Dealing with the childhood trammer from rejection, abandonment, low self esteem, & emotional and spiritual abuse has great affects on you in your adult life. Healing must come to your moments of silence.

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Story was cause by my healing process taking place in my dreams. Don’t hold on to thoughts that are formed by curses or judgments of other people. Be free

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Stop trying to fix yourself by getting into a relationship with somebody else. Work on yourself take care of yourself.

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Learning how to properly communicate effectively others but people are not listening. Is that your fault or is the other person just fuck’d up?

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Understand the some lessons I would have not learned if I didn’t go through this experience. Hard pill to swallow but I had to go through this.

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I tried to repress my gay side but when I fuck up, the flood gates opened back up

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When you don’t deal with your issues then you will only hurt yourself

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I gave this guy a chance but he was a church guy.and he hurt me too

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It’s good to have a friend to talk about everything with. The fetish of thugs and the curse of HUNGED boyfriends lol

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I found the guy that marched my gay crush “nelly”

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I found my Gay friend and time Learn how to be gay

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Dealing with rejection and not being able to see the abuse that is waiting for me. Lord help me

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Tried changing my dating preference. My pastor finally decided to have a conversation about my sexuality

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Tried mixing my relationship with my traditional religious upbringing. The Old school traditional black church experience. A bold move I say lol

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My ex tried to make me be something I’m not but I refuse! Be with me for me that’s all

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I’m studying who I am, I started connecting to people that were just like me. I found where I belong.

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The truth has revealed itself. Trying to find answers to my life situation and the Answer came through spiritual enlightenment. Truth is God doesn’t hate the lgbtq

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You have to center yourself. The tricks of a predator mindset is to get you attached; withdraw so you can bargain; then opens a can of worms

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From playing childish games with guy to sex with my first boyfriend

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I told my mother and things start to change. Hopefully for the good. Being gay is a spirit? Haha really Goodnight

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