Send us a text If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals. In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma. The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅 We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can some...
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Send us a text If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals. In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma. The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅 We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can some...
The Cost of Freedom: Grieving, Surviving & Rebuilding After Going No Contact
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
24 minutes
6 months ago
The Cost of Freedom: Grieving, Surviving & Rebuilding After Going No Contact
Send us a text In this episode, I open up about what it’s really like navigating financial hardship without family support—after going no contact. From student loans to phone bills, to feeling the crushing weight of doing it all alone, I share the emotional side of debt and the grief of financial survival after breaking generational cycles. If you’ve ever felt alone in your money journey, this episode is for you. You are not weak. You are powerful—and not alone. Check out my memoir There...
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Send us a text If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals. In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma. The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅 We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can some...
