TW: Suicide. My life has been crazy the last few weeks and I really just needed to verbalize what was going through my head, so this is that.

Adrian Slayer returns to the pod along with Corey Jacobs. Vam Williams leaves a voice mail and I can't say the word Undisclosed.

Chris Kazama reflects on his personal processes with anxiety and the overwhelming need to be liked that's dawned on him in his late 20s. Later, he sits with Nick Anarchy and Axl Crowe to discuss fitness, meal prepping and never shutting up.

Chris Kazama talks to Nick Anarchy and Axl Crowe about how they balance work, life and pro wrestling. Then he discusses the future of this podcast.

Chris Kazama sits down to discuss his hiatus from the podcast and what his plans are moving forward.

Adrian Slayer sits down with Chris Kazama to discuss the PAWD Tean successfully running their first professional wrestling show. Then Kazama hangs with the Roundtable again where they tell stories from wrestling and their personal lives.

Chris Kazama sits down with The Roundtable. Comprised of Tyrone Moore, Chris Andino, Greg Leumas, Sage Stinson, Javae Graham and Kev Be Cool, the Roundtable are group of professional wrestlers who are also avid gamers and YouTube personalities. With members Andino, Greg, Sage Kazama and Tyrone with honorary member Fred Allen, host of the Breaking the Stigma podcast, the Roundtable discusses wrestling, relationships and sex dos and dont's all while slightly intoxicated. Listen why don't you.

I sit down with famed DMv comedian Iggy Stoned Stoner to talk about his voice in the community, the impact that he's made in the short amount of time he's been in the game and most importantly, how he wipes his ass. Also, FOOTBALL IS BACK. HOW TO SUPPORT MONETARILY: https://anchor.fm/chriskazamaisdrunk

A super hungover Chris Kazama and his nearest and dearest friends including professional wrestlers Chris Slade, G Postal and Tyler Wolf, Author and Professional Wrestler Jonathan "Jonny X" Martin and Professional Wrestling Enthusiast JA talk about African Americans in professional wrestling, the mark they've made in the industry and where are we headed. They also touch on Seth Rollins, Wil Ospreay and the insane things happening over at Impact! Wrestling. [Recorded Live at Blerdcon 2019, Crystal City, Virginia]

Chris Kazama discusses the sudden passing of UK Wrestling Icon Lionheart and touches on his battles with suicidal thoughts. Then I have a Smoke Session with my brother, roommate and tag team partner Corey where we discuss if boobs had a default taste, unlocking drunk/drugged memories. Finally I take a user submitted voice message and talk about the effects a bad mother can have on their child. Be sure to check out the Pod on anchor to submit a voice message!

I got drunk and almost explained why I am the why I am and why I feel the way I feel. I talk about relationships, selling drugs at 14 and how it felt to be denied by foster families. u I got drunk and I started rambling. if you don't want to hear the ramblings of a drunk dude who had a bad day, skip this episode, I absolutely understand. Next episode will be happier I promise.

Fred and I drunkenly discuss how much money it would take for us to up and leave Virginia today as well as some live commentary of Game 6 of the NBA Finals. I also quasi explain the format of this podcast as well as what to expect moving forward.