And run
When the moon finds her, lying ‘neath shadows of the thingsshe wants to see
She is motionless; unable to speak held to the bed unable tobreak free
And run
She feels the weight of the thousand nights that have alreadypassed
There is a home glowing in the distance and she wants to rise up fast
And run
But try as she might another day passes and leaves her farbehind
She can’t help but worry that he’ll grow tired of theendless grind
And run
Shit; the moon finds her again and it starts to become socliché
Rather than explain the seemingly pointless delays she’dsooner call it a day
And run
Run where you may
Be it night or day
Run home to me
Tim Windisch
09 23 2025
I’m out of words to say
I’m out of words to say
They go unanswered
Pain spreads like a cancer
What made it turn this way
I’m out of rants to rave
It’s all just more of the sad noise
Lamenting absence of the joys
I thought we’d perpetually crave
I’m out of meaningful explanations
Cause I never seem to know the score
I’m telling you I can’t take much more
Got to end the machinations
I’m out of words to say
Tim Windisch
09 28 2025
Silence ain’t golden
Silence ain’t golden, it’s just rusted steel
Not worth a dime, especially when all you feel
Is cold lonely heartaches, another part of you breaks
Doing the right thing it seems was the first of yourmistakes
Hanging tight and being patient, one I can’t comprehend
Sit still and be quiet, no matter no one hears you screamingat the end
You and your thoughts sit alone, staring at that goddamnedtelephone
Be a good dog, go shit in the yard and maybe I’ll throw youa bone
Silence ain’t golden, in fact it has no color at all
Like a tree in the woods, you never even hear it fall
Unless it’s coming down on top of you, isn’t that just richyou clown
Lying underneath the branches, you can’t tell up from down
Silence ain’t golden, when it sucks you in like a vacuumcleaner
What a horrible end could you even imagine anything meaner
Tim Windisch
09 29 2025
Snap my fingers
Not the day it was supposed to be
See you were nowhere close to me
Panic left the disco, he lives upstairs
When I seem out of whack I’m under repairs
Snap my fingers let me put a better spin
Anywhere, anytime I choose we can begin
How about that lovely summer day
When two yearning souls joined the fray
Snap my fingers and we’re back at Alma’s sippin’
Dew splatters, soft chatters a pair of souls trippin’
Sit and watch the lake, feel the love in the air
There, oh babe that’s the place, take me there
Not the years we were destined to share
Not even a single cream puff from the Fair
Broken glass and too many six foot weeds
Not tub and dreams seems he never succeeds
Snap my fingers let me put a better spin
Anywhere, anytime I choose we can begin
Yeah let me just snap my fingers
Tim Windisch
08 09 2025
Soul Mates Gaze
Here we are again, standing alone waiting to be whole
Yet another pitfall has fallen in the way of our goal
I feel like Charley racing Algernon through a maddening maze
But one day soon we’ll open our eyes to our soul mates gaze
Plans of grandeur and extravaganza’s cast aside
We’ve only dreams of being by each other’s side
But every time we try, it seems that old familiar tune plays
Along comes something to keep us from our soul mates gaze
I see you when I close my eyes
Tears falling remembering goodbyes
I feel you when I close my eyes
Hug a pillow shed a tear where he lies
I need you when I close my eyes
Please God soon a lonely man cries
Let me open my eyes to my soul mates gaze
Tim Windisch
09 19 2025
I don’t know why
I’d like to say I understood, believe me baby I would
It’s just that I have this terrible pain and I don’t feeltoo good
Seems every time I stand up tall, somebody pulls the rug andI fall
Maybe we could talk about it the next time that you decideto call
I’d like to be the king of the hill, I bet calling the shotswould be such a thrill
But I’m not much for politics; my thing is giving true love,babe that’s my skill
Only I end up without any left for even me, so I am sendingyou this heartfelt plea
Babe bury me in love, don’t ever stop; over my head justpile it on till I can’t see
But Lord I don’t hear a sound
No reply can ever be found
So I hang my head and cry
Oh! Babe, I don’t know why
I’d like to wake to your face, brings a soft warm glow allover the place
But it’s only when I’m dreaming that it happens, causesunrise gives chase
Those images fade from view, it hurts me deep cause there’snothing I can do
There’s nothing that makes me feel like that king; no babenothing except for you
I’d like to ride the wave of love, I could ride itperpetually cause I just can’t get enough
God sent me an angel; there’s no other way to describe, youwere sent from above
But He can be fickle and funny, sometimes you think it willrain but it’s sunny
So all I can say for sure is this bear is hungry, and youknow he only wants his honey
Still I don’t hear a sound
Let your reply be found
Say you’re on your way and I’m your guy
Perfect end to my fairy tale; oh! Babe I don’t know why
Tim Windisch
09 23 2025
Is there room for just one more
Tell me what you see in there
Are there rainbows, do you wear ribbons in your hair
Flying behind you in colorful displays
What completes the space you occupy these days
Is there room for just one more
Or would you turn me away at the door
An exclusive place you can only ever find
While you're day trippin all alone in your mind
Do the worries of tomorrow make it over thethreshold
Do you shiver without me laying naked is your fleshcold
Is there room for just one more
Or would you turn me away at the door
An exclusive place you can only ever find
While you're day trippin alone in your mind
Open your eyes, open the door
Make a little room for just one more
Climb on my back there's so much to explore
Let me take you to heaven far away from this grind
Stone me, hold me love me keep our souls aligned
Make a little room for just one more
Tim Windisch
07 13 2025
Holding Tightly
Melancholy moments your silence can always expose
Holding tightly to the dreams with you Christina Rose
While my heart aches my mind replays your pretty eyes
Drawn as I was from the first look launched perpetual tries
To sidle up close and meld warmly into one heartbeat
Is the thing that keeps me going, without you I’m incomplete
Pain is a companion I long to give the slip once and for all
And I know that beside you I will be standing proud and tall
Melancholy moments your touch and every one of them goes
Holding tightly to the dreams with you Christina Rose
Tim Windisch
04 27 2025
I feel you in my heart
The future has always been so appeasing,
we knew right from the start
Now pillows in place of my love, so tightly squeezing,
I feel you in my heart
Wondering, questioning no one but my own darkening thoughts and fears
But my love is not lessening, a vibe from a click of oureyes, now full of tears
Desperation, sitting alongside exhaustion,
having lunch with hopelessness
Resisting urges to charge ahead without caution,
never could, nope unless
Everything we said and did was pretend,
and we were simply playing our part
If so, drop the curtain, show can end,
I’m still holding on, I feel you in my heart
A Valentine of roses dreamt, growing here;
your smile beside me let the day start
The tomorrows that we talked about can appear,
oh! Babe I swear I feel you in my heart
Tim Windisch
02 13 2025
No
No decorum, not even a forum
Skip the back story don’t bore ‘em!
Days passed; to too many, too fast!
Where’s the feeling was s’posed to last?
Green soon, remember late ’21 June?
Stumbling in the dark like a buffoon
No sounds, all alone dumping coffee grounds
Time passes; no communication, hopelessness abounds
No fills, not a word and my spine chills
Don’t need much to get my cheap thrills
Too many days, ending badly in the same ways
Like one of those depressing one-man plays
No thought, too many battles I’ve fought
Looking high and low for the happiness brought
Not here, no joyful starts, happy hearts, no cheer
Left to choose between the lesser of my darkest fear
Hiding doubt, acting like I know what it’s all about
Silence fills the room but inside I scream and shout
No regrets, choice made, stands firm yet frets
Tough weather; he focuses on how good it gets
Riding solo, waiting to join her hand you know
Tough sledding when the cover gets too thin though
Falling off the sled, wishing they were home in bed
Apart too long , get back together again instead
No way to pretend, can’t mimic that feeling my friend
Do what we have to, to end up back together again
Tim Windisch
02 07 2025
57 is 19 x 3
Pressed between the pages, filled with love across the ages
Sweeter words expressing your grace were not written by sages
The thoughts of the joy, the twinkle in your eye caught this boy
I meant every single word babe, loving you I would never toy And I’ve been banging my head, nights with no you I’d sooner be dead
But I sit again and add more to the realms of poems instead
Another year passes by alone, I sit and I stare at that goddamn phone
The love we share touches me more than anything I’ve ever known
In my head I commit acts of violence, I curse the world in silence
Then I calm myself, hearing my grandma and smelling her violets
Dasn’t get so upset kid, end up like your pa, talk silly and blow your lid
Close your eyes and say a prayer that it gets better, so I did
But it’s the mere thought, it guides me to the place that I sought
And I finally chill, actually chuckle at the resolve that it brought
Mother chimes in about care, I hear her daily even though she’s not there
Promises made are meant to be kept she said as she twirled my hair
Those eyes were not lying, follow through boy, you have to keep trying
No battle was ever won by sitting there yelling and crying
So I just figured I would say, I give my right arm to find a way
To look you in the eyes,
kiss you and wish you a Happy Birthday
But if it doesn’t come to fruition, I will do my best not to bemoan our position
Only to picture the joy we will share when we finally improve our condition
I love you Christina Rose!
Tim Windisch
01 24 2025
Time marches on
Those used to be’s are flying again, mentions of how it was better way back when
Unlocked doors without any fear, waving to strangers just to spread some cheer
Bolt those doors, keep your gaze fixed ahead catch no eyes, wonder why you ain’t got a friend
Governments and department stores, got more to hide behind smiles and shiny floors
Come and go, with the tide of fashion, what matters most you hide inside, your true passion
Ease and relaxation unlocks the desires, the key to open your mind and unlock the doors
Time marches on and history always looks, peanut farmer, business man, it sorts out the crooks
Posturing does you no good from the grave, not about how much you had, rather what you gave
Making humanity habitable, dodging your flaws with lawyers, you write your own books
Used to be a time… oh I am certain there was, but tomorrow is the time creating all the buzz
Smiling at those memories, taking the facts; merged with what’s there now to fill in the cracks
Some of this is okay, but you’ve just got to try some of this, blending together like it does
Time marches on and we make ours, play outside when it’s sunny, come inside if it showers
How we play changes but our friends should remain, ransoming love over politics should refrain
Leave Caesar to have what’s his, he can fear the ides of March counting money up in his towers
I’m going to live life with family and friends, do my best to stay on the road and mind the bends`
The shit storms I encounter I’ll plow through, cause stopping in the middle of one will never do
Time marches on, and the pace picks up, I just want to enjoy the rest of mine before it ends
I’m not chasing used to be’s, rather making new, trying to create more time to spend with you
Championing integrity, sharing time; help a friend find a laugh, compassion doesn’t cost a dime
Time marches on, administrations and policies come and go, and one day yours is through
So make the best of it
Tim Windisch 01/09/2025
Alright
Sipping on my coffee, trying to see through the heavy fog
Reaching for my love, but my arm is wrapped around a dog
I know there’s always something, with an underlying desire
To circumvent this situation, only embers remain from our fire
I’d love to rekindle the flame, but babe I ain’t even got a log
Chilly on the sofa, my feet feel so cold on the bare wood floor
It could eighty-five in here, but we both know it won’t heat me no more
I don’t need external flames to generate the heat my poor heart needs
It’s the bowels of my soul, and honey you know your love is all it feeds
On your touch, your warmth, I sit here praying you’ll walk through that door
The days seem to be getting so much shorter, the along comes the dreaded night
Dreams that used to excite me, days where everything just looked so bright
Alone they’re just dark and empty, sadness and hopelessness freely abound
I squeeze my eyes shut and try to hide, motionless laying there not making a sound
Praying you’ll be the first thing I see when I open them, and everything will be alright
Yeah, everything will be alright
Tim Windisch
12/19/2024
You feel
You feel rundown, body’s infected
I sit alone ignorant, lost and neglected
Can’t get it right but you go at it all wrong
Kept to yourself even though I came along
Said you never had somebody who’d care
Promised to share a life but you’re never there
Sometimes I bang my head against the wall
Sometimes I fall asleep waiting on your call
You feel scared, but keep watching tv
Violence and mayhem all you ever see
Need a chest to drop your head onto
Stroke your blonde hair and caress you
Said you never had anybody who’d long
To tend your wounds and sing you a song
So I warble out the words to a love tune
Singing babe I miss you, got to see you soon
You feel you’re slipping, too steep of a slope
I scream I understand babe I can barely cope
Apart from the dream that holds it all together
Tore your lace and got whipped by your leather
Put the rubber to the asphalt steer your way clear
Wrap your blues around me when you bring it here
The distance needs to be eliminated for us to score
We’ve only had a taste and babe we both need more
You feel, I feel too
I feel it’s time for me and you
Tim Windisch
12/05/2024
Ode to Christmas Carol
A legend left the building, the sad news came
And we will all move on but it won’t be the same
If you called her a legend she’d probably laugh
Maybe fawn for the camera offer an autograph
She wasn’t searching for a spotlight for her face
Rather for the earth, pay attention to what we can’t replace
Or the poor who have no money for shelter or a meal
Causes caught Christmas Carol, sincerity you could feel
From my home in Milwaukee, to London, Africa and abroad
She shared tears for suffering, and every triumph she’d applaud
Shared a story and it made you laugh, she was such a gas
Memories that I love to bring back, I know they’ll always last
I’m proud to say I was a friend of hers, and her show I’ll always save
Every Tuesday when I start I remember “Just Do It, Hit It Dave!”
Rest In Peace Carol
Nah, Raise a little hell girlfriend!
Tim Windisch
12/03/2024
Time can
Time can be my friend, or time can run away
Hold me for a slow minute, promise me you’ll stay
Words can help me explain, words can leave me blank
I’ve so many of them to find the right way to thank
To thank you for the dreams, those dreams I long to see
In daylight, against an autumn sky under our maple tree
Time can be my friend, this time the clocks won’t mean a thing
And words can be breathed by lovers hear the song they sing
Dreams were the plans we cried about after myriad false starts
Time after time, words failed but the fire kept burning in our hearts
Oh baby, feel the cure to your ills, God knows it’s more than pills
Ain’t nothing fancy, you don’t need fancy just true love, no frills
Oh baby, zip your coat and grab your keys, drive past the houses and the trees
To our home in the city where your man is waiting here patiently to please
Honey don’t you know time can be our friend; we can laugh as it ticks away
Words won’t be hard to find, how many will we need to be happy every day?
Dreams will be between us, tomorrows of laughter and love
Blessed to finally be sharing the grace of our God above
Tim Windisch
10 08 2024
Cry
Staring at my last text, worrying cause we seem vexed
Like our plans were cursed by a demon and we’re hexed
Complex, confounded and confusing, how much more abusing
I try to wear a smile of hope but it’s hard be coy while I’mbruising
Choosing to do all that I can, stick to the course andfollow the plan
Babe I’m trying my best, but after all, honey I’m no godjust a man
And have I told you how much I care? Always closing my eyes picturing you’re there
Imagining the smell of your perfume, feeling my fingersrunning through your hair
Spare me this pain Lord! Bring my baby back! My panorama hasdeveloped a crack
And try as I might my fuse is burning quickly, and I feellike I’m going to blow my stack
Lack of patience mom would say, relax son; stay focused.Tomorrow’s another day
Losing your temper and jabbering like a fool is just nevergoing to be the right way
Okay I understand mom, I’ll try. I know we have to stay thecourse, I just don’t know why
So hard to just roll with the punches, when really all youwant to do is sit down and cry
So hard to just roll with the punches, when really all youwant to do is sit down and cry
Tim Windisch
08 06 2024
Down
Down so low I forgot about being high
Lost direction seems pointless to try
Sounds are distractions and bring me no joy
Head pounds, these inactions serve to destroy
Golden has nothing to do with the silence here
Memories I’m holdin’ bring me violence and fear
Nothing as it seems, is this supposed to be our ever after
We made all those dreams, but I can’t hear the laughter
Searching my mind, trying to piece all of the broken smiles
But it’s like trying to find the letters to spell love among Scrabble tiles
But the only thing I find is I, and you see in my game love is spelled with I & U
Seems silly but if you just try, you’ll feel the love when U & I are together too
Bored games I play to forget, I’m just talking to myself the whole day through
Picturing us sharing a sunset, spending eternity together just me and you
Down so low but keeping the flame, long as I have air babe it burns
The direction home is still the same, song on your mind making the turns
Mile after mile sing it loud, done taking time; you want to share every minute
U pull up out front won’t I be proud, satisfied with life now that we’re together in it
Tim Windisch
07 29 2024
Covers
Seems sometimes even the closest of lovers
Lose steam like kettles with bent up covers
Things boil over and make a mess of your day
Stains add character, they’re only stains anyway
Cements got a crack with weeds right where it’s begun to heave
Like bare trees in the winter, problems gain appeal when they leave
Breathe in a promise if you still dare, map a route to your desires
Break up excuses and the grizzled retorts, use them to start fires
Burn the gap between the dawn of your next wishful opening eye
To where resolves the quandary between the devil and the deep blue sky
Speak loud and clear into the megaphone, let the mob be sure to hear you clear
You’re not looking to pave any highways to heaven or hell with any of your intentions
Just embarking on the last leg of your journey and you plan to expand my dimensions
Eager anticipation creeps across my chest looking for purposeful loving consummation
These thing cause long dormant ripples of hope to quickly follow behind in permutation
Sweat begins to build all across my brow, my fingers begin to tap a rhythm or a part
The rest of it can only be played with her fingers dancing across my chest into my heart
And the steam builds and builds and billows like fog across a lake on an early autumn morn
A bed covered with roses, two bare lovers rolling in the flowers, none of the roses has a thorn
A perfect start to a perfect beginning, tell me when the last leg gets underway, when does it start
When will you be tapping your fingers across my chest in a perfect rhythm right into my heart
Seems sometimes even the closest of lovers
Lose steam like kettles with bent up covers
Tim Windisch
07 25 2024
Lost
Used to know, maybe not but I thought I understood
Mind it goes, in and out and no longer works too good
Am I alright? How can I really be so off base and so completely out of whack?
Must be a sight, my senses left word; they took leave and they’re not coming back
Me no money, heart and wallet both broke
Can’t blow it off with another numbing toke
Dreams left town, burning desires are covered in frost
Had a plan, knew the way, but now it seems to be lost
Used to believe tomorrow, or maybe even later on tonight
The key would open my lock, smiling as I turned up the light
But it never was opened, no one kisses me softly goodnight
Me no money, heart and wallet both broke
Can’t blow it off with another numbing toke
Dreams left town, burning desires are covered in frost
Had a plan, knew the way, but now it seems to be lost
Stores depleted, counting the days till everything is gone
Feeling defeated ,eyes shut I cringe at another lonely dawn
She is air, she is warmth and cooling at the very same time
I touch her hair, my worst pain one touch from her I feel sublime
Me no money, heart and wallet both broke
Can’t blow it off with another numbing toke
Dreams left town, burning desires are covered in frost
Had a plan, knew the way, but now it seems to be lost
Kiss my nose, look in my eyes say babe relax it’s alright
My sweet Rose, come and heal me, rescue me tonight
Captivate, redirect my foolish mind babe set me straight
Rejuvenate , damn this drudgery pick me from ashes, elevate
Find me, don’t let me stay lost
Babe, guide me to your arms, don’t let me stay lost
Tim Windisch
07 08 2024