September 20th, 2025. I talk about the perfect summery day I had, a strange feeling that some major thing is about to end, my thoughts on the Charlie Kirk assassination, and a recent first date.
September 3rd, 2025. I talk about my official first day on generic Vyvanse, how much time it takes to indulge hobbies, and using voice recordings to develop my passion projects.
August 26th, 2025. I talk about using ChatGPT to analyze these audio journal entries, a college student's request for me to mentor them, positive reflections about my ex, and grappling with my difficulty in expressing desire.
August 21st, 2025. I talk about wanting to read a friend's journal, my desire to be studied/held/known, not having my own sense of privacy, complex struggles with human connection, and rethinking the ways I seek to be witnessed by others.
August 17th, 2025. I talk about my first month of testing dosages of adderall and Vyvanse, the boost it's had on my productivity and general ability to act on things, working on the card game during my current job hiatus, and taking my baby brother for a check-up.
July 14th, 2025. I talk about getting prescribed Adderall, excitement to try it, my phone plan data usage, and a bunch of other random things I don't remember.
July 8th, 2025. I talk about the film BlacKkKlansman, my inexperiemce with Spike Lee, thoughts on racial pride, discomfort with collectivism, sociopolitical violence, and effective baby steps for activism.
July 5th, 2025. I rant about the film 28 Weeks Later, talk about a missed opportunity from not carrying my physical ID around, anticipation for my ADHD intake test, and a business venture idea for e-scooter storage lockers near subway stations.
June 26th, 2025. I talk about another business venture idea that found me, a bunch of cars and car culture stuff, performing better on dating apps, and letting myself be discovered.
