often. Story ideas, enjoying DND.r

Thursday, November 11, 2021. Remembrance day. Went to shoot the park as a family, you boys did the weird bike thing, met some fun people. Day at home together as a family after that naps, saw Grumpy, watch movies hung out.

Diary for November 10, 2021, Wednesday. Riley's birthday, fifth birthday. Beaver party canceled. Sorry buddy. Xan to the rescue! I had disability meeting, housing meeting. And Riley and I plan to practice basketball in the basement.

Diary for Tuesday, November 9, 2021 the day before Riley's birthday. Mom's butter cream icing is not my favorite. Mom's new buttercream icing is far from my favorite. Xan I do not like the preteen us, but I prefer it to the team as I think. Time will tell. Riley you're a four year old from one more day. Wild and crazy and carefree.

Diary for Monday, November 8, 2021 Xan you had a bad day, and the preteen snideness is so painful. Riley you had a great day, and you're full of energy and beans.

Diary for Sunday, November 7, 2021. Saw great uncle Bruce and cousin Ryan and great granddad. Great grandad gave you guys mustard pickles and jam in five dollars each! Xan you have had a day of awesomeness I forgot to mention your blacksmithing. You bought yourself a hammer and started hammering out a piece of metal of the practice blacksmithing you're teaching yourself. You wan. Riley you went to Nanny's, but didn't get to watch your kung fu panda movie I'll have your brother watch it with you soon. You were two to overtired to watch it. You had gotten up early with me. Or gotten me up early I should say. Cursed daylight savings time!

Diary for Saturday, November 6, 2021. Bit of a day. Marriage worries, money worries, looking for a job as a disabled person sucks. Trying to get help from the government sucks. Riley we were at the playground past your bedtime tonight.

Diary for Friday, November 5, 2021 I washed the bathtub and Xan you did a whole piece on this for me thank you. Interview with a preteen.

Diary for November 4, Thursday, 2021. I forgot to publish this right away, so I have no idea what's in it

Diary for November 2 and third, 2021 Tuesday and Wednesday. My anxiety was too high after being harassed by a Karen at the community centre to do my diarrhoea last night. I was using my pocket saw to smooth out a cane I was working on and she called the police on me for having a blade in public. I was so rattled I lied to Scotty and I hate that. Other things going on involve me emailing and contacting us of any groups and people and government bodies as I can to try to get us assistance.

Diary for Monday, November 1, 2021. Trying to get help from federal government, Darren Fisher, Justin Trudeau, Carla cut clue troll control I can't remember how to spell her name. Xan you're homesick for the day I cleaned my dishes cleaned my floors I still have to do more. Xan you are rested a lot Riley you fell off the swing I forgot to mention that and Harrison said more bad words. Carla Qualtrough

October 30, 31st diary Halloween. Excellent day Saturday, Scotian Shores clean up at all the knee with the costumes. One cookies for most interesting, would've won a prize for most amount if they had one. Went downtown for pay Nova Scotia pagan association meeting, went to public library, went to neighbourhood which, went to public gardens did not get enjoy my meeting. Went to the wave, the submarine playground. Missed the Maritime library, but got to go to strange adventures. Got a ferry ride home did not get to go to garden. Sunday we had a lazy day your voice watch movies and TV, Xan you had to have a Covid test and anxiety attack. Nanny is having a rough time with her health. And went to go trick-or-treating xan you got sick came home early, with a cold. Riley and I continued out longer. I had to drag you home. Lots of candy you guys had lots of fun Grumpy came gave us a pizza and bunch of candy for your boys.

Diary for Friday, October 29, 2021. Almost Halloween… Riley dressed as a popsicle, Xan dressed as a man in black. Both had movie days at school, I didn't dress up. Mom took me to value Village and I tried on quite a few fancy gowns. I want to be a princess.y

Diary for Thursday, October 28, 2021s and you took a day off Riley took a game boy, but wasn't allowed to play it. I found out I failed at CPPD replying, and I'm trying in a different way.

Diary for October 27, 2021 emergency message, not for me phone locked out, accidentally dialled 911, did laundry.