How do you learn to breathe again after the unthinkable—after losing a child? In this powerful episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with Melissa Hull, grief advocate, speaker, and author of Dear Drew, who lost her 4-year-old son in a tragic drowning accident. Melissa opens up about the moment that changed her life forever, the trauma that followed, and her courageous journey to rebuild a life filled with meaning, purpose, and joy again.
Together, we explore the reality of child loss, complicated grief, PTSD, trauma, anger, guilt, isolation, and society’s silence around bereavement. This conversation shatters stigma and gives language to a pain so many parents carry alone. Melissa also shares life-changing tools for healing, including how to:
Coexist with grief while still choosing to live
Integrate trauma instead of being defined by it
Rebuild self-identity after loss
Support grieving parents in ways that are actually helpful
Find purpose, connection, and hope again
If you or someone you love has experienced child loss, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, or deep grief, this episode will help you feel seen, validated, and less alone. Grief doesn’t end but it can transform.
This episode is for every grieving parent, every trauma survivor, and every person trying to support someone through a pain they can’t fix but refuse to ignore.
Listen in and subscribe for more conversations on grief, trauma, healing, infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, and the lifelong journey of love after loss.
Visit BabyLossAwareness.org to get involved, volunteer, give or honor your child.
On this episode of Cry it Out Loud! hosted by Chasing the Rainbows, we welcome Dr. Lora Shahine, a board-certified Reproductive Endocrinologist, OB/GYN, author, and host of the Brave & Curious Podcast. Dr. Shahine has dedicated her career to supporting families through fertility struggles, pregnancy loss, and women’s health.
In this powerful conversation, Dr. Shahine shares insights on:
Understanding fertility treatments and options for hopeful parents
Balancing health, wellness, and emotional care during fertility journeys
Why awareness and advocacy are critical for these traumatic losses
Whether you’re navigating fertility challenges, supporting a loved one, or seeking expert knowledge, this episode offers both hope and practical guidance.
Don’t miss Dr. Shahine’s free resource: Click here for her free IVF survival guide or her free PCOS eBook
For more information on Every Baby Loss Matters National Campaign for October Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month and beyond, visit BabyLossAwareness.org and join our mission at Chasing the Rainbows to support families nationwide.
Infertility is never just a medical diagnosis, it’s a journey of grief, trauma, resilience, and hope. In this episode of Cry It Out Loud! by Chasing the Rainbows, we sit down with Dr. Mark Trolice, reproductive endocrinologist, owner of The IVF Center in Florida, and most importantly, a father who knows firsthand the heartbreak and healing of infertility.
From IVF and IUI treatments to the emotional toll of repeated setbacks, Dr. Trolice opens up about his own path to parenthood. The struggles, the breakthroughs, and how his story as a patient transformed the way he cares for others as a physician.
Together, we explore:
The emotional and financial realities of IVF and infertility treatments
How trauma and grief shape the infertility journey
The importance of compassion in medicine
Options for building a family, including adoption
Why breaking the silence around infertility and loss matters for every family
This intimate conversation is a reminder that behind every statistic is a family fighting for hope.
✨ Whether you’re navigating infertility yourself, supporting a loved one, or working in women’s health, this episode will inspire and connect you.
👉 Want to help families walking through infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, or infant loss? Visit BabyLossAwareness.org to learn how you can get involved by volunteering, donating, or honoring a baby gone too soon. Together, we can break the silence and bring hope to grieving parents. Every Baby Loss Matters.
This episode of Cry It Out Loud! dives deep into pregnancy and infant loss support, featuring Courtney, owner of Blooms of Change Counseling, a licensed New York therapist, Chasing the Rainbows State Ambassador, and a courageous survivor of infertility, baby loss, and birth trauma.
Courtney shares her powerful personal journey while offering professional insight on how families can navigate miscarriage, stillbirth, infertility struggles, and infant loss with compassion, therapy, and hope.
Hosted by Bernice of Chasing the Rainbows 501(c)(3) nonprofit, this heartfelt conversation reminds us that while grief is heavy, no parent has to carry it alone. Through shared stories, trauma-informed counseling, and community support, healing becomes possible.
🌈 Whether you are a grieving parent, walking through infertility, or supporting a loved one through loss, this episode offers comfort, coping tools, and hope for the journey.
👉 Learn more about getting involved with Every Baby Loss Matters, honoring babies gone too soon, and supporting families nationwide at BabyLossAwareness.org.
Welcome to Cry It Out Loud! the official podcast of Chasing the Rainbows, a 501(c)(3) nonprofit charity providing awareness, advocacy, and support services for families facing infertility, baby loss (pregnancy loss and infant loss) and pregnancy after loss.
This podcast is a safe space where grief has a voice, love is louder than silence, and every baby’s memory is honored out loud. Each episode features heartfelt conversations with parents, ambassadors, and advocates who share their journeys of loss, healing, and hope.
From powerful stories like Sarah Cox’s Journey for Jasmine rainbow skirt project, to national events such as Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month and National Rainbow Baby Day, Cry It Out Loud! connects families and supporters around the world.
Whether you are a grieving parent, a supporter, or someone looking to make a difference, this podcast is here to bring comfort, connection, and community.
👉 Learn more and get involved at BabyLossAwareness.org. Together, we can honor our babies, support families, and create lasting change.
In this raw and unfiltered episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with infertility warrior and social media trailblazer Andrea Leon (@hotmessivfmom) for a powerful conversation on baby loss - miscarriage, stillbirth, IVF trauma, and what it really means to grieve in public.
Andrea opens up about how she used her voice—and her platform—to break silence around recurrent loss, the pressure to “be okay,” and the healing power of being witnessed.
We talk shame, triggers, trolls, social media boundaries, and what she wishes every person knew about supporting someone in grief.
🔥 Why this episode matters: • The algorithm may favor polished reels, but healing is messy • Andrea shares what not to say to a loss parent • Grief doesn’t expire—and neither does your right to speak
🎧 This one is for the mom who’s holding her breath in the waiting room.
For the dad staring at an empty nursery.
For the parents who are still parents, even when the world forgets.
⏳ Don’t wait to speak your truth.
📌 Subscribe & share this with someone who needs to hear:
You’re not broken. You’re grieving. And you’re not alone.
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What happens when unimaginable grief collides with unshakable faith?
In this powerful episode of Cry it Out Loud! we sit down with Shelly Johnson - singer, songwriter, and survivor of devastating baby loss. Shelly opens up about her deeply personal journey through heartbreak, the spiritual reckoning that followed, and how music became both her sanctuary and her message to the world.
🎶 From writing songs in the raw aftermath of grief…🙏 To rediscovering her higher power in the darkest nights…💔 To comforting others with melodies rooted in loss and hope…
Shelly shares her story with breathtaking vulnerability.
This episode is for:
Anyone who’s experienced deep loss or knows someone who has
Creatives finding their voice through pain
Believers wrestling with “Where was God when...?”
Listeners seeking healing, hope, and honest conversations
📢 Don't listen alone—share this with a friend who needs it.
🔔 Tap “Follow” for more heart-opening conversations about loss, purpose, and resilience.
We are looking for loss parents who want to put action and passion behind their pain! Please email us at info@chasingtherainbows.org or visit ChasingTheRainbows.org for volunteer opportunities
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In this heart-shattering yet powerfully healing episode of Cry It Out Loud, we speak with Lara Solomon, founder and CEO of Hoopsy — the eco-friendly pregnancy test brand that was born out of unimaginable loss. 💔
After losing both her parents, Lara thought she had experienced the depths of grief — until she faced infertility, baby loss, and the devastating realization that motherhood might not be in her future.
💡 But from grief came clarity. From heartbreak, came Hoopsy.
In this raw and honest conversation, Lara shares:
🌱 How losing her babies changed her forever
👣 What society gets wrong about infertility and miscarriage
🧬 Why eco-conscious women’s health products matter
💬 The silent pain of grief that doesn’t fade — and how she’s giving it a voice
This episode is for every woman who’s felt left behind, broken, or silenced by loss. If you’ve ever whispered your grief because it felt "too much," this conversation is your permission to cry it out loud. 🕊️
💬 If this story moves you, please:
💫 Follow + Rate + Review to help more grieving hearts find us
🔁 Share with someone who needs to know they’re not alone
🎙️ Subscribe now and never miss an episode that heals.
If you or someone you know needs a community that understands or needs free support services, please reach out on ChasingTheRainbows.org.
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🎙️ Cry It Out Loud! Podcast — Episode Drop
"Because Father’s Day Isn’t Easy for Everyone" with special guest Kelly from The Miscarriage Dads Podcast
🕯️ Grief isn’t gendered. Pain doesn’t discriminate. And silence? It ends today.
In this raw, unfiltered, and heartbreakingly honest episode, we’re cracking open the rarely-heard father’s perspective on miscarriage, loss, and what it means to grieve when society tells men to “be strong.”
Our guest Kelly, host of The Miscarriage Dads Podcast, joins us to speak truth to pain, love, and the quiet weight so many fathers carry alone. We talk identity, invisible grief, and how healing is louder when shared.
💔 Plus, we’re lacing up for something powerful:Join us this Father’s Day in NYC for the Chasing the Rainbows: Breaking the Silence 5K Walk & Run, an event built for all the dads, partners, and families who know that Father’s Day isn’t easy for everyone.
Register Here for our NYC Father's Day Event: https://runsignup.com/Race/NY/NewYork/BurstingBubble5KNY
🎧 Listen now. Cry if you need to. And let’s walk through this… together.
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Welcome back to Cry It Out Loud, the podcast where we dive deep into the real, raw, and often unspoken sides of infertility, pregnancy loss, parenthood, and healing.
In today’s powerful episode, we’re joined by Samantha Sepulveda — you may recognize her as a New York City police officer, international model, or from Netflix’s hit series Million Dollar Secret. But today, Sam steps out of the spotlight and into the truth of her own story — a heartbreaking and courageous journey through infertility, baby loss, and the fight to become a mother.
💔 Trigger warning: This episode contains real conversations about miscarriage, loss, and the emotional toll of infertility.
Sam opens up like never before — no scripts, no filters. She shares:
✨ Her deeply personal experience with multiple losses
✨ The mental, emotional, and physical challenges of trying to conceive
✨ How she found the strength to speak out and break the silence
✨ What it means to parent children you can no longer hold
This isn’t just an interview. It’s a conversation that could change lives — for anyone walking a similar path, feeling alone, or searching for hope in the dark.
🔔 Subscribe, share, and leave a review if this episode moved you — it helps us reach more families and break more silence around infertility and loss.
🎧 Listen now on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you get your podcasts.
📲 Follow us @chasingtherainbowsinc @cryitoutloud and @sammysep for more.
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Get ready for an unforgettable episode of Cry It Out Loud! as retired NFL player Corey Parchman opens up about his personal and emotional journey to fatherhood through IVF. This powerful conversation explores the highs, lows, and life-changing lessons Corey has learned along the way. From his days on the field to navigating the challenges of starting a family, Corey’s story is one of resilience, hope, and the power of never giving up on your dreams.
In this raw and inspiring interview, Corey discusses his upcoming book, "The IVF Playbook for Men," a must-read guide for any man facing fertility struggles. Whether you're on the IVF journey or simply seeking motivation to overcome life's obstacles, this episode will leave you inspired to push forward and embrace the unexpected.
✨ Book Release Date: May 21st
💥 Pre-order Now: https://www.ivfplaybookformen.com/product-page/the-ivf-playbook-for-men
Tune in to hear Corey’s unforgettable story and grab a copy of his book before it hits the shelves!
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Welcome to Cry It Out Loud!, the podcast where we get real about infertility, baby loss, and the journey of navigating pregnancy after loss. I’m Bernice, and here at Chasing the Rainbows, we believe in holding space for the stories that often go unheard—the raw, the painful, and the deeply personal. Because when you’ve been through the unimaginable, you deserve a community that truly understands.
Today, we’re cracking the silence on a topic that deeply affects so many in our community, yet often doesn’t receive the attention it truly deserves—a true infertility journey. March is a month dedicated to raising awareness around endometriosis, surrogacy, and cervical health. These crucial health issues are often overlooked, and we’re honored to have Dae with us on the podcast to discuss their personal battle with infertility and the emotional manipulation that many go through—gaslighting in the infertility process.
Dae is a true survivor who faced years of infertility struggles, unanswered questions, and dismissive doctors with incredible strength and resilience. Despite emotional exhaustion and countless challenges, Dae never gave up on advocating for their health. Their story is one of courage, and by sharing it, they hope to empower others who feel isolated in their own journey.
In this episode, we unpack how gaslighting manifests in the infertility process, the impact it has on mental health, and why it’s so crucial to speak out and seek support. Dae's journey is a powerful reminder that you are not alone, and it’s okay to challenge medical professionals and societal expectations when it comes to your health.
Tune in as we dive deep into Dae's personal story, discuss the importance of advocating for your health, and shed light on how we can support each other through this painful, yet powerful, journey.
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In this heartwarming episode of Cry it Out Loud!, we dive deep into the Bursting Bubble 5k Walk & Run—an event that is more than just a race. It’s a movement of healing, remembrance, and connection. Whether you’re in York, PA, Dallas, TX, Kenmore, WA, Ramsey, MN, or New York City, NY, or even participating virtually, this event is about supporting families who’ve experienced the loss of a child.
Our guest today is Kelsi Hagimoto, our Washington State Ambassador, who has been an incredible volunteer for over a year, spreading our mission and helping to raise awareness across Washington state. We talk with Kelsi about her journey, how she got involved, and how you can make a difference by volunteering or becoming a personal or corporate sponsor.
Key topics we’ll cover:
Timestamps:0:00 – Introduction to the Bursting Bubble 5k Event and Kelsi Hagimoto’s Journey
5:00 – Volunteering and Sponsorships: How YOU can get involved
10:30 – Repurposing Pain into Purpose: Kelsi’s Story and Survivor Testimonials
15:00 – Starting Your Own Event in Honor of a Lost Baby
20:00 – Virtual 5k Option: Join from Anywhere and Make an Impact
25:00 – How to Register and Make a Donation
🚨 Call to Action:
#ChasingTheRainbows #BurstingBubble5k #RepurposeYourPain #SponsorForACause #VolunteerWithUs #HealingThroughAction #BabyLossAwareness #BereavedMothersDay #CommunitySupport #NonprofitSupport #Virtual5k #RunForACause #5krun #Cryitoutloud #UnitingLossParents #donationsneeded
Join us for an emotional yet empowering episode of Cry It Out Loud Podcast where we dive deep into the complex journey of pregnancy after loss. Maternal Fetal Medicine expert, Dr. Serena Wu, answers critical questions about infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, and the unspoken challenges of expecting after experiencing loss. 💔🤰
🌸 Have questions about your pregnancy after loss journey? Don’t face it alone—write to us at cryitoutloudpodcast.com and get the support you deserve.
🌈 For additional resources like free therapy, peer groups, mindful movement, and care packages, head to chasingtherainbows.org. You can even host a meaningful event to honor your lost baby, from a 5k to a gala or bingo night. We’re here to support you every step of the way.
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In this emotional and powerful episode ofCry It Out Loud!, we sit down with the inspiring Lori Z., a mother who has experienced the unimaginable – from the pain of miscarriage to surviving birth trauma and navigating medical challenges. Lori shares her raw and courageous journey through loss, healing, and the unyielding hope she holds for her family’s future.
As Lori’s family embarks on a surrogacy journey to fulfill their dream of a large family, her story of resilience, strength, and determination is a testament to the power of perseverance through grief. Whether you're walking the path of infertility, loss, or dreaming of expanding your family in unexpected ways, Lori's story will resonate deeply.
We also want to highlight the life-changing support provided byChasing the Rainbows, a trauma-informed, peer-to-peer service dedicated to supporting loss parents. With free virtual and in-person support groups, therapy, peer mentors, mindful movement, community events, care packages, and more, Chasing the Rainbows offers a compassionate space for healing and connection.
If you're navigating life after loss, please visit our website for a range of resources and support services designed to help you through this journey. We're expanding and bringing Chasing the Rainbows to a city or county near you! If you're interested in starting a Chasing the Rainbows chapter, hosting a memorial or birthday fundraiser, or creating a new support service to honor your baby, reach out to us through our website at ChasingtheRainbows.org.
🔔Tune in now to hear Lori’s story, and don’t forget to subscribe to Cry It Out Loud! for more conversations on love, loss, and the real-life journey of parenting after loss.
🔔 Submit your questions to our Maternal Fetal Medicine Doctor or be interviewed on our podcast about your loss
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Welcome to Cry It Out Loud!, the podcast where we uncover the raw, real truths about living after fertility loss and baby loss. In this episode, we’re diving deep into the world of fertility—separating fact from fiction with an expert who’s dedicated her career to helping women on their reproductive journeys.
Joining me today is Dr. Allison Groff, MD, FACOG, a board-certified OBGYN in Maryland. Dr. Groff is here to break down the most common and misunderstood fertility myths, giving you the facts you need whether you're navigating infertility or simply looking for clarity on reproductive health.
Dr. Groff also hosts the HerHealthMD podcast, where she shares valuable insights on women’s health. Together, we’ll tackle the truths surrounding fertility, debunk common misconceptions, and provide you with the information you’ve been searching for. To check on our episode together "The Holidays: Walking through Grief from pregnancy and infant loss and infertility.
If you’ve been questioning what’s true about fertility, this episode is for you. Tune in for a candid, informative conversation that’s all about supporting you on your journey.
For daily free support services or get involved uniting fertility, pregnancy and infant loss survivors, please visit ChasingTheRainbows.org.
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The first hours, days, and weeks after experiencing a fertility loss can be the loneliest, most isolating time of all. Where do you even begin to pick up the pieces? Join Cardiovascular Technologist and Professor Breanna Gruver as she courageously shares her personal journey through the raw, heart-wrenching moments following 6 babies lost: 4 miscarriages and 2 stillbirths over 5 years. This show is a safe haven for loss survivors who want to stay connected, find hope, and be supported by a community that truly understands. Don’t miss next week’s episode, featuring our “Ask a Maternal Fetal Medicine Doctor” segment—your questions answered by a compassionate specialist. Find more details at CryItOutLoudPodcast.com.
For daily free support services or get involved uniting fertility, pregnancy and infant loss survivors, please visit ChasingTheRainbows.org.
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In this powerful episode, we sit down with Jennifer Canvasser, founder of the NEC Society, who shares her heart-wrenching journey through infant loss and how she transformed her pain into a beacon of hope for others. Join us as Jennifer opens up about her experiences, the mission behind her nonprofit, and the vital work being done to support families facing similar tragedies.
This is not just a story of loss—it's a story of resilience, advocacy, and the profound strength found in community. Tune in for an inspiring conversation that will touch your heart and ignite your spirit. Let’s turn grief into action together. 💖
Don't miss this impactful episode—subscribe now and share with those who need to hear this vital message!
For daily free support services or get involved uniting fertility, pregnancy and infant loss survivors, please visit ChasingTheRainbows.org.
To reach or get involved with the NEC Society, please reach out on their website https://necsociety.org/
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Infertility, Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Losses are all traumatic. This is the 2nd part of our series because there is a lot of emotions and thoughts behind these feelings. The fuel for our traumas, PTSD, and grief after our losses can be guilt, shame and blame which are completely normal. Survivors are speaking out about our deepest thoughts that arose after our losses with these feelings that aren't talked about in our society or need to be kept quiet. Please tune in, follow and subscribe so we can continue to reach as many survivors as possible.
For daily free support services or get involved uniting fertility, pregnancy and infant loss survivors, please visit ChasingTheRainbows.org.
In honor of October Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month, we are hosting our 3rd Honor Out Loud! candle lighting ceremony on October 15th at 7pm EST on Zoom. Register on our website.
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