In this episode Neish and I get back to business as usual. We talk about our struggles and our triumphs in our journey to grow as people and as a couple. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I get raw and emotional discussing the lessons we have learned in the year and a half since we lost my Mom. I go through a lot of emotions in this one, and probably get the most heated I have on the podcast talking about things I have experienced since her passing. Happy birthday Ma, thank you for the lessons and for always encouraging me to do the podcast so you could know me better. I love and miss you. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, blue...

In this episode Neish and I talk about our journey to liking ourselves, the obstacles, the fears and how we plan to like ourselves even more. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about a dream I had of guilt and the past biting me in the a** and how we have felt we deserved all the BS that has gone on in our lives. We have a frank and honest conversation and explain how we have changed and now know we deserve better. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about what ended up saving our relationship: talking to each other with the intent to understand. It is definitely easier said than done but we have taken the time to focus on our relationship and have some really difficult conversations at times. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about my 41st birthday, our oldest son turning 21, dealing with our kids growing up and the current state of the world. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about walking our own path and leaving things where they lay instead of picking them up and making them our responsibility. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

This episode is a continuation of last week's, Neish and I talk about walking the path of sobriety, our stance on equal rights and being allies for the LGBTQIA+ community. This is a side quest heavy episode. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about how we are trying to have all that we have been through, the good and bad, help forge our own path forward and change the narrative that we have been conditioned to believe about ourselves and the world. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about our revelations as of late and finally at around 40 understanding ourselves as well as what we want, need and deserve. It is never too late to be happy and accept the things you cannot change. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about our sabbatical and how busy our last few months have been, as well as her current struggles in her quest for growth and understanding. It is a frank and honest conversation between a husband and his wife. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, thread, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode I roll solo and talk about the past year since losing my Mom and how things have changed since as well as the struggles I have had. Things have gotten better but I am still working on it. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about her struggles with seasonal depression and how it is already setting in this year for a myriad of reasons. Please excuse the abrupt ending of the episode we had some technical defaults because I forgot to plug the laptop in lol. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about a subject all too familiar to us, our self doubt. She is very open and honest about her struggles as a Mom of 2 adult kids and 2 middle school aged ones and has a revelation or two about her relationship with her own mother as we are going through our conversation. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I talk about how life keeps lifing, our daughter ended up in the hospital due to her diabetes and we discuss our perception of the events of that week and the subsequent week in which I had a break with reality and spun out on Neish. Now I have gotten to a point where I know there is more work to do and I need to figure out the issue I may have. I guess growth doesn’t take a break. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnp...

In this episode Neish and I talk about our Momma Trauma. How people like us weren’t done any favors by our mothers and how we were treated by them at times by having to be more responsible than even they were and how that has perpetuated itself throughout the course of our lives. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode I talk about the recent insight and clarity I am gaining and it ends up being a love letter of appreciation for my partner in life. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I have a candid discussion about our constant growth and the frustration we feel in that with others and “why don’t they get it.” We get kind of heated in talking about her mom and things that happened that neither of us agreed with. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode I get super honest and vulnerable about how I have been struggling since my Mom’s death especially with clearing out her house the past two weekends. I also describe the experience I had on Saturday night when I was having a particularly hard time and how good it help to feel that love again. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!

In this episode Neish and I sit down and talk with our daughter Kaylee. We discuss where she is in life right now, the various traumas that we dealt her and how we have all grown since then. This is one of my favorite episodes that we have ever recorded and a great insight to what the parent/child relationship should be. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!