There is no such thing as Self sabotage because ALL OUR PARTS want what they think is best, it’s just that all our parts don’t always agree with each other. So what is to be done!? Well, there is a lot we can do but for starters, when we have expanded into something new and frightening and our being wants to react to the discomfort by contracting back into what is familiar, we can ritually, consciously, allow a period of contraction. When the Moon moves into Capricorn, we naturally enter into a few days of contraction, so this moment is a perfect time to allow our beings this place of rest; this out breath. This month’s Capricorn Moon however, is also marked by some more guests attending the party, Whom shall be discussed in the following podcast ~ I hope you enjoy!

It takes extra energy to push; that’s an energy leak. It takes extra energy to resist; that’s an energy leak. It takes no energy whatsoever to allow.

The distortion field is loud right now because the Truth field is even louder and holy gods is it intense. And into the low note, slow moving planets song we are ever awash in, enters just the most dandy and delicious Full Moon of 2025. On the surface, this is a really juicy Full Moon, one of the best moments of 2025, and that is true and we would do well to take advantage of all the goodness we can squeeze from it. And, we must also remember to be wickedly discerning that the oasis isn’t a mirage.

written by TS Eliot, read by Eve Star

~ Venus and Mars dance their dance in the bodies of humans ~ these words are a step away from that felt experience Step away too far and the passion becomes anxiety, neurosis, depression Lunatic Feel the feels of the Moon and be reborn in every brightness every darkness When the Moon is full, stand bare footed upon the Earth, reaching your left hand towards her to draw her in reach your right hand opposite and that hand reaches towards the Sun - draw him in Feel them dance inside you, understand that the crazy your were already feeling is this dance and allow the sensations to arrive as who and what they are, no stories Understand That The Crazy You Feel Is This Dance - This Living World - Your Place Among Them The Month of April features a renewed Venus as the Morning Star; strong, close, bright in the morning sky. Both of the lunations of April are ruled ruled by this Venus. This Saturday, the 12th of April 2025, the Sun conjoins Chiron to both oppose the Full Moon in Libra. We feel here a bringing forward of the masculine wound (in all of us) and the strength of the feminine (in all of us) to either tend/defend this wound or dig the knife in deeper, as Warrioress in the morning sky. All the while, Mars in Cancer is gaining momentum in his forward motion, running headlong into the third and thank all the gods, final opposition to Pluto on the 26th, the day before the Taurus Dark Moon. Meaning, both of the Venus ruled lunations of April feature a Grande Cross with the Mars Pluto opposition, tying back into story lines that started as early as the beginning of September, and whose influence will finally leave our skies forever this coming June. To tune into this story unfolding in your life, look back to the dates of the Mars (rx and direct) Pluto Oppositions: First opposition; 3 November 2024 Second opposition; 3 January 2025 Third opposition; 26 April 2025

Here we stand on this threshold together ~ the presence of the dragon, the presence of the snake ~  2024 has given way to 2025 and we hinge on a fulcrum heady, supra-saturated colors dizzy our eyes, what used to look so flat in dazed monotony expands into the felt awareness of three dimensions becoming four, even as our bodies age and groan within the dying my body gasps, a pang of ecstasy in the tumult ~ the presence of the snake “The felt presence of immediate experience is the only thing you will ever truly own.” ~ Terence McKenna Right now, in this moment between eclipses, we pause in the liminal of the Liminal. All that has come before has led to this; all that will come after will dance it out.  And for me personally, I have transitioned from talking about Astrology to teaching it.  This is my first class on the Aries Eclipse of 29 March and Eclipse Points in the Birth Chart; the astrology, sacred geometry and astrology of eclipses. 

In order to come to this realm you have to be able to take a certain pleasure in the pain ~ the choice now, is to be conscious of it or unconscious of it. And when you come into felt awareness of the truth that you take pleasure in the pain, then you are able to relax into it, expand beyond it, and receive the pleasure, who is his twin. This land of duality is not ultimate reality. There is a flatness here, a dullness applied by the divine to Their Glory, necessitated by Its desire to know Itself by losing Itself and finding Itself again. And the losing process just hurts so damn bad, it becomes clear that those of us who volunteered for this, we are the ultimate masochists. :We are The Masochists of Longing: And in this wild, liminal moment - March and April of 2025, Planet Earth - between all that has come before and all that will unfold in response, the light here has shifted. Our perception has expanded and we are seeing, more clearly than ever before, beyond the veil of this realm. “Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain!” ~ The Wizard of Oz “The Magic is up, the Magic is here,” my sister states in rapt wonder; “yes,” I reply, and this Pisces season is so magical mystical fantasy realm, I know it will ebb after, but it’s so much a part of the ushering into everything that’s coming. I’m perceiving that this Pisces season is creating a shift in our experience on this planet that’s permanent. Such that, even when we exit Pisces Season, this eclipse portal, and all of this inner planet carnival, what happens in March/April of 2025 is forever editing the saturation. This is the Supra-Reality and I am here for it. (see Existential Kink by Carolyn Elliot Lovewell to learn a potently effective practice to achieve this state of becoming conscious of the pleasure in the pain)

This coming Pisces New Moon on the 27th of February, 2025 reveals how intimately tied to our personal lives and relationships the current cultural shift is and is becoming, and in this film, we are going to draw it because this geometry is so stunning, absolutely peeling my eyes off with beauty wildly gorgeous! Collective unfoldings on the world stage usually project a show for us to watch, and a more and more wildly entertaining one with every day that passes. Individuals feel varying degrees of connection and act on varying degrees of involvement, but this coming March and April’s astrological antics suggest that our personal and relational lives will find themselves in the very heart and center of the collective unfolding. Does this mean that what happens on the world stage will have a dramatic affect on individuals or will what happens to individuals and personal relationships have a dramatic effect on the world stage? We will have to wait and see but what we can say from here is, probably both and mixed. The practical information I share with you in this film is about how in the hot seat “personal relationships” are and will be for the next couple months. Austin Coppock on the year ahead forecast called this time a “Carnival.” That feels deeply resonant to me, and I add to the title; A Carnival of Hearts ~ so get ready for wild surprises, plot twists and unfoldings to occur in your relationships, most especially if you have Aries/Libra and Pisces/Virgo placements, though this is such a hive of activity that no one’s really going to be spared. This Pisces Dark Moon highlights Jupiter and Mercury. This is a very conversational lunation. It’s likely to feel fun and exciting and intellectually stimulating even unto excess, so here are Two Important Noteworthies, for this lunation and the coming couple months: Firstly, pay attention to your energy levels. When you need to take a break from social and relational interaction, politely excuse yourself and know that it’s enough. You don’t owe anybody anything. Authentic connection is freely given and equally freely received. Secondly, understand that though the current social and relational interactions may feel fun and exciting and casual, they are arising from a cresting wave of deep, ancient karmic and dharmic ties that are coming into experience in this moment in time. We are finding each other now. We are finding our tribe, our soul mates, our eternal ancient and future friends in the Now. This tide has been swept to the surface from deep deep below, far far back into time and forward now into this moment of our evolution when we can’t go any further without each other. And of the upmost importance ~ please remember to enjoy the ride

This Leo Moon is an antidote to the overwhelm of this Aquarius season. The mental activity of this Aquarius season has been like, well the f*king falling rabbits; it’s so fast, it’s so much, it’s overwhelming and depleting and who can keep up? Who can actually keep up and also stay balanced? And also stay healthy? The one who stays in their heart, that’s who.

What is this body? What is this place!? This psychedelic experience. This Aquarius Dark Moon heralds The Strange. We are embarking on an adventure the likes of what has never been seen before and our fictions have barely scratched the surface of. This incoming wave of the New will bend our minds past all points imaginable. We’ve been collectively tasting the future for the whole of this decade and Now ~ the pace quickens.

"...ooooh, it’s so pretty"…confused pause…"but what does it mean"? It has taken me one full Jupiter cycle to understand that, what I know about this question familiar to all astrologers, is the truth. It’s so pretty *is* what it means. In this podcast I share an impromptu, in the car flow state recording, wherein I received ~ from the spirit of the natal chart ~ the, what does it mean. And not the technical, Jupiter means expansion version, but the esoteric wtf does it actually truly mean version. And it is the proverbial tip of the ice burg. This, that I have devoted the past 12 years of my life to, I am only beginning to understand, and I tell you this ~ the ‘what does it mean’ is so much wilder, so much more patterned, such an alarmingly gorgeous rendition of beautiful, I’m going to have to grow as fast as I damn well can to be able to hold it, in this body. Cheers to you for growing beside me! My gratitude to you, for sharing in this most exquisite work. Thank you for listening, and thank you for manifesting into form, in this time and in this place. Check it out on my website and on Apple Podcasts xxoo, Eve. Shout out to my first natal chart artist inspiration Eleonore Nefelibata @13chairs.amherst , your work is pure divinity ❤️ you can check out her wonderfully gorgeous natal charts at https://eleonorehebal.wordpress.com/

Most of what we take in, is jam packed with moment to moment dopamine producing, satisfaction guaranteed, nervous system over stimulating constant fast talk and maximum effect image flashing, and so what I have done here may feel a little…boring. I assure you - it is not. It is slow, but it is rich. And funny. The art work changes very little over the course of the hour, but the finished product is not the point. The process is the point, and it’s during the process when the magic flows and reveals itself freely. Not after. After expressions are polished products of what happened during the act of creating, when the glow has faded into a one dimensional replica of original gnosis.This film and podcast is about the act of creating, alongside a little wandering commentary on synodic cycles, Uranus and the inner planets, stimulating vices and the vast ocean between the sexes here on planet, 2023. This piece is about the act of creating. The act of creating is slow slow slow. The act of consuming is fast fast fast. In this piece, you get the invitation to consume the act itself. It requires less discipline than your own creative process but more discipline than binging Netflix. These are my very favorite invitations to accept ~ artists sharing behind the scenes, and I am loving it from this side of the fence. Will you join me? I hope you will ❤️The piece is made to be viewed as a film and you can watch it on YouTube (@evestar7918, apparently there are nearly 8k of us ), you can also listen to the audio at The Song of the Spheres Podcast on Apple Podcasts or on my website. All links are in my bio

This is the first Song of the Spheres podcast of 2023 ~ As of late I have been taking in much more than I’m expressing out. The reverse of how I usually roll. I have been studying astrological paradigms for the first time, beginning in 2022. For the decade preceding, I was phobic against what (almost) anybody had to say “about” the planets. I wanted to know for myself. I wanted direct experience. I poured over charts. I tripped under dark, naked skies. And that was good while it was good and I love the foundation of intimacy it has provided me, but now it’s time to learn the good old fashioned way. Time. Study. Effort. Reading. Listening ~and~ taking notes. Calculations……. And then there are these moments when, like the old days, I am graced to capture a breath of the duende and share it with you. This podcast and this film is one of those moments. This podcast is a prayer. The film is a spell. The difference between them, who can tell. Who can tell. A weaving tangled declaration supplication glancing shimmers out of the corner of my eye and moving quietly, gently, lovingly among them so as to render a pale attempt at reflection. May you enjoy and more importantly, may you receive nourishment.