In this episode, JP returns from Disney World only to realize something deep within him has quietly shifted. The messages and invitations keep coming — but the part of him that used to respond with clarity and identity feels… missing. It’s not burnout or sadness. It’s what Buddhism calls 出離心 — the mind’s quiet turning away from illusion, not out of despair, but from clarity. JP reflects on a near-death experience that first cracked his sense of self years ago — and how, like a train with its engine shut off, identity can keep coasting on old tracks. He recalls a lesson from his Aikido teacher Paul, who once said, “The good news is: through suffering, you gain wisdom. The bad news is: there’s more good news coming.” Looking for guidance, JP turns to Kai, who explains the Heart Sutra as a spiritual kill -9 script — deleting every layer of illusion, even the truths we cling to for liberation. The episode ends with JP returning to the meditation hall late at night, ready to sit in the stillness and let the deletion run.