Blessing us all that when we feel the weight of the rain around us

We rest into the knowing that we are in the womb, and these waters are not here against us, but they are here for us

Permission to breathe here. Even in the rain.

Parshas noach. Tanya of the week. Chodesh cheshvan.

As we are. Where we are. When we are.

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The shofars voice aligns me with my warrior posture. I am completely at rest and completely alive at the same time. I feel an open heart and curious eyes. My jaw relaxes. I’m safe to live in this moment.

As the shofar calls out- I rise UP. I unfold myself from the stories that say I’m something other than GOOD and I rise UP into my own breath. Hashems breath that is breathing through me… because I’m actually meant to be me…

I rise UP. Feet grounded in the chain of all the warriors who have been here before me

And heart facing upward toward the infinite love that I am always a part of

All the pain and all the parts that feel disconnected from love and beauty ALSO have a seat here. There are whole corridors of this palace designated just for them. Each room of the palace has a different feel… some dark, some light… all different, but allll belonging to the king. (Visualize that…😍)

Crowning hashem as king means that I allow the fullness of my experince to be seen and known and loved by Hashem, through being seen and known and loved by myself

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As we are

If we are not recognizing the king, it is because we are not recognizing ourselves as royalty

This is Elul 🤍

The field is where we are and the King in ourselves

Elul is opening ourselves to seeing ourselves jusy a bit more clearly … not only on the good days … in this exact field, in this exact body, dimension, feelings, thoughts, experiences…

Yisroel, you are Yisroel. You are golden royalty and the exact rhythm and flow and idiosyncrasies of your exact life , are not only not random, they are the purpose of everything

This is where the unity of love is breathing into. This is the Ain Od. Where u are. Who u are. As u are.

As you are

Sending so much love

Also hi 👋 happy to be back. Doing things a bit different this year, but leaving all past recordings on the Spotify so feel free to look back for past recordings 🤍

You deserve to be your own best friend

So says hashem

Sending so much love ❤️

Shabbat shalom

Moshiach now

Ain Od Mamash

The monster feeling big doesn’t make the monster actually big

You are always bigger ❤️

Shaar Yichud chapter 7 part 1 and 2

And also Journeying with Parshas Shelach because seems to be quite clear that we’re in midst of history being written

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The hierarchy of where I want to be, is falling

And what is left

Is this delicious sacred opourtunity to live every inch and every moment of all that my life will ever be

TYH

Conclusion of Tanya and “message” of Shavuos 🤍🤍🤍

I feel like a tree. Rooted so deeply … expanded so infinitely. So grateful for this journey.

Sending so much love and power and strength to everyone here ❤️❤️

‏חזק חזק ונתחזק

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I think Hashem gives me the oppurtunity to have days of teaching Tanya where I feel I am out of flow and tottally not expressing what I wish was… just so that I can come deeper into the awareness of the truth that I AM in the flow … always … not cuz I feel it or see it …

But cuz every moment of life …. Always…

Is the expression of Hashem… as I am

I don’t have the prove that I’m in the flow

I am the flow

We get so used to being the ones who unify, that we forget that we are the unity

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This chapter is life changing. TYH. what a gift.

One of my favorite chapters. TYH.

we are not wrong.

This is Tanya for today and for lag beomer.

We are entering lag baomer. Hod shebihod.

My heart feels so alive. So grateful. Not because I get it all or see it all clearly. Bur just cuz I choose life.

Blessing us all to dance in this exact darkness. In the exact space that you’re life is now.