Send us a text If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals. In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma. The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅 We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can some...
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Send us a text If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals. In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma. The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅 We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can some...
Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
22 minutes
4 months ago
Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
Send us a text In this soul-activating episode, we unravel the hidden truth most never speak about: When you’re raised by a narcissistic mother, your joy becomes the target. Not your failure. Not your pain. But your radiance. I dive into how emotional abuse, control, and manipulation often begin the moment you start shining — laughing too loudly, feeling too free, or expressing your natural glow. This episode will help you finally understand why your nervous system braced in the presence of ...
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Send us a text If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals. In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma. The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅 We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can some...
