This is all about love and the journey to date. The experiences that have made me a poet and the observations that became my muse. Here is a start to my podcasting life. Instagram: @_pankajshastri
This is all about love and the journey to date. The experiences that have made me a poet and the observations that became my muse. Here is a start to my podcasting life. Instagram: @_pankajshastri
How does it feel to be there in the same situation after two years? Wo kehte 'History repeats itself', to kya wahi dohraaya jaa raha tha?
Music: Millennials Melody
A single thread of hope is still a very powerful thing. But something must have created this ruckus inside my mind, right? What could it be, is it possible to answer without having any hope? A hope in the time of hopelessness is not a hope for me anymore. This is probably a glimpse for my listeners, to know why am I like this.
Music : Peter Nelson
Scars is about healing of a soul that is emotionally broken because of the relationship that turned toxic in due course of time. The wounded has deep scars which has made her harsh yet vulnerable. To make her fall in love again, the scars need to be filled and it is not easy when one has stopped believing in love.
How they help each other grow and emerge victorious is what this story is all about.
Background Music : Liborio Conti
Do you have a special place in your life where you feel yourself? A place which makes you live your life the way you desire or...should I take you to mine? Let's go on this journey and travel with the flow of feelings. I have added memories here, memories that keep the love inside me alive. People will leave, but the love will not. Aur ye ishq zinda hai tabhi to there is hope in the times of hopeless situations! Some stories are better incomplete, but what if I give you the chance to change it?
Music : Med Music by Chris Collins and Guitar by Oak Studios
A relationship or a life which was never meant to be. Something I have lived for an era on a very personal basis. I was a novice when that phase started, and hundreds of days passed, now I am a poet, at least that is what people call me. My thoughts have lived for an eternity in those hundreds of days, and with the end of eternity, 'Zindagi' collapsed giving birth to millions of unanswerable questions.
And I decided that I will start storytelling here as well. But has anyone thought why all of a sudden? Find out the answer here!
Music : Falling Snow by Aakash Gandhi
Trigger Warning : Contains depressing thoughts. Listen at your own risk. The part II of the feeling which never ends. I repeat, never.
Music : The Pain composed and produced by Vivek Abhishek
A letter from the person who left, to the one who stayed. A reply to the letter which was written for the soul who left. A letter from the grave, from the heaven. How shall I describe this? It's tough. Death is easy, but the aftermath of death is extremely soul stirring.
Music : Millennials Melody Originals
When loved ones die, the entire world of the people who were close to them, changes. The time after death becomes very emotional for the survivors. We miss their presence, their talks, their laugh, their tears, their activities and every single thing about them. How painful it becomes, this podcast is all about that. Also, reading a very emotional letter in this.
Music : Millennials Melody Originals
Trigger Warning : Contains depressing thoughts. Listen at your own risk.
This remains the story of the life that is hidden behind the smile. A life that I do not talk about or rather, do not know how to talk about.
Music : The Pain composed and produced by Vivek Abhishek
Have you ever tried to take out yourself from you and had a conversation with yourself? I won't write much for the description of this because this needs to be felt, and to be injected in the veins so it reaches every inch of your soul.
Music : Millennials Melody Originals
How well do you know the power of love? I am not talking about the obsession, wo kehte hai na kisi ke ishq me bebaak ho jaana, wo wala nahi boss. Just pure love. The beautiful desire to be with person you immensely love because you feel that this is what it is, this is what makes you, You. You don't want or you don't need to control them, because that's not how we describe love. In the darkest of time, it is love which lifts you up, carries you on its shoulder and gives you a ride to a world of happiness... and Zindagi? Are you listening this, you are here too, whenever I talk about love, I define you my world.
Music : Millennials Melody Originals
It was almost full moon and I ended up talking to the moon up there. I always do, people call me a hardcore selenophile. Maybe that's what I am. Moon is someone I share my deepest connection with. He knows everything about me, every single thing. At least I know one thing, there's only one moon under which we both live, me and Zindagi. But do you know why I love moon this much? Find out my story here!
Music : Millennials Melody Original
Let's go on a magical journey, you and me. Because you, you deserve love, and happiness, and calmness, oh and peace too. Aur haan, main tum hi se baat kar raha hu, the one who is burdened with responsibilities. To naa sun lo ek baar ki mujhe kya kehna hai. How beautiful it can become when someone takes your hand and walks with you towards 'Manzil', right? Let's walk then.
Music : Dreamland by Aakash Gandhi
How does it feel when you just start getting close to someone you connect with. When you meet them for the first time, and you start feeling that they are the one. You feel so comfortable around them, like you've known them since the beginning of time, and that's when you know, they are a special part of you. And then you realize how important love is, to make you happy.
Music : Millennials Melody Originals
Being heartbroken when someone leaves, is a tragedy. Isn't it? The pieces of your broken self that you are trying to recollect, have become jigsaw pieces. You miss one part, you mess the whole puzzle. But how does it feel that time? Can you describe it clearly, I don't think so. It remains a tragedy.
Music : Peter Nelson
To the wonderful women out there, who run to bring sunshine on the cloudy days of their life. They fight hard for the wrong so that they can walk in kindness. This is my token of love. A treat to the women I have in my life. Here, I am reflecting on those who have made my life brighter in one way or another.
I give you my respect, my honor, love and care, not just today but every single day.
Happy Women's Day.
Music : Standstill by Myuu
We all, or most of us, have someone for whom we have the feeling of undying love. And my undying love for her is not something I have kept confidential. This is a story that I am proud of, that we all are proud of ourselves. We have celebrated the days of affection and love with the people we wanted to be with. When we look back and think of the answers what actually happens when people separate? Do they remain in love forever or their undying love becomes a story to be cherished forever in memories? Here remains my story and my answer.
Music : Stillstand by Myuu
What happens when dark phases lead you to a life you are just breathing in? You want someone to listen to your scream, you want them to hold you, understand you, but then you are in a stage of not understanding yourself either. You have feelings that you cannot describe but all you want is to be heard, because no, being alone is not something to be cherished forever.
Music : Stillstand by Myuu
Writing about zindagi and writing for zindagi has given me the name that everyone knows me for. Plenty of times I have been questioned, "Who is Zindagi? Why do you write about her so much? What makes her so special? Are we getting to know her?"
And every time I am left with nothing but blank spaces in my mind, the blank spaces filled with only feelings. What a tremendous soulful journey zindagi has been for me.
Music : Stillstand by Myuu
You have someone who loves you so much, someone who is ready to give you all the happiness you deserve, isn't this what we all want? But...
Music - Peter Nelson