I went into this mushroom ceremony with a clear intention: to heal my relationship with money. But the medicine had a completely different plan for how that healing would happen.
After taking 5 grams, I expected insights or breakthroughs — instead, I was met with resistance, surrender, and silence. My body shut down. My plans fell apart. And somewhere in all that stillness, the real lesson started to reveal itself.
This episode is about what happens when you ask the medicine to show you your blocks… and it does. It’s about control, trust, and learning that abundance doesn’t always come from doing more — sometimes it comes from letting go completely.
If you’ve ever tried to force your own healing, this story will feel uncomfortably familiar.
In this episode:
- Healing your relationship with money through mushrooms
- When the medicine says “no”
- The illusion of control and the power of rest
- Real integration after a 5 gram ceremony
- Redefining abundance and self-worth
Ever wondered what it’s like to work with a true plant medicine guide? In this episode, I sit down with my good friend, Lou Bonnet, a wachumero, DJ, and creative, to talk about his experiences with San Pedro and other sacred plants. He shares stories from his ceremonies and explains how these plants can actually teach you to heal yourself from the inside out.
Lou opens up about what it really means to be a wachumero, the responsibility of guiding people through these powerful medicines, and the lessons he’s learned over years of working closely with San Pedro. We dive into the deeper side of plant medicine—facing fears, self-reflection, and finding clarity in ways you might not expect.
Whether you’re curious about shamanic practices, plant medicine ceremonies, or spiritual growth, Lou’s insights give a rare look into a world that’s both mystical and profoundly practical. If you’ve ever felt drawn to San Pedro or just want to understand how these sacred plants can guide you on your own healing journey, this conversation is packed with wisdom you won’t want to miss.
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In this episode of Being Human and Shit, my guest Steve Thompson shares his journey of walking through fear and discovering true freedom on the other side. We dive deep into how fear holds us back, why confronting it is essential for personal growth, and practical ways to move through anxiety, uncertainty, and self-doubt.Steve also opens up about his own experiences with vulnerability, spirituality, and transformation, offering insights that can help you navigate your own path to inner healing. Whether you’re struggling with fear, overthinking, or resisting change, this conversation will inspire you to embrace discomfort as a doorway to growth.What We Discuss in This Episode: - How fear quietly shapes our choices and keeps us from our full potential- The personal journey of walking through fear and discovering freedom- Techniques to face fear without being overwhelmed or paralyzed- The connection between vulnerability, courage, and personal growth- How spiritual practices and mindfulness support moving through anxiety- Identifying the stories we tell ourselves that hold us back- Reframing fear as a guide instead of an obstacle- Surrender, trust, and letting go as tools for inner peace- How confronting fear can unlock creativity, purpose, and deeper meaningWhether you’re struggling with anxiety, self-doubt, or big life transitions, this episode offers insights, tools, and inspiration to face fear and step into your most empowered self.If you want to experience ayahuasca yourself, be sure to check out Sowa Charana:https://sowacharana.com/https://www.instagram.com/sowacharana/
How can just a handful of people create massive healing in the world? In this episode of BHAS, I sit down with Kevin Owens, one of my best friends and a facilitator at Sowa Charana, as he takes us behind the scenes of ayahuasca and plant medicine retreats to reveal the extraordinary ways personal transformation can ripple out to others.From facing your deepest fears to releasing trapped emotions, Kevin explains why the work done on yourself doesn’t just change your life—it can inspire and heal thousands around you. Dive into the mystery of Icaros (ceremonial songs), purges, and the unseen energetic exchanges that make plant medicine work so profound.What we explore in this episode:- How personal healing becomes a “positive healing virus” that spreads to others.- The power of Icaros: how songs in ayahuasca ceremonies remove negative energies and bring healing.- Why purges—vomiting, crying, laughing, yawning—are essential for energetic release.- The healer as a vessel: how energy flows through songs and mantras instead of being fully controlled.- How energy can transfer between participants, and what it teaches us about ourselves.- Group dynamics in ceremonies: why different people work on different emotions at the same time.- The purpose of plain, simple foods during plant diets: no salt, sugar, or spices for physical and energetic preparation.- How diet, ceremony, and community create a safe space for profound transformation.- Kevin’s reflections on his own healing journey and the wisdom he continues to gain while guiding others.Whether you’re curious about ayahuasca, spiritual growth, or the ways energy and intention shape our lives, this conversation is a deep dive into the unseen forces of healing.If you want to work with Kevin and experience ayahuasca for yourself, check out:https://sowacharana.com/https://www.instagram.com/sowacharana/
In this first episode of Being Human and Shit (BHAS), I sit down with Brittany Thompson, ayahuasca facilitator and host of the True Britt Podcast, to explore the hardest truths about healing, self-love, and surrender. With experience in hundreds of ceremonies, Brittany shares insights on ayahuasca, plant medicine, ego death, forgiveness, and learning to love yourself even through the darkest moments.Brittany is a facilitator at Sowa Charana, a plant medicine retreat in Peru dedicated to helping people heal, grow, and reconnect with their deepest truths.We talk about:- Why ayahuasca is a mirror, not a savior- The practice of “dying before you die” and surrendering control- How to face anger, discomfort, and self-betrayal with compassion- Choosing love in every moment — even when it hurts- The real role of a facilitator in plant medicine ceremoniesIf you’re curious about spiritual awakening, ayahuasca ceremonies, plant medicine integration, or the truth behind self-healing, this conversation will open your heart and challenge your perspective.To learn more about Brittany’s work or if you’re interested in experiencing ayahuasca for yourself, find her here:https://sowacharana.comhttps://www.instagram.com/sowacharana/https://www.instagram.com/_truebritt/https://open.spotify.com/show/7porEFNZVW3S9tjOQWkA2M?si=6f03462d57e14225_I create videos that explore spirituality, plant medicine, and the deeper questions of life to help you awaken to your true self. If you’re on the path of finding your purpose, healing, and living with deeper meaning, this channel is here to guide and inspire you.Join my private community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/c/camleidsFollow me on other socials:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/camleids/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@camleids
Welcome to Being Human and Shit — a podcast about exploring the messy, beautiful, hilarious, and heartbreaking reality of being alive.
In this trailer, host Cam Leids introduces the vision for the show: real conversations recorded after sitting with sacred plant medicines like ayahuasca, psilocybin mushrooms, san pedro, etc. Together with guests, Cam dives into spirituality, healing, consciousness, and the deeper questions we all wonder about: Why am I here? What’s my purpose? How do I make the most of this life?
If you’re curious about the human experience, spirituality, plant medicine, or personal growth, you’ve found the right space. Nothing is off limits here—every thought, feeling, and emotion is welcome.
Subscribe now to join the journey.
Let’s figure out this whole “being human” thing… together.
