
Yep. Me too. That's why I am no longer at the church I attended since birth. It's a bit of a kick in the teeth. BUT experiencing what I am now for the last 2 years, I'm glad I just gave up on A church and not THE church or Jesus. I floundered for a number of years between leaving my old church and finding the church I'm in now. But it has been worth it. Painful and long. But worth it. Did you give up on Jesus? Do you wish you hadn't? Or are you holding on by a thread?